Mortal Mist

[[THE ROCKETEER]]

Three LDs so far in the month and we are only half way though - although these latest two are pretty short! But its very good news anyways as its the first time I have had 3 LDs in a month before!

13_06_08

[THE ROCKETEER]

I was at some kind of family gathering, it seemed like it would be for a wedding or a funeral as all the family members were there. There was an old woman who I had never seen before who was very tall for an old lady - like 6ft - with totally white hair, very skinny and naked from the waist down - everyone was covering their eyes or looking away as she walked around seemingly oblivious to the fact she had forget to put on some clothes!

In an effort to keep away from the old lady I knelt on the floor by a small boy who had a large piece of paper and lots of colouring crayons. I watched him as he drew a picture and advised him on the right colours to use. When he had finished the picture I was surprised to see that it looked exactly like me!

I heard a deep voice behind us congratualting the boy on a nice drawing - we turned around. It was an old man, chubby with white hair and beard, he was wearing round glasses - a bit of a santa figure. He explained he was some kind of inventor and asked if I would like to see his latest creation.

I went out side with my wife and the old man. We could see a rocket on the lawns of the stately home we had been inside. It was like a miniture rocket, dark red, plump and rounded - it looked fat like the old man. He said would we like to come inside the rocket. I doubted it would fit three. We climbed up a small ladder to the top of the rocket. My wife went in first and had to get into the toilet room of the rocket which was tiny, I squeezed into a mini corridor and the old man's considerable bulk into the drivers seat - it was ultra claustrophobic as I couldn't move at all!

The rocket blasted off, a huge noise, vibrations and shudderings. It got to a certain height, turned and started to come down fast. There was a certain amount of terror as the ground approached. It seemed at almost certain impact the rocket shattered into a huge cloud of bubbles that disappated very fast.

I was standing on some kind of open green area and looking towards a large old building that seemed to be a mismash of different shapes and constructions. There was a large window in the side of one of the buildings in the distance. I could see what looked like two maids tidying a bed - both with their hair in pony tails. Two women came in through a door at the back of the room and they were topless.

I decided that I would like a closer look and so I walked towards the building. The closer I got the configuration of the buildings changed so my view was blocked and I was walking in a straight line to the window - so I was surprised. I walked around the side of the wall that was now in my way -the window had changed and now it was a church stained glass window.

I got to the window and looked in . One the pews in the church sitting in rows were children from secondary school. I was looking through the window at the face of a girl from my class (looking exactly as she had). I thought how can she still look the same shouldn't she have aged. I realised that I was dreaming. I continued to look along the line of seated kids especially close ups of their faces. Marvelling how real they looked as if I was looking at them when I was at school.

For some reason I closed my eyes and felt the vibrations that often signify the boundary between dream and reality. I struggled with it worried I would lose lucidity and not wanting to open my eyes in case I woke up. I struggled some more then opened my eyes and I was awake in bed!

(One of the shortest LDs since I started LDing but an LD never the less!)

-- ends --

15_06_08

[GOOD AND BAD VIBRATIONS]

I was walking through a field and was just coming out from behind a rocky outcrop at the top of a hill. A little in the distance I saw the boss and some of the workers sitting in a circle. I started to duck back hoping I hadn't been seen but I had and was motioned over. We got a bit of a grilling from the boss to try to determine who was doing what. I got a little underfire - we all got warnings to get more done or we would be fired.

-- woke up --

Wanted to try WBTB to stayed up for a little time, thinking about LDing and doing RCs. I went back to bed and did 61 point relaxation and some affirmations.

I was like a digital character in a computer game (like an isometric view game). I had to battle robots (which looked alot like some white robots off a car-advertisement I had seen in the evening). I battled them for sometime even though I had no weapons - then I got a huge group chasing me. I ducked into a room in the hotel where the game was set.

I was normal again - the room was intensely small. I left the room. I seemed to have entered some kind of spectacularly big and wide open foyer area - very plush and rich. There were lots of maids walking around going into corridors and pushing trolleys. There was a maid walking through the centre of the foyer that had on the most micro of skirts - she seemed to be shouting and kicking up a fuss about something - three security guards were needed to subdue her and pin her down on the floor. I walked past.

