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Offline Oneironaut

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Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« on: April 10, 2008, 12:01:40 AM »
My previous dreams can be found Here.

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Aight...so this is my dream journal. First off, be prepared for anything you may read in here. Dreams are about the most chaotic experiences imaginable, so don't think I'm going to be in a hurry to give any excuses for anything I dream about. As of now, you're a guest in my head. If you have a problem with anything in here...well..gtf out. :P

I started lucid dreaming as a kid, about as far back as I can remember, but didn't know about it's relatively-unknown nature until after I was in high school, which is when I really started studying it. I've always had an extremely active and vivid imagination. My dreams (and many others', obviously) have always been very bizarre and I've often had a lot of nightmares. Eventually, I started recognizing nightmares were just nightmares. I'd know I was just dreaming but, being so scared of the nightmare, the only thing I'd do was try to wake myself up. I learned how to do that when I was about six.
After that, I started recognizing dreams to be dreams even when there was just a little danger in them. I'd manifest weapons and all kinds of shit just by willing them in my hands, because I knew I was dreaming. I taught myself to fly (which took me years to get the hang of, and still have problems with it now and then) when I was like 8.
I would tell people about my abilities in dreams and no one would really be able to relate. I began to lose my ability. Just lost interest because I didn't know the full extent of the possibilities, and not being able to talk to someone that has experienced being conscious in dreams just kinda sucked.
Long story short: Later, after high school, I heard the term "lucid dreaming," looked it up on the internet, found Dream Views [Edit: ( and, subsequently, Mortal Mist) [/edit], and have been studying and practicing ever since.

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #1 on: April 10, 2008, 12:44:30 AM »
well look who's here... Cool! :D I was hoping you would end up here as well.

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #2 on: April 10, 2008, 04:08:20 AM »
I like the name of your new DJ :green:
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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #3 on: April 11, 2008, 05:05:39 PM »
and mate if your previous dreams are anything to go by then the future dreams will be well worth the wait
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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #4 on: April 11, 2008, 06:17:14 PM »
Hello O! I've been missing your dreams. :D
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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #5 on: April 13, 2008, 05:27:25 PM »
Thanks for checking in (and compliments), everybody.  :bigsmile:

Nice to be able to start this off with a couple of lucids!


04/11/2008
”Magic 101”


I was at a party, and I think it was Halloween. There was an inside joke running around where yelling “Free Ghost!!!” was supposed to be a hilarious reference to something, but I can't remember what. This guy had a snake for a pet and I didn't want to mess with it, because I knew it wasn't a constrictor and actually had fangs.

Later, Todd and I were walking down a short stairway, leading out into a field, obviously on a school campus. We passed this group of teenagers. There were three of them and I just got a bad feeling, when we passed them, so I sensed there was some trouble brewing. No sooner did that thought come into my head, than they rushed us from behind and tried to rob us. I was worried for just a moment, until I realized that the weapons they were trying to rob us with were just lighters. :P We ended up smacking the kids around a bit, and wrestling them to the ground, I grabbed two of them in a chokehold, and Todd grabbed the other. We dragged them back to the on-campus houses, and took them to their parents (somehow knowing exactly where they lived), who chewed them out pretty good.

As we were walking back the way we came, we split up for some reason, and I began walking across a basketball court, right beside a fenced in tennis court. There were a bunch of huge roughneck brothas playing football on the basketball court, and I noticed that my walking across it would inevitably put me in the middle of their playing field. I tried to maneuver my way around them, without disrupting their game and/or get trampled over. I was gonna walk through the tennis court, but the gate was looked, so I stayed to the side of their field and walked around it.

