Man of Shred's dreams

[Man of Shred]

Dreaming With Lonewolf 1

I Emerged from sort of black space Semi lucid. I found myself outside a complex of buildings in the middle of a wooded area. There was snow on the ground. I was in a Wolf or dog form and i was running around.

"Where are they, where are they where are they?" I was asking. I could feel the presence of Lonewolf around. and also a few others. I ran around one of the buildings. They weren't there either. "where are you where are you where are you?" I thought to myself. I kept jumping and running around. I had a vague sense i was supposed to look for someone but it slipped my thoughts.
I wandered into one of the buildings and saw a computer was there. I wanted to log onto to Lonewolf's forum to see if he had said anything. I started pawing at the keyboard but couldn't push any of the buttons. I tried this a few times and the keyboard wouldn't work. I then remembered i ahd a feeling i was dreaming. I focused on the screen until it went to lonewolf's forum. I found Lonewolf had left an entry there. The dream then Diverged as I read the entry.

It read: R Met us us near the woods by some buildings. there was lots of snow on the ground. R thought he could display some sort of energy for us but he blew himself right out of the dream haha.

Was the R he was referring to, me?

Divergent Lonewolf Entry:

Elias showed up On one of the dreamscapes that I share with my friends. It is a snowy place with some buildings surrounded by a grove of trees. He had the being he called "Q" with him. I pointed at Q and saw that he was an inorganic being. Yet, he was an inorganic being that I had never seen before. His shape was something like a brown sheet of something like skin. at each end there was a leg or a pod sticking into the ground. It was square shaped and had one of these legs at each corner. What Surprised me was that I didn't feel he was playing Elias for keeps. Indeed Q spoke to confirm my thought. I was still skeptical however. Was what I was seeing an illusion?

I asked Elias's Q why I had not encountered his kind of IB before. I've had a connections to many Nagual lines, after all. Q spoke and he said that the IBs the Sorcerers of my kind were use to dealing with had a hunger for our energy. He went on to say that these kind of IBs, though they had no capacity to lie, would not mention Allies of a more benevolent kind, in order to make us think that THEIR kind was the only viable option. I thought it was a rather clever answer. I still remain Skeptical.

As we spoke Something from behind the bushed went to lunge at Elias. Elias didn't seem to be too aware of his surroundings at that time and was unaware of the coming Attack. I then watched Q Jump in his sheet form and had the sheet completely cover Elias. He served as an Protective blanket for Elias. I watched the creature that was trying to attack bounce off Q and was knocked out of the dream. When Q was finished protecting Elias. I saw that elias was gone. Q said said he had made Elias invisible for now, unless something else might attack him on this dreamscape. I was rather impressed. He also went on to say that Unfortunately Elias could no longer see us as well. Q may be a powerful being, but he wasn't THAT powerful haha. He also said He was wandering around the Dream scape as we spoke and was looking for us. Q then said That Elias Would wake up soon. He then Gave me a sort of Amulet and said that I could use this To Find Elias in another dream. He said that Elias had wanted a dream with me, and also wanted it to serve as a mechanism to get a little personal attention from me. I then Thanked him and said that I would. Q dissapeared in a flash of white light.


I finished Reading the Entry, Had only remembered the first entry. I knew they were still around. I ran to the exact spot where i had remembered them standing. All I saw were footprints. I knew what would work. The twin positions perhaps. That might make me be able to see them again. Or had they woken up? I ran around a few more times looking. I was getting tired. If they had woken up. they would be sleeping soon and then dreaming again. I had to joining them. I wandered in one of the buildings and fell asleep.

Dreaming With Lonewolf 2

I was in some Tennis court at Night time with Asuka. I cannot recall what we were doing there. Lonewolf showed up and said he wanted to take me somewhere. Asuka, said she wanted to come. Lonewolf growled at her and said the place he was taking me to was sacred. I Told Asuka that lonewolf had been paranoid of unknown women in dreams in the recent months. One month they seduced him near the full moon and stole his energy. Another time they had tried to Bind his hands in a dream. He was rescued from a fellow dreamer. I told her, I would be fine to go with him. She said it was ok.