I came to some stairs and went down into a large room - the carpet was dark red. In the middle of the room was like an ornate alter. There was a man sitting on the alter, naked apart from some material covering his midrift. He was like a body builder and hugely muscular. I walked over and pulled away the material. He didn't have boy's equipment but a girls. I thought that can't be right and I realised that I was dreaming.

The man had turned into a goddess of a woman with long black curly hair. She told me to undress so I did. Then she said, "Not here". I got dressed again and she gave me directions. I started walking with her walking behind me. I went down a few flights of stairs into a small room that looked like a utility room. The woman sat on a washing machine that started to wash - it looked like she was enjoying the vibrations of the machine. She told me to undress again and I did.

I closed my eyes for some reason and I realised I had done it again. After the last dream I was worried and I wanted to fight against it stronger. I could see a little image in the middle of the blackness so I tried to make it larger and larger. It was a computer screen and I could see the Internet on it - some kind of site with an animated character on the home page - some kind of wholesome housewife. The page kept rotating and I tried to rotate it back - when it shrunk I tried to enlarge it again. I started to feel the vibrations and tried to relax a few times and I imagined a scene I wanted when I opened my eyes - but it wasn't to be and I woke up!

-- ends --

[[SOFT SELL]]

Thanks Seeker I will remember those ideas if I have the problem again, it does seem to happen quite often so having some options to try will be helpful to keep LDs going in that situation.

16_06_2008

[SOFT SELL]

I was walking through a small town in which my parents used to have a small local shop (it looked exactly the same as back then). I had walked up one of the main streets and around a corner into the square in front of the clock tower, it was now a car park and area for the buses to pull into.

As I walked across the square some guy approached me. Quite young with cap that covered his eyes, seemed to be wearing a tracksuit and some bling, looked like a layabout. For some reason he convinced me to come to look at his car which he was selling.

It was a beige colour and looked like some kind of American car - it was a reasonably long car but looked old fashioned.  He got in the passengers seat and myself into the drivers seat (it was the UK way round - steering wheel on the right).  He had persuaded me to take a test drive.

As I started off the man had turned into a young woman, who seemed to be dressed for a night out, she was a bit slutty, a female version of the man, a bit of a wastetrel but cute.  She had long dark black hair (those ringlets again!), big anime like eyes that were too moist as if she was going to cry, sort of a glazed look, she seemed to like to pout her lips.  She was telling me about the car as I was driving out of the car park.

The price caught my attention and I considered buying it. It was £7000 and it was a P Registration which I calculated was about 20 years old.  (It is funny that I would pay that much in a dream in RL I might have paid £500 for it as a run about!).  I drove into the carpark of the local bank (the car park bigger than usual) which had open wooden doors that looked ancient and rotten. It was mostly empty with a sporadic parkage.

We got out the car and I toldher I had decided not to buy. She wasn't happy about it.  I gave her a hug and walked off not looking back.  I had considered giving her my brother's telephone number as he was looking for a date but I thought that then she would contact me in the future and I didn't want that.

-- ends --

[[FORMALLY ARRESTED]]

Yes we certainly do often think differently in our dreams PJ

18_06_2008

[FORMALLY ARRESTED]

I was riding a bicycle and I was a bit lost and tried to cross a busy motorway quite a few times, trying to find places were there was a central crossing area so that I wouldn't have to go across too many lanes at once. The traffic was very fast and none stopped so I had to cycle for my life to cross them.  I gave up looking for were I wanted to go and cycled along a smaller path that was on a rise to the side of the motorway.  I came across the actor (I think he is called Mckenzie Crook), who was one of the the pirates on Pirates of the Carribean, the tall thin one with the false eye - british actor!  He wanted
me to help him carry a large piece of glass - like a large window.  We both took a side and tottered around as it was heavy, we tried to carry it up the slope but failed.