Immediately after leaving the basketball court, I spontaneously realized I was dreaming. I passed a group of like 6 girls sitting down in the grass and drinking bottles of something. Just to double-check whether or not I was dreaming, I looked at a freckle that I could see on one of their backs, and made it disappear (what a random reality check, I know, but it was the first thing that came to mind. Lol.) I went over to them and flirted for a bit, shaking their hands and being all charming. They were drinking some kind of juice, that were named different little artsy things. I asked one of them what hers was called, and she said it was called “Creative.” I grinned at her and asked her “and are you creative?” She smiled a little nervously and said “Well.I like to pretend that I am.” Without missing a beat, I responded with “Well, imagination is the first step to creativity, so it looks like you're on the right track.” They all giggled like crazy, and I told them I'd catch them later, and walked off, hearing them talking about me, as I walked away.

Seconds later, I could hear them all nervously running up behind me, trying to entice each other to talk to me. One of them reluctantly came up and asked me if I was a teacher (which, I believe, was because of the way I carried myself. I did feel like I had a bit of a regality about me). I thought for a moment and then said “yeah.” feeling like showing off a bit, “.I'm teaching a course in magic.” I asked them if they wanted to see a trick and they, and a few other people, gathered around. Still knowing that I was dreaming, I flicked my fingers and created a small flame. Then I threw the flame out in front of me, and it landed on the grass. People were mildly impressed, but ultimately not amazed, so I figured I'd have to do something a little more amazing. Right on cue, a black bird dove out of the tree we were under and grabbed the tiny flame in its beak. As soon as it picked up the flame, the entire bird caught fire, turning into what looked like a phoenix. It began to fly up toward the tree again, blazing, and I immediately pointed my palm at the bird and held it in place with telekinesis. I commanded the flaming bird to liquefy, and it began to drip like water, dousing the fire, and I then commanded it to freeze. With strings of water dripping down, the entire thing froze, leaving ice sickles trailing off of it. I then released my hold on it, and it fell in the grass.

Everybody went crazy over it, but it happened so fast that I noticed a lot of people didn't see the whole thing. Other people had recorded it on their cell phones, one of whom was my friend Vee, and we began going through the tape, to show the trick again to those that missed it.


(I woke up while checking out the video)

Dream (Frag)Two:
I was sparring with my ex-girlfriend. Instead of using swords (reminiscent of the intense dream I had, a while ago, where we were actually sword fighting), we were using sticks of rebar. It was a pretty cool fight, and I won by doing a spinning move where I parried her rebar with one of mine, in mid-rotation, followed by a reverse slash with the other one that went right across her neck. It didn't touch her, as this was only a spar, but I'd obviously one with the imaginary deathblow.

After that, we raced home. It started off as a foot-race but then, for some reason, we picked up these awkward little bikes with baskets on them and continued racing the rest of the way. She ended up winning the race, showing up to the house – which was actually someone else's house, from years ago – just a few seconds before I did.

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04/13/2008
Dream (Frag) One:

Some kind of conversation abou the strongest gun in the world, and we started talking about satellite lasers (though I don't think they actually exist yet). Started looking around on the internet for information on it, and watched a clip from a game (that I can't remember the name of), where a satellite goes fires down and destroys a planet.

Dream Two:
"Waterwalking"


I was staying at RG's house, after last night's (IRL) party. There was some kid there, that I was in charge of looking after, so we spent a lot of time just playing games and whatnot. Later, RG brought in a sex tape that he'd made just a few minutes ago, with one of the girls that was at the party, and started watching it on TV. I was keeping the kid occupied so he wasn't looking at the screen. Though, for some reason, I didn't think it was strange enough to say something to RG, that he was watching a sex-tape with like an 8 year old in the room.

The dream changed, and I was flying low, over a bay area, with buildings to one side, and woods to the other, skimming just a few feet over the water. I was being pulled along by some flying gadget that was like a little box that I was holding with my right hand, out in front of it. I was holding onto the boy's hand with my left, and he was being pulled along beside me. Behind me was another person, but I can't remember who it was. It wasn't RG, though. He was an older guy, maybe in his early forties, I guess using a little flying thing of his own.