Lonewolf opened a portal and we stepped through

Lonewolf's inner world

I was with lonewolf in his house. i knew i had dreamed here before. Each time the house looked different. We were in a living room of some sort. Lonewolf brought me a drink of some kind. It was the Same drink i had prepared for Chris Douglas in a dream. It tasted kind of like ice tea or lemonade. Was it some sort of toltec sorcerer beverage in the dream world???

We sat and had a long discussion. I cannot remember all the details. Near the end i was saying something like "Before I went to bed I had a look at your forum and read your "Oracle" thread for the first time. I was going to ask you what i should do to have a more vivid dream with you. I had mentioned a few dreams of you, but you had never responded. I know maybe you didn't remember. I didn't even type my question. I was quite surprised that I didn't even have to type it. I only asked it in my head. and here you are! in my dream!"

Lonewolf smiled. He seemed fairly amused by this statement. He grinned wide, and his eyes beckoned intent. Fairly pleased he said "I know! There's a game I haven't played in quite a while. It's my favorite game! Why don't you play it with me?".

I was thinking, "Him... play games? this should be interesting." He then got up and motioned me to follow him. We went down the steps toward a basement. I still ahd my drink with me.

"you won't be needing that," he said indicating the glass. "Put it down anywhere. this is only a dream after all haha." he said and winked. I left my drink on the steps and shrugged. We came to a basement living room. There were wolf posters on the wall and all kinds of art from his website that was hung up on his wall. We both sat down across from eachother on two couches with a coffee table in the middle. He pulled a board game out of nowhere. He opened it and The board was an octagon with a checker board inlay.

"Checkers?" I thought. "He dragged me away from Asuka to play checkers?". Lonewolf smiled as he found the pieces. There was a circle and a square piece for each team. the teams were either black or red or black or white. I can't remember. I then noticed little grooves on the board where the pieces were supposed to fit. When he finished placing all the pieces down we were suddenly inside the board game.

I was in a black space with lonewolf and a bunch of other people. in front of us was a giant version of the game board. The height of the board was now at around my chest level. Lonewolf divided the people up into teams. He then briefly explained the rules. The board is supposed to be spun. Each team must hold on the sides and try to use the spinning force against eachother. The goal was to knock the now big pieces from the board. You are supposed to knock the other team's pieces from the board.

Lonewolf Spun it like a wheel. I hung on to the side. I didn't seem strong enough to move it. my team mates were struggling hard as well. Lonewolf was laughing. My team somehow managed to spin the board the other way.
I was still just hanging on to the side when on of the pieces from my side fell out of the groove it was placed in. I then saw a little kid around 8-10 wearing glasses. He was up on the board he placed our piece back in. I didn't know whether he was on my team or not so i grabbed his foot and yanked him off.

missing time

Lonewolf's Favorite Dreamscape

Can't remember too much from this one. I was walking with lonewolf at night time near a big warehouse building kind of like a Wal-mart. I looked up in the sky and there was two moons. A lot of the moisture in the air made the moons reflect off one another so much that it gave the illusion of being many moons in the sky. I counted 8 visible moons. I was then thinking as i walked about the effect of the full moon on people. Some said it made people act violently, and others said it affected women's menstrual cycles. I looked closer at one of the moons. It was one night away from being full.

Small Lucid

It started out me remembering a short conversation with Asuka. She was saying "I told you I would try harder to make you remember me more in a dream". But i don't remember anymore details. I left out a side door of my home. I emerged lucid. I ran down some steps fast and bounced around down them a bit. kind of floating. I walked on a street. I couldn't remember what i had wanted to do. I spotted a woman walking down the street. I followed her for a time and she went into an apartment building. She reached her room and went to unlock the door. I pointed at her with my pinky but she entered the room before I could see if it had an effect. I walked into the room and she was now an old woman. The pointing changed her shape... Just a DC. Then i woke up.

[Man of Shred]

Meeting Sho

I am in a big out door park. some nasty people harass me. There is a presence behind me (Asuka). I run into Sho and ask how he's doing. e says he hates his nw job. He has dreads and is wearing a Rastafa hat.

Hawaii

My family visits Hawaii. WE are staying at a hotel. We are told to move from the hotel due to an impending terrorist attack. We change hotels and i watch the other one get blown up. Later i am walking down a street and i get harassed by 3 people. They throw glass bottles at me but they don't break. I block their throws and the bottles bounce off my arms and hit the people instead. the bottles break around them.