I had become a young boy and I was hanging around inside a supermarket.  I saw that there was an old man who walked around the supermarket doing cleaning jobs.  One day I picked up a broom and started to sweep up the store especially around the tills and the counters.  I did it so quickly and well that the store managers were impressed mthe old man was upset and always looked at me in a distainful way, perhaps fearing for his job. I saw a lot of men gathered by some wooden buildings at the back of the car park, one of the small buildings doors was open.  I looked in and it was pitch black.

We were on holiday, it seemed like in Italy.  My wife said that she wanted to go to the cinema so I stopped somewhere and we bought two tickets to a movie.  We got back in the car and I drove towards the cinema.  When we got there we drove up a narrow road towards it.  On the right was a booth with a person inside and a small glass screen. I pushed the tickets through that were in little white card packs. The guy tutted over the tickets and eventually gave them back to us telling us that when they were issued a mistake must have been made and the issuer put them inside the wrong envelopes. The tickets were stamped SY2 and the envelopes SY1.  He waved us through.

We drove up to another checkpoint with a barrier.  There was a stern looking guard on the left and on the right of the car.  I rolled down the window and handed out the tickets. The guard looked at them and also tutted loudly, shaking his head.  I told him what the other man had said about a possible mistake.  The guard told me to, "Shut Up!" I was a bit taken a back by his out burst.  He told us both to get out of the car as we were being formally arrested.  We got out of the car.  The front of the car seemed to have disappeared up to the front doors.  I pressed a switch on the key fob to wind up the windows and another to centrally lock the doors.

We went with the men into a room that was bland and beige.  There was one window at the back of the room. We sat on chairs by the wall, the guards at a computer each. One of the guards leaned back in his chair and stared up at the ceiling with his eyes wide, the other guy was using the computer and eventually printing something. He came over and handed us two papers, they said we were being formally released without charge on using incorrect tickets.  Back at the car I made some snide comments and said, "In the UK we can just go into cinemas, we don't mind if terrorists blow us up in them!".

We went into the cinema and walked to the screen.  We came into the big cinema room at the top.  There was a few people in but not many.  The movie was some kind of low budget porn movie. The people on the back row were copying the movie as it played and some were just pleasing themselves.  My wife wanted to sit right against the wall at the back on some plastic school looking chairs but I got her to come and sit with me on the left of the cinema seats about 4 rows down.

A little into the movie I wanted the bathroom so I squeezed past my wife to get out of the cinema room.  I walked to the bathroom along wide corridors.  When I got there it was a long urinal that all shared. There was already a man there in the middle so I went to the right of him a comfortable distance away. He started to move closer to me so I edged away and then he did it again so I moved again.  I was getting close to the edge and running out of space.

Suddenly he was right up next to me and urinating on my trouser leg. I grabbed the back of his head and smashed him into the wall and then tried to overbalance him.  He fell to the ground as I ran to the door. I heard a noise and turned, he had a handgun. I jumped towards the door hearing the gun discharge - I scrabbled on my hands and knees into a run and fled down the corridor.  I got into the cinema screen and told my wife to meet me at the cinema entrance urgently.  I took ages sneaking around corridors to the entrance to avoid the man.  I ran up to my wife, she asked me to get her a chocolate flapjack from the cinema shop, she wasn't pleased that I was in a rush and so I had to go and buy the flapjack anyway regardless of the danger.

-- ends --

[[DING, DING]]

02_07_2008 - recall a little poor - not feeling too well!

[DING, DING]

I was driving a Super mario Cart on a game track, racing against my brother. He came up behind me and knocked me off the track at the top of a loop, I had to start at the beginning and catch him up. I knocked him off the track also and we repeated this a few times until I managed to get out ahead so he wasn't able to catch me up.  I drove through lines and lines of coins all going Ding Ding as I hit them!

