Taking Tiger Mountain (By Strategy)

[analyst]

AI MODEL
must have been about 10 minutes in all
camera in hand
portrait
landscape
ai in a metallic bikini
very hot
downright kinky
new haircut
a dye-job?
plastic surgery?
let's just say... a morph of sorts
damn
can't stop taking pics
she can't stop posing
i think we are going to do
what isn't usual
the photographer
will take the girl.

+TTMBS+

[Moonbeam]

Hmm...I wonder if ai would like that dream or not!

[analyst]

Hmm...I wonder if ai would like that dream or not!

i told her about it at dinner tonight.  she laughed a lot. 

[analyst]

THE XTC BOX
walking around the mall
finding a CD shop
check it out
find cool items
rare
XTC box set
must have
along with others
hide it
walk to another store
compare prices
go back to get it
buy it
talk to ai

+TTMBS+

[analyst]

BUSINESS TRIP
drive to meet my boss
trying to park
down this hill
available parking
no one there
will i get towed?

walk to his place
i don't have paper for the meeting
it's ok
where are my keys?
he tells me to change my parking spot
i check on it
steep hill
now i can't get my car out
blocked in

we'll be late.

+TTMBS+

[analyst]

MISS THE BUS
in ai's car
at the school bus stop when i was a child
i get out of the driver's seat
and realize i don't have the keys
they're back at the house
oh crap
and the bus will soon be here
running

at the house
searching for her keys
where are they?
and from the front window
i see other people walking to the bus stop
i will be late
crap

i found them
and run out of the house
towards the bus stop
no one is here
and no car either?

+TTMBS+

[analyst]

REUNION
being told about some food being served
at our high school reunion
there it is on plates
i seem to know something about it
it looks great
but i dart off to check things out
and i find terry (a real high school classmate)
and talk with him some
discussing something
and then i dart to the bathroom
i am wearing a shirt and tie
slacks
but somehow my running shoes
WTF?
oh... is that nancy?

-G-ESUS' ALARM CLOCK
a ring
sparkling
twirling
spinning
so pretty
dancing around my field of vision

dark

then acceleration
and an earthquake
ripped out
torn out
thrown out
dying
LOUD
spirit gone
where am i?
the light
holy shit!!!
am i dying?
thin light
flashes
fucked up
by so pretty too

all dark again
i hear my alarm clock
wha?
i made SURE it was off when i WBTB
fuck!
i'll never WILD at this rate!
get up
go to it
delirious
check the buttons
still ringing
why?
press some more
get tired of it
it stops
i launch myself back into bed

back on the roller coaster
falling
a puzzle
intricate
am i one piece
or all?

i awake to note i haven't moved since i went BTB
oh shit... i guess i missed that FA...

+TTMBS+

[Moonbeam]

Some crazy HI there.    

[analyst]

Some crazy HI there.    

i am trying to figure it all out, you know?  well... you know.  i will try A tonight... who knows?  maybe it will get me over the hump.

[analyst]

COMMENT
a morning of very low-level lucids
i took 4mg of G at WBTB
and my heart rate jumped about 3x
extended
quite scary
not good
try to moderate my breathing to help relax it
only minimal success

G-LUCID 01 (TESTING)
my alarm clock numbers disappear
hmmmm

i am looking in the bathroom mirror
and my face disappears
only two eyes
no sockets
then they go also.



i check out my hands
and see my fingers getting longer
and shorter
all in random
but no extra branches like usual
odd
but definitely a dream

try to run through the wall
keep decking it
each time it doesn't hurt
but feels pointless
by then i go head first
through the door
and into the yard

i fly

BACK IN BED
i feel there is no joy
in my dream
no wonder
perhaps it is my state of mind?
is it only the G?
it is a forced lucid
artificial
that is for sure
i am here in HI
and trying to spin
over and over
and get it to work

G-LUCID 02 (MOON)
i decide to go to the moon
it is beautiful once i open my "eyes"
the stars
and the earth rise
i know it isn't real
but i still enjoy the feeling



BACK IN BED
after my two LDs i am stuck in my body in SP
my heart rate is back to normal
and i enjoy trying to pull out of my body
finally i decide to move my ankles
which always works
and i awake

+TTMBS+

[Moonbeam]

Nice drawings!     I love the mirror one, and that was a cool dream.

Hmm, it doesn't sound like the G dreams are that pleasant for you.  It's like you're too aware it's a dream, it that's possible! 

[analyst]

GERMAN WORK CHILD
my coworker is so full of pride
trying his best to control it all
i concede, allowing him full control
over the visiting clients from germany
and the details of the presentation he will give

"ok, let me know what i can do for you"
i don't expect it will be much
and so i sit just watching
in the audience

he displays the simplest of items
and ideas for the clients
who i feel will be insulted
as they are being talked down to

a little girl, only 3ish
walks up to me
and i babysit
"oh, this must be the child of one of the clients!"
we talk
she in perfect technical german
and i am in awe

i search for words
to apologize for my coworker
and after scowling at the presentation
she wants to play
throwing a ball

one of the clients returns
and talks to me about his little girl
he really appreciates my concern for her
and i ask how the presentation is
he tells me how disappointing it is
and i apologize for it
and assure him i can do better

LOST IN LOWER NYC
walking north from tribeca
i am caught with the idea of missing my train
so i walk faster
but feel i won't make it
and so i am lost
and i see several passing strangers
many of them not friendly
and one catches my eye
a girl my age
sees "savy"
and i stop her
and ask her if she knows the way to the subway
as i need to get back for my train
she tells me it is my lucky day
and she will "do a good deed"
she leads me to the west into this building
and i follow her out the back
we descend a few stairs and i see we will hit water
she smiles to me and tells me i am getting the grand tour
i like her
and her kindness
and she guides me to a place where we can get paddle boats
we get in
and we paddle in the water for a while
and have fun together
just as we're done she walks away
through the exit
which is really quite narrow
as i arrive to try
i feel the fence with my hand
and see that i will never make it through
i am too wide
and so i back off
and find another route
hoping not to lose her
it takes me a while
and i end up in a house
trying to get back

DOCTOR CUT-UP
in a doctor's office
getting a physical
he explains to me i am in ok health
but he would recommend a procedure
i ask what it is and he claims it is called "sectioning"
and will improve circulation
only preventative, you see
in time, we can dissect easily
to solve future problems...
i balk
and ask many questions
he gets frustrated
and calls in another doctor
who reasons with me
"you see... let's face it...
you will be lucky to make it to average age...
all this will do is increase the chances!"
i flip and run out
"section my body?  while i'm alive!?"

+TTMBS+

[Lucidbulbs]

Hahaha, sorry, but for some reason, the idea of someone trying to go through a wall so persistently only to use the door... I find it oddly amusing.

Could you breathe in space?

Those dreams sound like they'll be an interesting read.

[joshbotch]

i am laughing at the title "german work child"

[analyst]

Hahaha, sorry, but for some reason, the idea of someone trying to go through a wall so persistently only to use the door... I find it oddly amusing.

it IS funny.... lol.

Could you breathe in space?

YEP!  hee hee...

Those dreams sound like they'll be an interesting read.

thanks!  they're above now!  (and thanks for checking in Lb!)