Later I am downstairs in some lounge chatting with Cygnus, but he has a strange username. I chat with Nomad on MSN. His screen name implies that Raven has died. He types "Asuka" in the message box. I think to myself "I am not Asuka. is he secretly going after her?" I wake up and realise it's the first in a series of attacks from the Illuminati remote veiwers.

Me and Nomad Take revenge

I'm in the same dream scape. Me and nomad find out a Woman is behind the recent attacks. Me and nomad lure her into a room with these white floating puffballs that She likes to eat. She looks like a marilyn monroe wannabe. She enters the room and tries to eat a big white puffball. only it's not edible. I force it into her mouth to gag her. Me and Nomad interrogate her.

I have a feeling of lots of more dreams but i never wrote them down.

[pj]

Illuminati remove viewers?  Was that part of the dream or something else you are referring to?

[Man of Shred]

PJ - Nomad and Raven have encountered DCs claiming to be remote veiwers that work for a secret government program. their goal is apperrently to stop the phenomenon of shared dreaming. Humans learning such psychic powers would be a threat to the powers that be. I receently had a dream where an Illuminati member tried to recruit me into one of them. He told me in the dream that the remote veiwers would try tactics to divide our shared dreaming group.

[pj]

Interesting.  Thank you for explaining.

[StarSeeker]

Very interesting... I would add.

[Man of Shred]

Cave

This Dream started out as cartoonish. I was something like a giant and two little men with pick axes were hammering at one of my legs. A wind blew on them and they were knocked off. My perception changed and I realised i was sitting in a cave beside Asuka. It was the cave in the healing glen.

A little girl with brown hair, aged 4-5 wandered up to me. "Onii-san" she said to me. "There's a giant in this cave, but he's nice to me. I am lost and he said he would help me find my way" She looked around a bit as if looking for something. She then stamped her foot in frustration. "I'm STILL LOST" she said. and began to cry.

"don't worry," I said. We'll take care of you. We're your friends."

"Really?" she asked. She stood staring at us, still tearing up.

"Asuka," i said, "Why don't you give her a dream cookie? you know, the ones you used to give me when i first met you." Asuka pulled out a chocolate chip cookie and handed it to the little girl. She began eating it.

"This is yummy." she said, as crumbs fell out of her mouth.

"By the way." I said to Asuka. " How come i haven't had any dream cookies? i thought you were gonna keep giving me them as a dreamsign." Asuka put her hands over her mouth.

"Oh my god." she said. "I'm so sorry... i forgot.. Here" she gave me a sack of cookies. Just then the little girl decided to sit down beside me.

"Onii- san," she spoke. "I'm tired." She then leaned against me. I ruffled her hair a bit. "heyyy" she said slightly annoyed. I put my arm around her. she fell asleep.

missing time

Stranger in my house

I had a FA. I was in a weird room. The walls were translucent. I could hear two people talking. I walked into a kitchen area. My aunt was standing there. With her was someone who i couldn't see. A black dog came up and started play biting my hand. i pet it for a while. My aunt said something like "Oh why are you up?" She urged me to go into the other room. I wondered who the stranger was and Why i wasn't allowed in.

Many DCs

I woke up in that translucent room again. I saw a Korean guy that i knew from the store around town. I said something to him in another language. He said "Whaa?" and suddenly a whole bunch of DCs started popping up out of nowhere.

Rap

I was in some community hall. There was some rap group. I seemed to know the lyrics and was singing along. then i remember going through a door and also a tunnel.

Coming back from Bonnie's

Me and my cousin were walking back from his ex gf's house . It was night time. I briefly recognized him as Asuka in disguise.

he/she said "Why'd she have to hit me so hard?" while nursing a black eye.

I said "Well that's what happens when you show up in her dream as her ex... they aren't getting along at all. let's put it that way." we kept walknig for a moment. and I thought it was only my cousin. I thought to myself, "That little girl in the cave... was that really.."

"Yes," my cousin said. "That was HER."

"How do you know man?" I asked him.

"I was there."

Movie

I was sitting on a couch watching a TV show about lucid dreaming. I was like a Heroes show. and it was all about dream traveling. There was an actor i recognised from Battle star Gallactica.