I came to a very small room at the end of the track.  In the room were two teenagers (a boy and a girl) and an aging grandmother. The room was made of brick walls and was lit with torches, dust and cobwebs and old bookshelves lined the room.  We saw some big numbers and letters floating around us. They were VPORT BE (I forgot the numbers). I tried to reorder the letters to spell a word and announced. "You could spell BEAT with those letters". Then I apologised realising that wasn't true. I said to the girl, "I pronounce you rightful heir to the vertical port".

-- ends --

[GOING TO WAR]

In a crowded city centre full of people ready to go to war.  I saw some familar names but not close ones.  I went into a building to my right and saw a whispered discussion between some pheasant people. I sneaked out the back of the building but got ambushed by a large number of enemies, like tall mole-bird people with colourful cloaks with runes inscribed on them - they all had elaborate spears that they proded at me as I kept low to the groud trying to cover myself with a shield - for some reason I got away.

I joined the other fighters going through a shimmering portal of multi-coloured light and into a wierd world with a purple sky, their were violent clashes alround and a multitude of unusual creatures fighting us!

--ends --

[[LOST MY PASSPORT]]

Low level recalls but I have been quite unwell for almost a week 

06_07_08

[LOST MY PASSPORT]

I was taking a trip by train (a recurring trip that has happened quite a few times in dreams so far) I was rushing to get to a platform to catch a particular train. The platform was above me and too the right and I had to take some curving stairs and walkways.  I got towards the train and a conductor stepped in front of me and told me that I had to put my passport into a slot in the side of the train which was like an old steam engine. I dropped the passport into the side of the train and entered the train.  Upon disembarcing the train at my destination I forgot to collect my passport and then had to spend ages calling people and chasing around the station in order to try to retrieve my passport.

-- ends --

06_07_08

[POINT BLANK]

I was returning home (to the old country house I used to live in as a kid) with my wife.  It was later in the day and beginning to darken in the sky.  We got to the front door and noticed that it was open ajar which it shouldn't have been.  We went in and were shocked to see we had been robbed.  We looked from room to room but almost everything had been taken. 

We set out in our car looking for the robbers and ended up driving in a very busy road through a city.  I made some mistakes and ended up driving through some red lights on the wrong side of the road and saw a huge yellow earth moving truck bearing towards us. I managed to swerve around it impossibly.  We kept on driving and ahead of us was a van that we could see our stuff in through the back window.

I accelerated in front of the van and we saw three men in the front.  The vehicles were very close I put my arm out of the open drivers window (we drive on right in the UK the van was to my right) and I opened fire on the men in the van with what looked like a Glock handgun. I put a bullet straight through the forehead of one man and then another at almost point blank range and waved the gun at the driver of the van to force him over to the side of the road - he pulled over.

We got out of the car - myself training the gun on the man who got out of the van.  A large van pulled up and three burly security guards got out. The restrained the man onto a gurney. The guards started to unload the van onto somekind of trolley. 

The restrained man wanted me to come over to him.  I walked across slowly, wary.  I was right to be wary as when I was close enough he slashed out quick and tried to stab me with a hypodermic syringe. I avoided his attack.  The guards were wheeling all our belongings to a lift and then also the man too behind them.  We followed to the lift.  They seemed mostly inside the life but as the doors shut the mans head was trapped in the doors which closed tight, the lift started to go up and the man's head bulged and distorted as it was dragged upwards until three eye balls popped out of his head that disappeared and the eyeballs fell onto the dusty earth at the base of the lift doors.

-- ends --

[[GHOSTLY DESIRES]]

Thanks Annsie Yes my dreams often have movie references and actors from movies in them even!

07_08_2008 - Small amount of recall last night!

[GHOSTLY DESIRES]

I was walking with my wife through a misty countryside area my wife trying to persuade me to sleep with a girl that I used to like at school. The girl was now a ghost and we were looking for the ghost to show up on the misty lane that was long and lined with wooden posts connected with barbed wire. 

We didn't find the ghost and went back to the city.  We were going to a building that was a conference centre. A masssive central building with huge sandstone columns. My wife's mother was holding a conference there and there were lots of people attending, currently all seated at long tables having a hot served lunch.

