Man of Shred's dreams

[Man of Shred]

Ok here is some dreams from the other night. i didn't dream at all last night

I had 3 dreams:

Hospital: I was in a hospital, trying to convince people that my mother was mentally ill (she has shizophrenia, and last night i woke up to find her breaking my dishes ). No one was listening to me. but one woman seemed to understand my problem and started yelling at the other people that weren't listening to me. I started yelling for no reason, but i forget what about.

quick dream flash as i was typing the last dream: I was walking by a door and in the door was a guy with brown hair. he was in the shadows and seemed to be looking at me.

City: Very vague dream. I'm travelling with a woman through a city at night. I think we were talking about how far away we lived from eachother?

Panic: I was riding my bike on some sort of trail. For some reason I was expecting to run into someone from i know. I came to a place where the trail came to a house and winded a small garden. A man was in my path, I didn't see him clearly but he smiled. I dodged him, and also the flowers along the side. I came to a shack or a small house where a man in a brown cowboy hat was leaning. I stopped and leaned my bike nearby and went to greet him. When i got closer he was sweating, and breathing heavily. he was saying "What is happening"? I recognised him as having a sort of panic attack. I tried to calm him down, saying the panic was all in his head.

I sat him down at a table and i was trying to explain something, but my mouth was full of food. I just remembered something about don juan saying "A warrior eats only small bites at a time."

[pj]

Hey there!

A warrior only eats small bites at a time.

Sage advice.

[Man of Shred]

Thanks for the comment PJ good to see you again!

[pj]

Likewise!

[Man of Shred]

bad recall lately. i only have fragments

 Dream 1: very nonsensical dream. I felt my awareness floating above a grey cube. There were two lines running along the grey cube. I felt they were people i knew.

 Dream 2: I was in a huge building with a north, south, east and west wing. I could be walking through the corridors. or i could zoom out of the complex and see where i needed to walk next. my destination would be highlighted with a specific color for each wing. then I'd be back in my dream body and walking to that part. I forget what i would do there, but then i would zoom out again to see my next destination. This happened several times throughout the dream.

[Man of Shred]

I had a couple of dreams.

Dream 1: i was in my old town in B.C. at night. I was walking along some street and two men were fighting. One guy ended up running away or getting knocked out. The other man got into a red car. I got in with him and we started driving away. He had hair down to his chin. He told me i could have a smoke. so i looked in the back seat and I grabbed one. I asked this man if he could give me a ride home. he said sure. I gave him directions to the house where i lived when i was 11, on fairfield island. Funny: i could remember the correct street name in the dream, but i can't remember it now.

Dream2: i was in a square plaza with lots of people. There was a big statue in the middle.

dream 3: I was in a hospital of some sort. I was with someone but i can't remember who.

Dream 4: I was driving down a highway that looked kind of cartoonish. Someone called em on a cell phone. I picked up and it was a woman with a british accent. I seemed to know her. I thought it was funny that i was driving and talking on a cellphone. So i remembered my interview with naiya when she said she uses cell phones to conjure dream characters. I almost became lucid.

[Man of Shred]

DREAMS!

as I was drifting off I saw a face pop out at me in my eyelids. I wondered if it was "c".

 Dream 1: I was in some playground at night on a jungle gym. i was in some part where there were circular monkey bars. I was trying to fit through one space of the monkey bars but i couldn't. I got off and walked soemwhere with my brother.

 Dream2: I was ni my Garden at home and I noticed there was still a grapevine left from when my cousin took his out. I also noticed the other things i had planted, that i thought had died, were now starting to grow and prosper. I was also happy to see grapes growing on the grapevine.

 Dream 3: I was on some train tracks walking by a stopped train car.

 Dream 4: I was at Lonewolfs forum, but there seemed to be some extra forums added. as If two forums had been merged. I was reading someones posts that i seemed to know. There were pictures of me and him in them.

 Dream 5: I was kissing some girl with long brown hair. This was very vague. I felt my physical body turnover in my sleep and it woke me up.

 Dream 6: I was outside my house at night. For some reason i had started my dad's truck and it began rolling away. I ran after it to catch it. But a part of me seemed not to care. I watched it crash into someones house. I'm pretty sure it had killed someone. Suddenly it was the next day. Me and my dad were floating 10 ft up in the standing position down a busy street. We both looked at the cars and people walking below. As we floated by a movie theater display i said "Dad, I'm sorry but I wrecked your truck and possibly killed some people in the process." he said "Oh it's ok, you're just gonna have to work harder to pay for it that's all." I suddenly felt guilty and I said "I can't believe i did that though. what's wrong with me?"

