Mortal Mist

My first experience

I'm playing paintball at this oval/school, when i turn my attention to this strip of grass. This guy from my school is also playing paintball except its just him versing heeps of little girls. His actions are unusual, similar to the way golum moves around in lord of the rings. I then say out loud to the people around me who i'm playing with: 'I wonder if he relies what his doing?' (thats roughly along the lines of what i said, i forget exactly, but i mention the word dream as well). On hearing the word dream i become lucid.

As this was my first time i was really really exited and had spent around a month trying to get lucid so i turned around to my friend who was next to me, and he looked like he had just won lotto. As would be expected a rush of adrenalin hit me. I then ran about 50m to a friend from my old school and asked him: 'Guess what?', which he answered with 'you're dreaming'. this was enough evidence for me and i didn't do a reality check.

As this was happening i realized i was starting to drop in awareness. So i remembered what i read and started to spin really fast, and it worked. Running a bit more around the oval i came across a brick wall that was roughly 10m high (me being at the top of the wall level with the oval). Coming to this wall i decided to see if i could fly, so i jumped off the wall. For the majority of the jump, i just fell faster towards the ground. but just before i reached the paving my body sharply curved up and headed towards the sky. My position was like i was sitting in a chair and watching the crowd (that had assembled) get smaller. But i didn't want to go too high, so i tried to slow down, except that didn't really work, and i started falling to the ground. I try hard to start flying again except i couldn't and i fell to the ground, but just before i hit the ground i stop and fell a few millimeters.

After flying i decide to try and change my location to Antarctica. '1..2..3', snapping my fingers on three...... but nothing happens :( I decided that would be too difficult, and tried to run through a wall instead. it was like running through thick gas, except the gas didn't put up any resistance. after the wall i ran through a friend of mine, and the experience was pretty much the same.

I then tried to run really fast. i ran a lot faster than physically possible, but not crazy fast.

I forget exactly how i become lucid, but i know it happens at this street that i'm not familiar with.

I'm holding a slushy in my hand as a watch Tavis walk down the street. As a way to test my powers i try to kill him, by exploding cars around him. So focusing really hard on the cars around him, as he walks towards me i try to get them to explode. After a few seconds of serious straining the cars begin to smoke dark black smoke. I keep trying but they just don't want to explode. I give up that idea and walk over to Tavis.

As i'm walking towards him, he turns his back and walks away. So i run to catch up him. I reach him, and he takes me to this intersection between a river and the sea. The weather is overcast with strong winds that made the sea/river very rough. we're standing on this high... spur if you'd call it, so the water isn't a problem.   

Remembering the post i read the other day about extending time during dreams i decide to give it a shot
'Time stop!' i yell out towards the sea. Immediately Tavis echo's my words except with his hands thrown up towards the sky.   As i say this the rivers past fast flowing waters begin to slow in motion. As the river slows, the clouds follow suit. As soon as it comes, the time warp ends as i lose the ability to keep it slowed.
Annoying how i couldn't get it to stop, but it showed promising results, maybe in the future i'll be able to do a better job

'Wanna fight??' says tavis.
'no', i say while looking around on what to try next.
'Wanna fight??', repeats tavis again and several more times.
he keeps repeating this sentence like a child in the back of a long distance car ride. I say yes after many no's before a tavis gets really happy. truth be told i couldn't think of too much else to do anyway, and tavis's suggestion was a good enough idea.

I'm now in this reasonably small room, with tavis in the opposite corner to me. Normally i wouldn't fight tavis bare-fisted because he would probably beat me to a pulp, but knowing that whatever happens won't hurt me, i agree to open-fists. He comes towards me first and throws the first punches. i do well blocking most of them, until he hits me with a hook. Remember how i said i thought it wouldn't hurt being hit, i was wrong. the pain i felt from getting hit was pretty much the same as if i got hit in real life. the fight stopped for a few seconds while i thought over how my mind imagined pain so well.

now that i think of it, i should've realized that i would feel pain.

i don't want to stop the fight now since its just begun, i'll try harder to fight better and more aggressive. i shoot the first throws this time, but he blocks them pretty well. i try to hit him with a high kick (higher than i'll be able to do in normal life due to flexibility), and he grabs my ankle. reflexively i push off the ground with my left foot, and use his grip on my right ankle to lift me further, and kick him square in the face with my left foot. the fight carries on like this for a while, with no distinctive winner.

my mum then comes into the room and tells me to 'get out of the shower'. 'don't worry, i'll be out soon', i say laughing to my mum. turning back to fight tavis, everything goes black and i wake up.