My mother in law possessed magical powers and as she stood in  front of us she cast some kind of spell so that a DVD fell into each of our hands with a printed cover on them, showing the first frame of the scene -the picture on the front of my DVD was of my wife curled up on a bed looking like Sailor Moon.  The DVDs held video of our current sexual desires and she said that they would be played in the afternoon at the conference!  We weren't too happy about that and so we took the discs and left the conference quickly!

-- ends --

Fragment:

I was at an airport trying to catch a plane. I wasn't exactly sure of the flight number and heard an announcement that I thought was about the right one.  I went through an area and it didn't seem to be as right as I expected and time was coming close.  I approached two women behind an information desk at the top of a very long and high escalator to ask for information about the flight and where I should be.

-- ends --

[[MUSTACHES]]

10_07_08 - Very small dream

[MUSTACHES]

I was in some kind of detached suburban house with its little front lawn and white picket fence.  I was worried as some visitors had come and we had to put our cat outside the house. The cat is not used to going outside and so we hoped it would be ok.  Every now and again I looked out through the partially rotated blinds on the big front window overlooking the garden and street.  I could see the cat outside playing with the neighbours cat - two dogs ran over but the cats didn't seem to be particularly disturbed. The lawn seemed to be partially overgrown and there was many different flowers and plant species including meadow grasses!

I appeared to start to view a trailer for a follow up to the movie 'Superbad' but some kind of more hardcore version.  I appeared to go into the movie that was set in this room and I started to help the black fuzzy haired led character to wash large chunks of semen off the walls (there was lots of it) - there was a flashback to him spraying the wall earlier when drunk - the trailer was the worst of teen movies rolled into one!

The fuzzy black haired lead was joined by another guy who looked almost like him but they now had big black italien plumber like mustaches - two busty blondes dressed in blue shorts and yellow tops had joined them.  My wife and I followed them upstairs. 

All four of them got into a bed lined up in a row FMFM.  The women got on top of the men and they started to get naughty.  There was some loud music playing and after a minute or two there was some intense banging on the front door of the house.  They ignored it for a minute but then it got very loud.  The men jumped out of bed and went downstairs.  My wife and I went into another smaller room. We could hear the arguing downstairs and the screaming voices.  We wondered if we should get naughty on the single bed but the bedroom door didn't have a lock!

-- ends --

Research Data
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F = 7 / S = 7 / RCs = 2

[[BABY DRAGONS]]

11_07_08

[BABY DRAGONS]

In an underground cave - pools of water scattered around. Watching old man walking through the cave, long inscribed robes and white goatee beard - the cave ceiling quite low. I know that he wants to transport some mysterious black beetles on a plane but is worried that customs will detect them in a suitcase or package. He lies down in one of the pools of water and opens his mouth wide.  Beetles start to stream out of the water and into his mouth while more completely cover his entire body.  He staggers out of the pool and towards the cave entrance completely blacked out - one of his feet is a mass of beetles and he trails a copious quantity of blood.

I turn to someone next to me as if we are watching a movie and say, "there has got to be an easier way!". The person is my boss and we realise we are late for a meeting.  We walk up several flights of stairs and then sit at the top on some chairs, talking and eating. After a while we realise that we are in the wrong place and return back down the stairs and then walk through some corridors of my old school to the outside lone English/Arts block.

We look through the big glass windows and see a kind of restaurant layout a breakfast buffet for the children. Lines of tables with white cloths - children eating.  A staff member supervising as I commented to my boss. "if they weren't there the kids would trash the place in minutes".  I saw there were some unsuall oversized glass jugs about a 1/2 metre in height, containing orange juice and milk.

We went to the back of the building and into a room where people had gathered for an all staff meeting. There were lots of wooden benches that people were sitting on like in a lecturer theatre. We sat there for awhile watching a movie about a cute duck. Someone was asking me if I had seen Daniel and I said he was behind me - it was an old school kid with ginger hair - the person said not that Daniel.