A girl on my right said to me. That actor is dead now. And I'm like "Orly?"

this dream makes me wonder if actors and actresses make movies in their dreams. and can us fan dream about watching them?

Strange eyes

I was both watching a movie and i was in a scene. I was watching a room filled with people. a voice over said "He was a young man who fell in love with a 300 year old woman!" I was zooming around the scene. I was trying to find the 300 year old woman. Every dc i looked at i looked into their eyes. each time i saw a form move into them and their eyes turned completely black. I then spotted the old woman and saw the form move into her. her eyes changed the same way and a young man took her by the arm.

Lounge

I walked into some lounge. There were lots of people in there. A DC said to one of the waitresses. "I like your hair" I looked at one of the waitresses and she had something like a pigtail, but was braided as a hoop. I looked closer and the had another one behind her head. I pulled it from behind her head and brought it to the front. She looked cute like that and i said "There, that way is just perfect." She flipped it over her shoulder behind her back, giggled, and playfully hit me over the head with a tennis racket with no net. it was around my neck and i took it off. Another DC laughed and hit me over the head with another tennis racket. This one was too tiny tho. It was crushing my head. I suddenly couldn't breathe.

later i realised the waitress was Asuka

Dreamviewing

Asuka wanted to re-assure me that she wasn't the one that made me choke in the previous dream.

I was floating above a scene. Asuka was floating with me. I saw a blond girl with her hair down to her chin walking from a room into a hallway. She was walking around and seemed in a daze.

"That's me?" I asked Asuka.

She giggled and said "Yes" I saw the blond girl walking down the hallway. there was a hole in the side of a hallway. Someone in a body suit wearing a masquerade grabbed the girl. covered her mouth and whispered something in her ear.

"That was a Templar Remote viewer" Asuka said. "They sometimes whisper negative suggestions in your ear throughout the dream. They are the reason why you are sometimes suspicious of my actions."

I then watched the blond girl walk into the lounge part but i woke up.


Garage

I was in some Garage. There was a smaller garage in it... curious. A man i knew from town. I watched him jump at the inner garage door and pull it down. It was impressive. I instinctively jumped up the garage door and onto the roof. Above me was an opening into the bigger garage addic. I knew i could be weightless in there. I climbed up through the hole. My head got stuck and i couldn't breathe. The feeling gave me a sense of de ja vu. I pulled through some how and began floating upwards.

A threat

I was walking down a street with my dad. he was walking to his car. I realised i had his car keys. I told him "Hey dad. your keys" he turned to walk towards me but a car Rushed by and hit him. I saw him on the ground. he was dead. A voice said to me as i was waking up. "That will happen to your dad if you don't join us".

[Man of Shred]

typing some dream notes. I'll type these up later

- someone having a baby
- talking about last night
- Bonnie's new cafe
- weird computer video game
- Talking to nomad
- You're going to have to do better than that.
- Sermon on the mountain

[StarSeeker]

Templar remote viewers, dream threats... what do you think it's causing this?

[Man of Shred]

 Starseeker - I don't know. There may really be remote viewers working for a top secret government operation. Have you ever seen the movie "The men who stared at goats"? Or, it could be an unconcious manifestation of all our fears. I won't know for sure until one IWL approaches me. But if they did that. then i would know of their existence for sure and write about it.

I had a whole bunch of short fragments

Baby

 Just a brief flash of standing by a woman by a bed who was giving birth.

last night

 I am showing a woman a spare bedroom in my house. We just finished having a long meaningful discussion. She says goodnight and I close the door. In the morning we are having breakfast at my table and she says to me "You, know I was going to sleep with you last night, but I didn't think it would be right due to your recent developments" I understood and respected her statement.

 Bonnie's New Cafe

 I am out in the woods near a campground. There's some sort of restaurant/ grill out there. I find out it's owned by my friend Bonnie and her BF. A lot goes on in this dream that i can't recall. I was using one of their computers. I was trying to find a chatroom with a bunch of people i knew. There was something important i needed to say to them.


 Video Game

 I am in some room. There are two computers there. I am using one computer and suddenly I am using the other one. I am playing some sort of game like a 3d version of Gene pool. I am watching a colony of Germs in the game morph about fast. I make a new breed of germs. but the larger once consume the new ones almost instantly. Then some commotion goes on in the room and I am forced to leave.