[Moonbeam]

You're recall's getting better. 

That floating dream with your Dad would have been a good opportunity for an RC.     That sounds like a dream that you're glad to wake up from.

[Man of Shred]

yes! i finally had a short lucid.

Dream 1: I was in a city that was on a hill. I walked out of a house and I was on my way to see my old room mate Dan. But all I remember was going into another house and meeting his half brother Trevor. It was a long dream but i can't remember all the details.

Dream 2: I was in a chinese store and was looking around. I went to a desk and said something. But the one man started accusing me of being racist. I spent a few minutes explaining what i had said. and That i meant no harm. I apologised and kept on this way until the people in the store calmed down. I went to leave but a display of chinese swords caught my eye. I was thinking "Isn't it a chinese proverb that a customer is always right" (i have no idea if that's a chinese proverb lol, but it made sense in the dream). Anyway I looked at a wooden kendo like sword. It caught my eye and was only $40. i was pondering buying it.

dream 3: I was walking on a suburb street. I was on my way to meet a man with silvery hair and a round face (lonewolf?). I came by the house where he was supposed to live, but there was a couple of dogs at the house just before the one i was supposed to go to.. They noticed me and began to growl. one barred it's teeth so I crossed the street. I heard them growling behind me and dared not to look back. I came to the street corner and the meaner dog was in front of me. It leapt at me and bit right through my hand. It hurt so much that I yelled in pain. I Tried to yell "help me!" but my voice came out very weak and was barely heard by even me.

Sometime later i was walking down another street i was thinking "if only i had my own dog to protect me." I think this dream was saying i needed some sort of shield to meet the man.

Dream 4: I was in a corner store being run by East indian men. I remember the one man handing me my bag and i walked out. when I got out of the store i realised that i didn't have my bag with me. When i walked back in it was a different store and a different clerk. I saw my bag lying on the ground. "I'm dreaming!" i said to myself. I forgot my basic stabilization tasks like rubbing my hands and looking at them and other object systematically. But I remembered i was looking for C. I yelled out her name a few times, but as I was walking out the door, my vision went double and the dream vanished.

Dream 5: I was in that calgary house again, the one from my first dream. I was walking on a board over a stair case. but it was weak and fell. I narrowly escaped falling down. I then Told my dad we needed a proper plank over the stairwell.

[Man of Shred]

Dream 1: I was in a bedroom in an apartment. some kind of Cat was there. It was like no other cat i had seen on earth. It had the demeanor of a lion or a tiger. but it was more like a big housecat. It was orange with long fur and spectacular ears. I remember playing with it and petting it. I suddenly became more aware of it when it stared into my eyes. I could feel it's gaze penetrate my being as if it were staring into my soul. It's eyes had intent. The image of the cat became crystal clear compared to the rest of the dream. I became almost frightened of it So i put it in a box and left the room.

Dream 2: I was in a strange house no a computer and some guy i seemed to know was talking to me about X (the girl i had tried to dream with in 2006). The guy was harassing me about how I messed it up with her. I just kind of shrugged his comments off.

Dream 3: I was in a living room with my dad. Graham hancock, a famous new age author who writes about african shamanic tribes, was in the dream but he had short hair. My dad was showing him and trying to get him to read all these books trying to debunk grahams theories. I found the whole conversation rather funny.

Dream 4: I was in olds crossing the train tracks. I climbed onto a train car that had stopped and noticed a bunch of objects that were mine on it. I think someone was with me.

Dream fragment: As i was waking up. My entire vision saw yellow or orange. there was a presence there. and now that i think about it, it reminded me of that cat dream.

[Man of Shred]

Dreams! I woke up at 6 am this morning. talked with my brother and went back to bed. he said he was going for a smoke. I had recalled no dreams so i took the opportunity to have some morning dreams.

Dream 1: False awakening. I forgot I had gone to sleep and was outside with my brother haveing a smoke. We were both by the garage. My brother went away when i was distracted. so i peered around the corner and saw that he was taking a piss (it's still dark out at 6 AM.). after a minute he came back around the corner and went into the house.