I saw the TV Personality Noel Edmonds (An old TV favourite in the UK) talking to some kid at the side of the room. He thought he had the kid distracted and everyone else but I could see he was replacing a box near a pile of plastic stroage boxes with one of his own. The box he was taking was cardboard, slightly damp on the bottom and had a picture of a blck chinese style dragon on the front - he replaced it was an identical looking box - Ahh I thought to myself perhaps the beetles grow up to be dragons! 

There was a large wooden pen in the corner of the room with about 3 level to it - hay inside.  There were two cats walking around inside the pens - one was dark coloured and the other more of an orangey-white tabby style cat!


Research Data
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F = 2 / S = 7 / RCs = 0

[[liGHTS OUT]]

12_07_08

[liGHTS OUT]

I was in a hotel rom with my wife, the curtains weren't closed and our lights were out.  We were looking over at a building which was like a small skyscraper, it seemed like we had an apartment there over three floors.  We had noticed that we had left the lights on on all three floors.  In the bedroom on the top most floor we could see a wall display of music bars going up and down so we knew the music had been left on and much too loud by looking at the bars.

I had to go back to the apartments to turn everything off so I walked through the dark streets along the coast towards the skyscraper.  I went into the lobby that was very big.  I thought I migiht use the life but the lobby was crowded and when the lift doors opened loads of people flooded inside, there might have been room for one more but I decided against it and walked through a door that led to a stairwell.  It was a spiral staircase and very thin in width and claustrophobic, as I walked up my shoulders brushed both sides.  I met a person coming down and somehow we managed to squeeze hard against the walls so we could pass.

We I got to our level I saw the that this floor was like some kind of magical world - vaguely elven.  Lots of floating lights and arcing ripples of purple flashing energy eminated from the surroundings.  I walked through some corridors into an opening and over a bridge to some kind of mushroom type platform.  My brother and his girlfriend were there.  I said to them, "I am trying to break out of a dream". They suggested that we did forward rolls to help and I did and tried to concentrate on an object but I wasn't sure why (all this should have got me a DILD really!)

I left the floor and back to the ground floor.  I met my wife and we walked to the building expansive restaurant. We ordered giant beef burgers that were immense in size - about the size of my head!


Research Data
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F = 2 / S = 8 / RCs = 0

[[EYE OF THE STORM]]

13_07_08

[EYE OF THE STORM]

My wife, myself, her parents & brother were trying to get to a location but the weather was turning back.  We seemed to be on a concrete sidewalk along the bank of a river.  The wind was getting up and was whipping the water into a frenzy.  Boats on the sea where riding the waves and shrubbery and trees were bending due to the force of the wind.  I knew that my wife's brother and father had both got into mini helicopters up the bank to our right.  We could see them lifting up with the rotors surprisingly droopy and bendy - as they spun it looked like a bowl was over the top of the cockpits.

They radioed to us that we should get in too as they thought the helicopters would make it to the deestination.  I laughed visualising the distance and told them that I didn't think it was possible.  I pulled out a taxi card and called a taxi company and they came to give us a lift.

My wife and I ended up at the location and it was to take part in the UK Apprentice with Alan Sugar.  Two teams of two had to take on a project to build a luxury mansion from stratch.  We got on a helicopter that looked like ex-military - the inner walls were made of sheet metal, the seats not comfortable.


Research Data
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F = 2 / S = 8 / RCs = 0

[[CENTREFOLD]]

14-07-2008

[CENTREFOLD]

I was lying on my stomach on a big double bed.  There was a porn magazine open in front of me and I was looking at the woman on the pages.  She was a brunette with her hair up, pretty face, wearing glossy pink satin bra and panties. 

I looked up from the magazine through the open door to my left into a room that was diagonally across from the one that I was in that also had its door open. The woman from the magazine was walking around in the room in the same clothes. 

She saw me and walked across the hallway and into the room and started to act out some of the poses in the magazine. She took off her bra and panties and climbed on top of me.

-- ends --


Research Data
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F = 1 / S = 8 / RCs = 0

[[EX-LAWYER]]

15_07_2008

[EX-LAWYER]

I had some kind of argument with my wife and she had stormed off.  I started to look for her around the house but I couldn't find her - the house seemed so big with many rooms.