Nomad

 I just finish talking to Nomad. we had a long and meaningful discussion.

 Music

 I am in my kitchen whistling a bach tune that i know how to play on guitar. At the same time I'm in a candle lit hall with bach playing the very same song with him.

 The mountain

 I am in the woods walking on a gravel trail. The place reminds me of a place I use to hike in BC. but this place is more barren. As i walk up the trail I see a blond woman and a man with a beard. The blond woman blocks my path and says.

 "Robert I have been reading your dreams lately and they are magnificent. I think I've fallen in love with you."
For some reason i am very suspicious of her. I turn to her and say.
 "Well, you're going to have to do better than that to catch my attention." And then i run up the mountain before she can chase me and catch up. I climb until the sun begins to set. i think oh crap... I've got to get back down so i can see my way home. Asuka Asks me if I'm sure of this. I say yes.

 Then i slide down the trail on my back. It's a rough ride down but for some reason it doesn't hurt. It takes a long time to slide down. By the time I'm at the bottom of the trail I notice that there's barely any daylight left.

 Sermon By the mountain


 I am at the same mountain from the previous dream. I am standing on a rock and a few people are there. I'm dressed in a loincloth and under each arm are tablets containing "The 10 Secrets of Dreaming". One of the people in the crowd says "WTF is this shit."
 "Brothers and sisters." I say. "Please hear what I have to say. You are all here today because you have ties to me in the dreaming kingdom. Many of you will wake up and forget this. but know That this dream will always be with you." A lot of the people roll their eyes and sigh. I see Thelma in the crowd and she is smiling at me.
 "Even though you may sigh and curse at me. Please here a wise statement made recently by a friend of mine,- Nagual Lonewolf. He said In dreaming we live, in living we dream."
 "Cut the BS man" someone yelled from the crowd. "Speaking in riddles is dumb."
Nomad was in the crowd and said, "Shut up and let him speak will ya? It's just a dream anyway you'll wake up and forget like the man said"
 The crowd began arguing amongst one another.
 "I had a dream!" i yelled and stepped forward. "That I met the God called RA!"
 "WOW!" Nomad said. the people seemed to be paying attention now.
 "Actually." I said. "A psychic, one called David Wilcock Channeled him in my dream. and he had..."

 I was jolted awake. DAMN

 

[StarSeeker]

Starseeker - I don't know. There may really be remote viewers working for a top secret government operation. Have you ever seen the movie "The men who stared at goats"? Or, it could be an unconcious manifestation of all our fears. I won't know for sure until one IWL approaches me. But if they did that. then i would know of their existence for sure and write about it.

Hmm, if you saw one on a lucid, you could try that "point" technique. Either way, I wouldn't be too worried - you hold the final word on your dreams.

"I had a dream!" i yelled and stepped forward. "That I met the God called RA!"
 "WOW!" Nomad said. the people seemed to be paying attention now.
 "Actually." I said. "A psychic, one called David Wilcock Channeled him in my dream. and he had..."

 I was jolted awake. DAMN

Now when that was getting interesting...

[Man of Shred]

 I typed up a long ass dream. I'll post with some notes of otehr dreams which I'll type later. but aren't as long thank god!


 Dream about The Cusp

 This one started As i was floating in a black space. I sawa bell shaped form moving up to my vision. It looked like a dream bubble kind of. I could see a house setting inside. I floated in and met the cusp there. The rest of the dream seemed pretty sped up. The feeling i get from what happened is that me and the cusp discussed many things about dreaming. We agreed on a lot of points and disagreed on others.

Semi lucid of making a GTA San Andreas Dreamscape.

 I came into this dream Semi lucid. I was flying around the Sand Andreas Dreamscape near the las vegas type city. A railroad track was missing so i began rolling on the ground leaving a railroad track behind.

The great diverge

I don't know where to start with this one.

I was sliding down a water slide. I reached the bottom and instead of splashing into the water I was suddenly in my room on my dream laptop.
I was readinga message from Leo Zumi? That name was familiar. but not correct. The last name was off. Zagumi perhaps? no. Zagami. YeS LEO ZAGAMI! His message was hard to read. Damn dream words anyway. All i made out was "Under Attack". Under attack? who? him? or me?