I paced around the backyard like i usually do when i smoke. Something caught the corner of my eye. There was a dog in the yard directly across from the alleyway. He moved into the street light a bit and i saw he was a doberman. i thought " wait a sec. There is a dog across the alleyway but it's a house to the left and it isn't a Doberman!". For a second i knew i was dreaming. The dog seemed to pick up my realisation and it leapt at me. As it was leaping at me i pointed at it and said "haha, you can't hurt me 'cause you're not real". I watched him vanish into mist in mid air! (note: I just realised i pointed in dreaming for the first time without realising it, and the pointing revealed a phantom image.).

My slow rational mind thought " Well maybe the dog was just a hallucination, I'm not dreaming" What I should have been thinking was "dogs don't turn into mist when you point at them this really must be a dream!". But, Unfortunately I went through the rest of the dream this way.

I then walked along the alleyway and turned into the street. I noticed something catch my eye. I went to pick it up and it was a can of green beans. i thought "who would throw a perfectly good can of food out?". And on I walked. I turned to the street on the right and saw that i was downtown. I thought "this isn't supposed to happen, downtown is still two blocks away... where Am I?". As i kept walknig downtown I noticed a McDonalds. I knew that there wasn't and Mickey Dee's in didsbury, so I concluded i must be in the future or something.

I then went into a mini mall. Didsbury has no mini mall... I walked through one room and walked into a television news studio where people were preparing to start the news. i thought "Didsbury has no TV studio... where Am I?". I walked through the next door and came to another TV studio. I accidently knocked over a camera. No one was mad or seemed to notice. I walked through the semi circle of camera displays and noticed one guy in the directors chair was blocking my path. He then noticed me, smiled, and got up to clear the way. I thought " Why Am I being treated like royalty?".

After the camera display there was a group of tables where people were sitting. I recognised one of my friends from Didsbury. So i sat at the table and said to him "hey man, I just had the funniest dream! i was walking around in didsbury and it had a mcdonalds, and the thing is: There's no MdcDonalds in didsbury! wtf" The whole table laughed like it was funny. They were laughing at me 'cause i didn't realise i was still ni that dream!

Note: I'm going out no the town tonight. and if i see that guy i will tell him the dream! only maybe I'll finish with "... and then i sat down at a table with you just like this and told you the exact same dream!"

Dream 2: I was in a clinic of some sort. I don't know what i was there for. But i saw "B". My cousins recent ex girlfriend. She had shaved her head and in the dream she looked really un appealing. I was talking to some people, and she walked by, looked at me, and ignored me. I thought "i guess i'm no longer her friend now that she's no longer with my cousin"

Dream 3: I was on the DV forum reading a post by jeff777. As i read his post i could hear his voice saying the text in my head. He was saying something about the cusp!

At least I'm more a ware in my dreams and Am questioning them more!

[Man of Shred]

Shadow: I was on a road on a mountain and there was a shadowy figure in my path.

Tap: I was reading Lonewolfs' forum. I was looking at the avatars and wondering wether i could use those images in my mind for intending to dream with them. As i thought this i felt a tap on my left shoulder. (thanks wolf)

This Man: check www.thisman.org In the dream I was in a local store. and usually in stores around here there are cards displaying who recently died and where their services are being held. One caught my eye, it was This Man. and he had the most sinister look on his face. I felt his gaze was directed at me.

Baxsement: There are a bunch of fragments that took place in a basement. On where i was listening to a lecture by Chris Douglas (the man who claims he was Carlos Castaneda's final apprentice). In the lecture he was just saying all these gross things which I'm not going to say. My brother walked into the basement and heard this. I said "should i shut this off?" and my brother says "Nahhh i like this lecture". a few people were coming to the basement.

The next scene was the basement filled with people. There was a dog there. I remembered dreamgirls post about using the excercise for storing power and how it made her dog go nuts. I wondered if i could do the same exercise there in front of the dog.

And the last scene my mom and dad we're in the basement and they were actually talking!

Apartment: I was back in ontario wanting to move back into my old apartment.

Bus: I was at a bus depot with some people and we were seeing some girl off. she seemed upset to be leaving. After her bus left my brother came by and asked if the girl had been sent off. he seemed agitated that he missed it.

I also remember a fragment. But it was so vague. i was talking with Dreamgirl... I think.

[Man of Shred]

movies: I was watching a dream as if it were a movie. In one scene there were a bunch of Indians and chinese people in a war. Tho other movie I forget what it was about. But i could shift between the two different movie scenes at will.

House: I was in my kitchen. It was very vivid. There was food and half rotten food all over the kitchen. I was hungry and trying to find something to eat. I reached in the cupboard and found a drumstick. I ate it and it was covered in all sorts of sauce. It was very sticky. There was someone else there. Maybe my mother.