I bumped into the housekeeper who told me that she had gone to see her old lawyer that she used to use back in her home country and that he had now moved to the UK.

I wasn't sure where his office was but I got in the car and started to drive.  I spotted my wife walking down a long street after a while of driving so I caught up and drove slow with the window down trying to persuade her to get in the car and come home.

I kept following her but ditched the car.  She went into quite an old and quite a run down building.  I followed her inside.  It was some kind of shop with a rusty old bell that clattered upon entry. The goods were old and tattered - the shop was dark with no internal lights only what muted sunlight that slipped through the dirty windows.  There was quite alot of old blacked cookware hanging from the ceiling.

My wife was talking to the woman behind the shop's counter - there was also an entrance to a hallway beyond the counter. I stepped up behind my wife to hear the conversation - she was asking to speak to the lawyer and I gathered his office was upstairs - the woman was also from my wife's home country but she appeared hostile to my wife and especially to me.

She picked up an old fashioned phone yellowed by years and use and dialled the number of the office upstairs.  She held the phone for ages with seemingly no answer. She announced he wasn't answering the phone.  We heard a noise of someone coming down a staircase and then we saw a man in the hallway.  He looked like some young version of Robert Redford with floppy blonde hair.  He was dressed in a thick blue dressing gown and it appeared he had been sleeping.

My wife asked if she could come up and he said she could - he walked though a door embedded into the bottom of the stairs - a small toilet and sink inside and closed the door.  The woman behind the counter said it was unlikely that I would be able to go up to and pointed to the corner of the shop and told me to wait there but I stated where I was.

The man came out eventually now all prim and proper and dressed as a lawyer. I got invited upstairs too to my surprise.  We followed him up the wooden stair case that creaked terribly. Into his office he sat behind a big black desk and we sat on black leather chairs opposite him.  My wife bent over the desk to hand the lawyer some papers and I thought that her skirt was really too short for the occassion!

-- ends --

Research Data
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F = 1 / S = 7 / RCs = 0

[[KIDNAP]]

16_07_2008 - No LDs yet this month but at least my recall is daily and I am sticking to it so far this month (only several missed days!) Looking at the research data though my focus and rcs have been very bad and my stress has been high so certainly thats not much good :(

[KIDNAP]

I was in the garden with my wife and little girl. It was a large garden with tall wooden fencing and lots of tall plants and shrubs.  I was holding my girl's hand and we went through a side gate near the house and looked at the road that ran past the house.  There was an old volkwagon from the 60's parked on the roadside in the distance, but it was rusted beyond belief - all oranges and browns!

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I told my door that is was called the 'Goddess Wagon' and she seemed interested in it.  We went back into the garden.  Later on I was by the back fence with my wife, she was digging in the soil and I was sitting on the broken down back fence.  A woman approached me, with short bottle blonde hair.  She began asking me if I would give a donation to the charity that she was collecting for - a charity to help hungry orphaned children in South Africa. I was a bit reticent about it and umming and arring feeling annoyed to be bothered at home in the garden on a nice sunny day - my wife was making coughing noises and giving me penetrating looks as if to say don't give her anything.  The woman kept on and on and I fished around for my wallet knowing that there was a £1 coin inside.  I gave it to the woman and she thanked me and walked off.

I realised I hadn't seen my girl for awhile and got worried.  I went back down the garden and saw that the gate was open. Something in my mind told me to check out the old vehicle.  I looked inside when I got to it and couldn't see anything.  I shouted my girl's name and I heard her voice muffled.  It looked like she was in the trunk of the vehicle. I tried to open it but it was locked.  I got into the back vehicle whose doors were open hoping I could try to release her from the inside.  Suddenly all the doors locked and the blonde haired woman got into the drivers seat.  There was a wire screen between the drivers front and the passenger seats so I couldn't reach the woman to stop her driving off.