This thing was pulling me along, really fast, and just zooming over and under bridges and whatnot - really exhilarating. But then, I realized how odd it was that I was flying without a plane, or some other aircraft. I knew that I was dreaming. I let go of the flying gadget thing, and brought me feet down beneath me, digging my heels just beneath the surface of the water and slowing myself to a stop, as if I was dragging them on concrete, still focusing on keeping myself on top of the water, and not falling in. I couldn't help but feel excited at the fact that I was standing on the water (which I don't think I've ever done before), and I stepped over to one side, and set the boy down on the tiny shoreline, behind one of the buildings. The guy stopped and stood besides him. He asked me how the hell I was standing on the water, without that flying thing, and I told him that it was because I was dreaming. As if to prove it, I stepped out further in the water and began to walk around on it. It was the weirdest feeling. It didn't feel hard at all. It just felt like water, and I felt lighter than air. Every now and then my feet would sink just a little, and the top of my shoes would get wet, but then I'd have to concentrate a little more on keeping myself up above the surface.

After walking around a little, I flew up near the roof of the building – where the guy had ascended too as well, and he just kind of watched me hovering there, with a smile on his face. Then, I lowered myself down to the shore again, so I wouldn't have to focus so much and I could think about what I wanted next. I didn't really feel like the dream was holding together very well, so I tried rubbing my hands together. It didn't work, and it actually began making the dream fade. I kept trying to think of other methods to stabilize the dream (I had completely forgotten about my tried-and-true method of looking at my hands until it was too late), and the next thing that sprang to mind was to feel around the texture of the dream scene. I put my hand out and began to feel on the rough cement walls, and across the cables and whatnot that ran behind the building. For a second, it worked, but as soon as I stopped touching it, the dream began fading again. Finally I remembered looking at my hands. It may or may not have helped, being that the dream was slipping away really quickly, but when I reached my arms up to look at my hands, I realized that I couldn't see them. I could feel that my hands were right in front of my face, but they just weren't showing up in the dream. No matter how much further down I looked, I could no longer see my body at all. Just the scene around me.
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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #6 on: April 13, 2008, 07:39:39 PM »
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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #7 on: April 13, 2008, 07:58:08 PM »
:clap: Now that's the way to start a dream journal!

I love the phoenix!  That is so cool.  I actually am impressed by the flame-throwing; I'm adding that to my list of personal goals.

I think I've walked on water; I'm pretty sure I have but I can't remember the dream.  Time to do it again!

I'm glad your here, O!  A dream journal forum just isn't complete without you around!  :content:

Thanks, Moonbeam! :D

Yeah, walking around on the water was awesome. I couldn't believe how odd it felt. It felt so real, though, like handling my feet off of a dock and having them just barely touch the waters. It was dope!

And I'm glad you were impressed by the flame-throwing. I could tell that nobody else really was. Haha. It was weird how the bird just exploded into flames, when it picked up the small one. I had nothing to do with that. LOL.

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #9 on: April 13, 2008, 08:28:31 PM »
I hate you!  :D

Man, I wish I had some lucid groupie DCs!!!  Talk about a really cool use of a lucid dream!  Congrats!

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #10 on: April 13, 2008, 09:22:36 PM »
I think that's the best thing about dreams--even with as much control as you have, you still don't know what's going to happen!  And literally anything can happen!

I don't think I'd want total control and to be able to predict everything; why bother then?

Definitely. I don't think I've ever had a lucid dream where I wanted to control each and every thing that happens. It would take so much out of the experience. :)

I hate you!  :D

Man, I wish I had some lucid groupie DCs!!!  Talk about a really cool use of a lucid dream!  Congrats!



Lol @ the "I hate you" banner. :D

Thanks, Seeker!  ;)

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #11 on: April 14, 2008, 10:35:09 AM »
(Good news is, I had another lucid dream last night. Bad news is, it was freaking insane:boggle: )

04/14/2008
”Bad Moon”


(I swear, it's fun to experiment with B6 at times, but sometimes it's just not worth the consequences.  This was easily the most brutal, intense, violent dream I've had in a while. I'd taken some B6 and melatonin before bed, making the dream incredibly vivid (and painful). It also didn't help that the last thing on my t.v. last night was a werewolf flick called Bad Moon. I was hardly even watching it. It was just on, and I caught a few glimpses of it here and there.)