I found myself floating above outside a mall. 3 Women were standing in a triangle holding hands. I wondered what they were doing. As I was thinking this I was walking down a hallway in my house My mother was standing by the garage door which was also a bathroom. She yelled Inanities at me as i walked by. I stepped into the garage/bathroom. I went to the mirror and opened it. I didn't feel like looking at myself right now. I grabbed my toothbrush. I looked around the rest of the small shelves behind the mirror.
No toothpaste. I closed the mirror and looked on the counter by the sink. Still no toothpaste. fuck it I thought and splashed water on my toothbrush. I'll bear the pain of no toothpaste. I began brushing. it was uncomfortable. At least i was getting the scum off... My dentist would be happy at least. I looked up at the mirror. I was hoping the scum on my front teeth was gone. But i wasn't looking at my reflection.

I saw my laptop. I was sitting there at my laptop. Forget Leo's message I thought, i better check Mortal Mist and See if The Cusp Remembered my dream about him. maybe it was a mutual dream?
I went to his DJ. He indeed had an entry about me. it read "I talked with Man of Shred in a dream. he had a lot of bogus ideas. him and his dreamshare crew are a bunch of idiots". At least he remembered the dream... as for the rest. what a prick. Fuck it. I'll add it to the dreamshare thread anyway.

I was looking down at the outdoor mall scene again. The 3 women were standing in a triangle holding hands. I saw two people approach them. There were leaves swirling around the two people. the leaves turned into mist. They looked familiar. but i couldn't put a finger on it. It was a man and a woman. The woman grabbed one of the 3 women by the arm and tugged them tightly. The woman in the triangle wouldn't budge. The woman who was pulling said to the man. "He's caught in a love triangle he can't get out of." him I thought... Those are all women...

My perception of the event change. I saw myself, Asuka, and Sydney sitting in the hallway by the garage door from the inside all holding hands with their eyes shut.. The door was left open.
That's right! I thought. I had invited Sydney to my house before i fell asleep so that me, her and, Asuka could share energies to create an inner dream!... then why was i floating above them?

I was in my garage/bathroom brushing my teeth. I saw something in my perphials. I looked to the door that entered the house I saw clouds of dark energy seeping into the garage. A voice in my head sounded. it said "Vex is wanting to dream with you again... she has questions."

"Not now" I said to the voice speaking to me. "I don't want to expose her to dark energy. Critical stage... Dark energy would ruin it... Wait a minute... Why was there Dark energy in my inner world?"

I was floating above myself, Asuka and Sydney. I saw two dark specters surrounding them. Sydey had created a tight forcefield around us, combining our energies, to keep the dark energy out. There wasn't too much dark energy surrounding the two people tho. I could make them out. It was A and P. My Old foes. I floated as a point of conciousness into the garage where myeself was stinding at the mirror brushing. I entered his body. I was now staring at the garage door where A and P were trying to pull me from the dream triangle. A said "They are creating a strong forcefield. I can't pullthem from the triangle."

"HEY!" I shouted at them. They Turned and looked at me. A did a double take... "WHADDYA THIK YOU"RE DOING?" I yelled at her.

"You fucking Bastard!" A screamed at me.Her and P then charged at me.
We then had begun something like a Kung fu fight in my garage. Our arms sped up faster than the eye could see.

But she had not charged at me at all. She was still standing there....
WTF?!?!?!?

"You've Got no Fucking right!" she yelled at me.

"No, YOU'VE got no right coming into MY HOUSE and MY DREAM. Especially when I told you a bazzilion times to stay the hell out! That Child Sydney is already stronger than you. You can't even get through her force field. It's Game over... Now LEAVE!" I said. I was getting angry. VERY ANGRY!

"No!" She yelled like a 4 year old having a Temper Tantrum. "You're hurting her. You're doing things to her... Worse than a snuff film!" She stammered.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I said. "Look at her." A was Still transfixed on me. "LOOK AT HER!" I yelled. at A. "Does she look like she's being harmed in any way?"

A looked confused. "What are you doing there?" she asked indicating to the three of us sitting in a circle.

"We're creating an inner dream." I said. " I thought i had told you about that before... and BTW Before YOU showed up we were all dreaming about being at a Waterpark..."