Trapped: Me and a few others were trapped in some sort of dangerous warehouse. A few ravens may have been there. We were walknig around the big rooms trying to find a way out. At one point i saw someone leap up to a window. I knew if they tried the window they would die. the person went out and their body dissapeared in a flash. I heard a loud whirring sound and it seemed as if the persons energy body was being consumed by something. There was a woman beside me, may have been blue dreamer.

I started jumping really high to the ceiling trying to find out where one sound was coming from. When i got back down BD said a dead person or a spirit was trapped in a particular part of the ceiling. I leapt up again to see if i could hear it. and indeed i heard someone deep within the ceiling making some kind of noise. I got back down and said to BD "hey you got the inner ear!". she just kind of chuckled.

Highest Ridge: me and my dad were driving to work but through a wooded area. The scenery began to change. first it was hills and then we were driving through high mountain peaks. They looked very spectacular. We parked up on a high ridge. My dad said "ok we have to hike down to the job." i said "impossible! there's a sharp cliff in every direction."

Party At the warehouse: I was in a large warehouse where there was some DJ's. I went outside and it was daytime. A silvery haired man walked by and said hello as if he knew me. He invited me in and i said something like "My boss only gave me so much" he said "Yeah, i know how it is. a little money here and there, but never enough for everything." I said "yeah, I gotta eat first and foremost" He agreed and said it's important for one to always look after themselves.

I think another man walked by. but the thought of food made me hungry. A woman and a man were sitting nearby with some food. The woman said "we have a large cake we are trying to get rid of." i tried to say "maybe my mom might like that more the me" But the words came out wrong. Something wasn't right. why couldn't i speak. I yelled "hey, can you guys hear me?" twice. They both shook their heads and said no. I sat down with them and started eating a bag of chips.

later, I was inside the party sitting at a wooden table with some people i seemed to know from the Dreamviews forum. I think one may have been waking nomad. he seemed to joke around like him. He had brown hair and eyes. someone was with him who seemed to be his friend. He was teasing me about guitar playing. he said "You play great punk guitar". I said "I hate punk... why would I play punk guitar" we went back and forth like that for a while. I kept looking across the table and across from me was a beautiful woman with brown hair. she never spoke but always seemed to look at me whenever i looked at her. she never seemed annoyed and seemed to match my gaze. she had huge brown eyes and a child like face. but her eyes seemed much older. Her face was sometimes luminescent, as if she was trying to burn her image of her into my mind. Both her and waking nomad stuck out of the dream like a color character in a black and white film.

I looked at the wooden railings and recognised Slayer's handwritting. The words spoke of synchronicity. I said to Nomad "so, you and slayer are friends now huh." he said "that's right." Then he harrassed me more about about playing punk guitar.


Shamanic chatroom: I was in the chat a lonewolfs forum. GS was there. somehow he had hacked the chat and kept changing the color scheme. he kept laghing 'cause he made everything in chat look white. which made it impossible to see what i was typing.

Small lucid: I realised i was entering a dream. I was outside a large warehouse floating to ward it. I grabbed onto a white pipe. I forgot what i had wanted to do and the dream faded almost instantly

[Man of Shred]

I had trouble sleeping last night. I do have a few dreams tho.

Dream1: I'm in come city running along rooftops. someone is with me but i can't see their face. in the background i hear, the song Sandstorm playing. WE get down and enter some apartment. I see Linda there. She has another child. The person with me asks "isn't it strange running into someone you knew from junior high?". I said "not really, she still looks a lot like she did back then.

Dream fragment: i had a vague impression just now that I was running with people.

Dream 2: I was outside in my yard watching a critter come down from a tree. a bigger critter was following it. A little while later, i saw a pot moving across the lawn. I grabbed it and there was a smaller pot with food in it. I grabbed it and there was an even smaller pot. I grabbed a few more and there were the critters trying to steal my food.

Dream 3: I was with the person whose face i couldn't see. In the dream i had made up a new word that had to do with dreaming. It was a very important word. I put the word in a cornmeal cake. wrapped the cake ni cloth and offered the word as a gift to the faceless person.