I was dreaming about JO. Her boyfriend had broken up with her, and we happened to start getting really close. At first, we were lying around, watching these visualizations on a huge screen, kind of like the Windows Media Player visualization, but much more complex and engaging. Along with the orchestra music, it was very relaxing. We were lying against each other and beginning to fall asleep. Moments later, we were in bed, still listening to the music and just talking softly to each other. (Because of who she is, I'm kind of uncomfortable with this dream, so I'm not going to expand on it, too much) Nothing really happened, though, we just lay there in bed together, curled in to each other.

The dream switched to third person, and I could see that I didn't look like myself. I looked like someone else. I then saw this same guy who I'd been, with JO, in different camera shots, like a trailer for some dark movie. He was moving through the woods, and he had a strange shape to his face. He came upon this large house. Being taken, some sort of situation went down, and I caught an image of the heat from some kind of intricate furnace being pumped throughout this house, through the walls and everything. Having contact with the smoke in the air made all of the people that already lived at the house transform into werewolves – the intelligent, talking, but ultimately fucking badass kind. The newcomer didn't stand a chance. He was immediately cornered and torn apart.

I remember something about telling JO what I'd seen, after the dream switched back to first person. (I never got another look at myself to see if I still looked like that guy or not) She was immediately terrified, and with this ominous sense of recognition. I can't remember the exact conversation, but I think she said the werewolves were real, and they were apart of her family lineage. I don't remember just how that part transpired, but I'm pretty sure that's what it equated to.

The dream skipped ahead and, for some reason, I was actually entering that same house from the vision earlier. I didn't recognize the house, at first, so I wasn't really alarmed. I had Cierra with me, and I think we were looking for a place to stay the night. At first things went alright. We met the owner of the manor, who had a bit of a creepy air about him – something like Bram Stoker's Dracula, maybe. But, still, nothing set off any bells. It wasn't until we were getting situated in our room, that I got another vision. I saw the network of pipes and tunnels; the orange light of a burner furnace, and the thick, glowing smoke being pumped through the shafts. Everything came rushing back to me, and I immediately knew what was about to happen.

I knew it would be impossible for my daughter and I to get out of the house in time. I snatched her up from her bed and darted to another room. Miraculously finding some secret compartment in a wall, just big enough for her, I rushed her inside and told her to stay there, and keep quiet, no matter what she heard from outside. Then, I pushed the huge brass(?) block back in the way of the hole. I ran as fast as I could, as far as I could from that room. If I was going to be caught, I definitely didn't want the werewolves knowing where I hid Cierra. Passing the most unsecured hiding spots, I came to a room at the end of a hallway. It had a closed door across from me and a closet door in the corner. As a last ditch effort, I headed straight for the closet door. Just before reaching it, I'd gotten a really bad feeling that I'd chosen the wrong direction to run in.

The very instant that though entered my head, the door that was across from the hallway I came in through burst open. Inward stalked three huge werewolves, standing upright. I instantly turned around and ran back the other way, crossing in front of them and hauling ass back down the hallway. I heard one of them order the others to get me, and could hear them sprinting down the hall after me. It didn't take long for them to catch up to me, and they began mauling me, slashing and biting at me while I tried my hardest to stay on my feet. It was so vivid. I could feel their bristles of hair on their bodies, and their teeth felt like sandpaper grinding my flesh. Suddenly, out of desperation, I came to a welcomed realization. I yelled out “This is a dream!! I'M DREAMING!!” ‘Elated' doesn't even begin to describe how I felt. Once completely over-powered by these werewolves, I now began to take them on, no longer afraid of them. I'd noticed that, now, they had shrunk in size – to about that of rottweilers, and now walking on all fours like dogs, but they were still incredibly rabid. My lucidity was still low, and I didn't really have time to think, at all. These things were all over me, and they were just so damn fast. But I didn't shy away from them anymore. They would tear painfully at my arms and legs, and I would pick one up and grab both its jaws, ripping it open and snapping its head backward onto itself. More of them came running into the room and, at one point, there were at least four or five of these dog/wolves on me.