" BULLSHIT!" She yelled again. "You're doing MORE than that."

"That's true." I said. "All three of us Are sharing our energy. It helps her get stronger... you know that. It helps my recall at times. Nothing wrong is going on at all. Asuka is sharing her Energy. Raven once joined in as well. Now Why are so fixated on me still? Is it Really about her?"

"It's true, He's helping me" Sydney chimed in while she briefly broke out of trance.

It looked like A was about to say something but she knew she was beat. But she Was stubborn. I cut her off and went into a rant. " BY THE WAY. I know for a Fact that she doesn't like P."

"THAT'S RIGHT" Sydney Chimed in again.

" And did you know that for a while. P unknowingly created his own false image of Sydney in his own inner world for a while and didn't know? That's right the one that he thought was confusing me with him." I put my hand over my mouth concealing a laugh."There's NO FUCKING WAY. anyone could confuse me with him. That would be like confusing a Toad with a Swan. You say That I am hurting her. I ask you to look at her again. When she was released from you she looked like a malnourished five year old. After a few months of my 'hurting her' She looks as healthy as ever. Her dreambody looks like she's pushing 10 years of age now."

both A and P were both shaking with rage. I knew they were about to attack. "You got no Fucking right" A yelled again. but her words sounded empty. I made a pushing gesture with my hands and transparent Vectors shot out from each hand. The ends went into A and P foreheads and I lifted them from the ground.
"Now what I wanna know." I said. "Is how you got released from your prison A". The vectors began probing their minds. I was getting images of a black monster trying to penetrate a shield with A encased inside. The black monster was now talking to Remote viewers. The same ones that had been harassing me and the rest of my dreaming crew.
"so that's it. I said. "P made a deal with the Templars and they helped him get you released. Of course! It's what i put in my laptop. It all makes sense now." I then was reminded of when nomad failed to read what was in my laptop, before he took the hard drive out and put it into my head in his dream. I then noticed my Vectors were feeding back to me Dark energy. I became engraged. Two more vectors came from behind my shoulders and wrapped around them both. I then grabbed a hold of the vectors with my hands and began bashing A and P around the garage.

I hit them against the ceiling, walls and concrete countless times. In another dream i was continuing the Kung fu fight. I did an overpunch at A. she blocked but i followed up with and under punch and hit her in the stomach. She held her torso and backed into the driveway. I then grabbed P's face and did a sweeping kick on him and I slammed his head on the pavement as he fell. suddenly i was still throwing them around the garage with my vectors.

I dragged them outside. Dark energy was seeping into me. Nomad just came out of a portal. He did a double take.
"DAMN YOU NOMAD!" I yelled. "If you would have just read for me what was in that laptop, instead of showing off none of this would have happened." I then threw A and P at him. He ducked out of the way.I could sense the dark energy was influencing my hatred. Just what the templard wanted. "I'll cuss you out another day nomad." And P were rolling on the ground but began to get up. "but first help me get them beyond the barrier that Raven set up." Just then a Wave emanated out of P. both him and A were floating up in the air now. The Wave hit us and knocked us back. A had thrown fireballs out of her hands and hit me. I was getting tired now. Would nomad be able to finish them off without me?

"STOP IT RIGHT THERE!" I looked up. There were two tall green elves floating just beyond the barrier that Raven had set up. It was a and P from the time of Mu. Mu P threw a kind of bubble with a chain at P. which grabbed P. Mu P pulled him beyond the barrier. they dissapeared in a pillar of yellow light. Mu A had A by the hair and yanked her beyond the barrier.
Mu A was furious. "WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO HURT HIM." She yelled. " YOU FUCKING BITCH!" Mu A yelled at A again. "Stop trying to hurt him". She told A.

"Woah." nomad said. he seemed to have recovered a bit.

"Woah is right." I told him. "I think we are witnessing the very thing that corrupted her soul... A dream time paradox of all things!" I said.

"Don't worry." Mu A said. "I'll see to it that she'll never touch you again. You won't see me here for that matter again either." Mu A zipped off with A in a pillar of yellow light.

"Sorry i yelled at you Nomad." i said. "It's the dark energy... I need healing."

the alarm clock woke me up.

 Semi lucid in my house doing laundry.