I managed to pull up the back seats and sat in the trunk with my daughter.  After a while the woman disappeared and to men were in the front.  They were talking amongst themselves saying that we were at least 4 hours away and that in this location we (me and my daughter) wouldn't be able to be traced and they thought they could keep us captivate for at least 40 years.  Hearing the names of places I pulled out my cell phone hoping to call the police but my credit was gone and battery so low that it wouldn't dial 999 (emergency services) even!

We pulled into some kind of farm yard with big sheds around.  We were roughly taken from the vehicle and pushed into a large barn - the door was secured from the outside.  After a while of looking around I found a large blue headed axe with a long handle.  I started to smash at the large wooden door with it over and over.  There was writing on the door painted in white paint that said something like Bensons Ltd.  As I smashed at the door parts of the letters splintered and flew off and the wood was ripped apart by the axe.  I repeatedly smashed at the door and it seemed to be giving away as light was coming through.  I could see movement outside the barn as the blocked the door with something - I stopped.

Later on a lot of men brought a brand new double bed into the barn with a mattress.  As they were about to leave I rushed at the bed and started hacking it to pieces, severing off the legs and headboard until the base was splinters and only the mattress was left.  I laughed at the men by the door shouting, "What did you expect me to do!" - they left. My daughter said, "It's ok Daddy I don't mind sleeping on the floor!".

We eventually managed to escape the barn and ran away through the fields surrounding it.  My daughter ran ahead with ease, almost skipping as though it was a fun game we were playing.  I was struggling along behind her my whole body on fire with fatigue and struggling to keep my legs going to move forward.

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Research Data
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F = 1 / S = 6 / RCs = 0

[[RABBIT IN A ROCKETSHIP]]

20_07_2008

[RABBIT IN A ROCKETSHIP]

I was visiting a client for which I had done some promotional work for.  I was taking them my latest piece of work.  The area the company wsa based in was some rolling countryside - quiet and peaceful.  We sat down to view the video.  The video was of a 3D white rabbit piloting a rocketship over the countryside and ended with a tag line and a pack shot - the product was a new type of table! The client started to complain about the video that it was too long and then they rewound to a piece of the video where the rabbit appeared to jerk a little - a little few pixels glitch over a few frames. I assured them these were minor problems that could easily be retified.

I got back to work and all the staff were saying that I didn't do well enough on the clients piece of work and that I hadn't put in enough effort.  I liked the 3D promotional video so I was already upset that the client had been negative and the work people were annoying me too.  A woman approached me and said some hurtful things about my work (an ex employee at my work place).  I punched her to the ground and started to kick her in the head and stomach repeatedly.  A guy approached (another ex employee) and went into the office.  I went out of the building expecting him to climb out the window to get away.  I opened the window further from outside and waited for him (the window would have been the window to the men's bathroom!)

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Research Data
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F = 1 / S = 8 / RCs = 1

[[MESSAGE AND VISITORS]]

Hmm, Yes Annsie, perhaps a little - about my own performance - I am not upset with any of the people at the workplace though!  Funny thing was that I saw the ex worker man in the supermarket last night the day after the dream - coincidence maybe, maybe not

[MESSAGE AND VISITORS]

I was using the computer in the bedroom upstairs, my wife's computer.  It was dark in the room, most of the light coming from the screen, but some natural light still coming from the window eventhough it was quite late.  A message box appeared at the top left of the screen.  A black and white box saying msg from Matt.  I opened it and replied 'Hello'. I got a reply back about wishing that I wouldn't critise his attire and then showing some kind of advertisement for a jacket with a picture.  He was worried that I would get cold - the msg was intended for a person called Mike and the message had come to me in error!

I quickly switched off the chat hearing people coming up the stairs. It was my wife, her parents, her brother and two visitors (other distant family members from my wife's side) who were paying a visit.  They greeted me enthuastically enough with hugs but when they heard I was feeling a little unwell with a cold they stepped back far as if I had the plague! I pointed to my wife's parents saying that they had been here two weeks but they hadn't caught anything from me so far!

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Research Data
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F = 7 / S = 6 / RCs = 32 (yes indeed!)