The room we were fighting in had turned into the living room / kitchen area of the place I used to share with my ex. Violently fighting off these wolves, I staggered to the kitchen and grabbed a butcher knife. Things got really gory as I began slashing and stabbing as many of these damn things as I could get my hands on. They were still tearing me up, though – and make no mistake, when they bit me, it hurt. What made it worse was that these things JUST DIDN'T DIE. They were fucking indestructible. Obviously the “silver” thing didn't work with kitchenware because the knife wasn't doing a damn thing. I would tear these things apart – cutting them practically to ribbons until I was soaked in both my blood and theirs, and they just kept attacking. In the middle of the fray, I picked one of them up by the front legs, and swung it down, back first, toward the back of a chair, folding its body over the chair back and breaking the wolf's spine. I picked up another one and held a front leg in one hand, and a rear leg in another, and swung the beast down onto one of my knees, breaking its spine over my leg. Another one jumped me and I went to stabbing at it like crazy with the knife, finally breaking it's skull by ripping its jaw apart, as I did with one of the first ones.

Finally, I realized that I had time to actually breathe. The attack had lulled. I looked around the room and saw the more seriously injured werewolves still trying to get back on their feet. Now was the first chance I had to try to ground myself into the dream by looking at my hands. It didn't really help the vividness, though, because everything was already incredibly vivid. I looked up, across the divider, now that I was back in the living room, and I could see three figures standing in the kitchen. Three of the werewolves had changed back into human form.and they were women - very attractive women, actually. They were breathing heavily and they, especially one in particular, looked absolutely terrified of me, which seemed to be the reason why they were hiding behind the divider that separated the kitchen and living room. The other, still dog-formed – and visibly mutilated – werewolves didn't transform, but they were definitely not in any hurry to attack me either. The female in the middle began talking to me. I can't remember what she said, but it was something about how I[/u] was like some kind of monster, because I was able to take on all of them at one time. She had this sort of awe-struck look on her face, like she was standing in front of a god. The one standing on her right still looked scared shitless like, if I would have taken one step toward her, she would have broken through the wall just to get away from me.

The one that did the talking began giving me some sob story, obviously to keep me from killing them. She started going off about how it's not their fault they are what they are, and they do what they do. She told me about how werewolves killed her family before she became one, and yadda yadda. I don't even remember if I was actually listening to her with any sort of pity, or wondering what I was going to do next, but the dream faded in the middle of her monologue.


(I woke up covered in sweat, with only about 3 ½ hours of sleep, but I had to get up and write this dream out. It was already 8:30, though, because I didn't go to sleep until late, so there's no going back to sleep now.)

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #12 on: April 14, 2008, 11:47:07 AM »
You know, the when reading this, I was thinking a lot about "I am Legend"  If all of humanity was changed does this not become the new norm?  Is it right for Will Smith to expend his energy to try to change them back?
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« Reply #13 on: April 14, 2008, 12:12:45 PM »
Hmm. That's a very interesting point, Seeker. Would trying to roll-back the norm be simply tampering with the natural order of things - akin to trying to prevent the extinction of the dinosaurs, thus negating the development of the human race?

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Re: Oneironaut's Matrix: Reloaded
« Reply #14 on: April 14, 2008, 08:31:41 PM »
Wow. Well done on the lucid, and with only 3.5 hours of sleep!!

That is SO interesting how the wolves turned into small dogs as soon as you regained some control of the situation. LaBerge talks a lot about these little phenomena.

And Seeker does have an interesting point.. makes my head hurt. O_O
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