 I emerged into this dream lucid. I was putting bedsheets into a dryer in my house. I said to Asuka. "Why are you making do laundry in my dream? This is retarded"
 "Dream or no dream this is your house! and you are part responsible for it." Asuka replied. we were both being a bit sarcastic. I left the laundry room and entered another room. Vex was in there. she said " washing bedsheets huh? hmmm i wonder why." she said jokingly.
 "Kankei nai yo," (None of your business) i said jokingly.

[Man of Shred]

updated the above entry.

[Vex Kitten]

Be glad you weren't washing your unmentionables in that dream, I'd probably have made crude remark about that. 

Lots of turmoil in that Diverge dream. Healing does sound in order.

[Man of Shred]

Lots of turmoil in that Diverge dream. Healing does sound in order.

 yeah that dream was  a headache to remember. it took me a day to sort it all out in my head.And according to Nmad's dream I did have a healing indeed.

 Well due to some of my chaotic dreams i took a break. low recall, but it was nice just sleeping soundly.

 Dreams from two nights ago.

 There was one dream i don't recall at all. i just woke up with a feeling that i had a wonderfull dream. in another dream i had a feeling of suffocation.

 Haley

 I'm in my inner world sitting at a table. I'm talking to haley, my friends gf. We discuss music or something and have a disagreement in taste of music.

 Light's out

 I'm in the passenger seat of a car. I forget who the driver is. The feeling is something had just happened. It is night time and we are approaching a red light. suddenly all the lights in the town go out. even the car lights die but it is still running. I tell the driver, "better pull over in an alleyway, roll the window down a crack and leave the heater on. I don't think we'll make it home."

 Camping lucid

 I'm looking onto a screen. Someone is beside me (Asuka). I am looking at a wooded area with a river. I recognise it and say. "We went camper here before." The presence beside me says she had never seen the place before.

 Suddenly i am flying above the camping area. I spot a place to camp. but then i realise i am flying a helicopter. I become lucid and the dream starts to fade. I focus on just steering the helicopter. I can't turn wide enough to miss hitting oncoming trees. I remembered that i wanted to see Asuka's face. I wanted to remember her clearly instead of a strange presence behind me, or as a fleeting image of a woman with long black hair. I try to land the helicoptor, but it spins out of control.

 FA I come out of a tent and i have to use the washroom. I walk towards some dark trees to take a piss but i notice that there's an bathroom building. I walk into the mens bathroom. I then woke up 'cause i really had to go.

 one dream from last night.

 Hillbilly Trailer party

 I'm in some sort of hillbilly trailer. Asuka is disguised as a hillbilly girl. She's white with hay colored hair tied back. she's wearing huge glasses, she has freckles, and huge buckteeth with an overbite. She shoes me a music book and says "look" There's a guy with a guitar on the cover and it says "beethoven" something. She knows i like playing classical music on electric guitar. but i look closer and i see the title "Rollover beethoven". It's a rock tune. she had the right idea but this wasn't my thing. I said "cool" anyway to please her.

 I look around and there's hillbillies everywhere. I see a guy from the PUA community. "Johnny soporno" he's stunned. he doesn't look like he enjoys being there. for some reason i say "I want some fucking coffee". and some annoying hillbilly comes and says. "So you want some coffee? Ahyuck."

 I say "yeah, where is it."

 'Hu huh. sorry you can't have none huh huh"

 I walk back over to Asuka and she's smiling at me. The hillbilly follows and says "Hey man wanna go to a better party?"

 "umm ok, fuck this hick shit anyway." i said.

 'Ahyuck, too baaad. you can't come. I'll take her tho." he points at Asuka. she is talking to johnny. At an unconcious level i know it's her. "Oh shit" I think. I hear them talk for min. he laughs.

 "what's so funny?" Asuka asks him.

 "oh" he says and smiles. "I'm just picturing what your face is going to look like glazed in my semen." That's it i think. I've heard enough. asuka has a shocked look on her face. "Over my dead dreambody." I say. Johnny turns around to look at me. I shoot a transparent vector out of my hand. It wraps around his neck nearly choking him. Asuka slaps him and his head spins right off his neck. blood slashes everywhere and all the hillbillies are going. "hyuck hyuck hyuck hyuck hyuck." I high five Asuka.