[Man of Shred]

The Blue ally: I was walking in an unfamiliar town. i met raven there (the kid who use to be my neighbor). We were walking and talking, and i don't know what were we talking about. I kept looking up and seeing this large blue object in the sky. It took over half the sky and was funnel shaped. I thought it might be a planet on a collision course with earth. But, The blue object shrunk and landed on the ground in front of me and raven. We both watched as the object morphed into a blue semi trailer. It started driving off. Me and Raven ran after it. It turned a corner. As we turned the corner the object stopped and then morphed into a sports car and turned another corner. As we turned the next corner, we say there was a path of destruction in it's trail: A 10ft high rubble mixture of trees houses and cars that went as far as the eye could see.

Dangerous road: me and my dad were driving on a road late at night leaving a campground that might have been burnt timber. he turned a sharp corner and said "whew, that was close... but it's not as dangerous as this next part." The road turned and went into an almost vertical angle. we plunged into darkness.

Moon: I was looking at a large moon like object in the sky. I knew I had seen it many times before, and that everytime it had came to destroy the planet. I knew i would lose conciousness soon, so i waited for it quietly

Girl: i have a vague impression i was talking to some girl. I can't remember more, though i feel i am missing something important.

breaking into lucidity: After i had woken up and jotted downt he first set of dreams I began drifting off. I entered a dream scene right away. I was looking at my feet! it was a change from hands. I was so excited i woke up. Then i concentrated more and saw my dream feet again!

Street walk: I was walking down a street and was lucid. I was too busy enjoying my walking, so i thought i would try the right way of walked in dreams. I curled my hands and fixed my gaze on the horizon. I just kept walking. I felt peacefull as the dream ended.

Epilepsy: I was in a room where H, the epilleptic man i lived with as a child, was eating a bowl of cereal. He started shaking violently and some guy grabbed him. I said "NO, he gets very violent after a seizure! leave him alone let him get through it" I watch as H tried to regain control of himself. But his body kept shaking and contorting. he was desperately trying to spoon the cereal into his mouth. He began splashing milk everywhere, it even projected from his mouth. I saw my mother standing at the other end of the table.

"you looked after him for years!" i yelled at her. "do something". But she gave me a snooty look and walked past me. I ran to the other end of the room to avoid getting splashed by the milk. but he began splashing it at me. I ran around and behind him and he then regained control of himself.

Basement: I was ina dream house. My mother was upstairs and i was up late watching "Zoolander" with my brother. My dad came downstairs and started watching it with us. "Strange" i thought. "normally my motehr would flip if he was here. We kept watching the movie. It was at the scene where zoolanders friends were throwing gas on eachother.

Raccoon boy: I was in some sort of mall or public building. I entered a room where a boy was standing. He has rough grey fur all over his body, and his face resembled something like a cross between and Ewok and a raccooon. As soon as he saw me, he seemed to recognise me. He playfully adopted a fighting stance. He had sharp claws and we began fighting. I blocked a few of his attacks, but his claws kept getting caught in my shirt sleeves. He then stopped and fled the room.

I chased after him and he was no longer a raccoon. He was a small puppy and he ran up to me. I picked up the puppy and cradled it. It was very affectionate and I put it down. A woman was the owner of the puppy and she said "he likes you so much why don't you keep him?" I said "naw he's yours i could never do that. The puppy ran into another room and i went to that room because that's where the exist was. He was in his raccoon form again with the same fighting posture. I sparred with him again. we exchanged a few blows. and i crouched into a left side horse with a right outside circle block. His claws got caught in my right sleeve and began tearing it to shreds. I stood up in my normal position and said "Hey, STOP! you just ripped my shirt. i have to fix this now."

He stopped swinging at me with his other arm and froze. He looked me in the eye. I could tell he was fighting his most natural instinct to fight me. he knew i was right. after a few seconds he looked down and away. I took a few seconds to unhook his sharp claws from my sleeve. and he ran off. the sleeve was wrapped around my hand tightly. I struggled for a moment to undo it. when i was finished i saw he had cut my hand. He had pulled some flesh out below my right thumb and it was bleeding like crazy. i also saw a yellow substance in the blood.

Fixing my hand: I was back at home. I got out of bed and my hand was still bleeding. I went out of my room. i saw my dad in the living room and my mother came out of her room asking for a smoke. I said "just wait a few minutes while i patch my hand up."

In the bathroom i looked at my hand. the flesh under my thumb was still gone and it looked like there were 3 black slits from where raccoon boy clawed me. "that little twerp" i thought. I ran cold water over my wound and the bleeding resumed. I looked on the bathroom counter and noticed bandaids stuck to the counter. I went to open the cover to see if i could find fresh ones but i just woke up.