Really annoying how i could only get the cars to smoke and not explode, but maybe over time i'll get better.
Even tho i didn't come up with the idea to fight..... but i guess i did really, it was really really fun. just to clarify it was a play fight, i don't hate the guy in real life.

now i know how it feels to fight in the matrix

this was my first real wild, except it wasn't very good :(

I wake up from an alarm i set 5 hours after i went to bed. I sit up in my bed for a while, and become aware of my scenario pretty fast. i can't be bothered getting up and doing stuff so i decide to go back to sleep.

I'm laying down in my bed trying really hard to stay focused in my mind. I've never done this before and don't know what exactly happens. I'm focusing really hard on a situation in a dream i'd had a few nights ago. I'm trying to find the right awareness, that allows me to be non-conscious enough to allow a dream, but conscious enough to realize it. Slowly like in the movies this white light is revealed as this 'curtain' is pulled to the side of my vision.

After an adjustment stage i find myself on a bright street corner with lots of people i recognize. They are all talking to each other. the feeling starts to fade as i lose lucidity. so i try to spin round fast and try to hold on, and curse when i think i lost it (for this was technically the third lucid dream, i'd had this night and all had gone the same) :( Then everything goes black.

I wake up and a darkly lit room, and find my mate at the end of the bed. it turns out my cursing had carried through the dream to reality. i apologize for being rude, and he just laughs at me and tells me if i had a good night. i look at him confused and ask him what he means. he then goes on about all these drunken feats i had accomplished, and i have no remembrance of anything. Due to him telling me i had drunk a bit, i assume i just had can't remember any of it.

I'll start doing reality checks in the morning now straight away when i wake up, to try and stop this happening again. Its really annoying how having become lucid 3 times in one night, i couldn't hold on to any of them like i could with my previous ones. will try to spin straight away from now on.

Pretty weird these one's was having Wild's while dreaming

Problem was that it took me about 15mins to realize that i was dreaming the entire time, so i didn't really try to remember the parts in between.

I'm going to sleep (while i'm dreaming), and i'm attempting to wild. it takes a while but eventually i get the sensation of passing over to a dream (it was weird it was really similar to normal, cause i find that even tho the worlds seem to be exactly the same, there's something different about dreaming).

I'm over looking a lake, and there's this guy who's running along. I decide to try and tick off one of my aims and try to assassinate him. So I try to summon a sniper rifle, on the table next to me. Sadly i only manage to summon a pencil case :( No time to try again because his running past my house now, i jump off the balcony and attempt to kill him using the pencil case. i wake up around this time, and i'm pretty sure i never killed him, so i can't tick it off :(

false awakening and i'm in a bed, except there's all these people around me. They some friends i used to hang out with a lot, and my mum has made hot dogs for us. When she comes in she trips over ben, for some reason really strong anger runs through me, and i get mad. The people around me also get mad at ben, but eventually i forget about it and move on. i can't really be bothered to talk to these guys, so i decide to try and meditate, into a dream.

Like last time except easier, i think i go into a dream and become lucid. I can't remember what happened in this lucid dream but i don't think i did much, it didn't really last long. [/color]

Wake up for a second time, except i don't know what happened here as well. but i do remember trying to wild  when laying on my side.

So i attempt to cross-over into the dream, except because i was on my side, the dream was also on its side. But because i had made so much progress i didn't want to give up, and move in real life (which is still a dream). Some how i manage to spin the world up the right way, and i'm in this white hallway. the first thought is to try and fly. So i jump and fly down the hallway (its incredible how much control i had to last time). I was celebrating a perfect flight, when a small girl that i don't recognize started running down the hall. "what are you doing little girl?" i asked but she didn't answer. so i through he back to where she was running, except i wasn't too accurate and she hit the roof and fell to the floor :S

I then run down the hall with unnatural speed, and come to a well lighted outside dinner table, and my family is all around it. I ask them how there all doing in a very cheery voice, except my parents want to tell me off. "what drugs do you do" they ask me. Instinct kicks in and i first think about deny like hell, except i'm dreaming so they aren't real, so i decide to play with them. "i do them all, shooting up some heroin tonight"
to my surprise they just laugh, i was expecting them to try and kill me. I then try to think of something to do, except i have no idea what to do. Its like i was incapable of thinking properly, because i have this list of stuff to do next to my bed, and i've even made dream plans, except i forgot everything. This pissed me off and then i woke up..... for real this time.

I really need to start doing reality checks when i wake up, but its really hard last thing i remember to do. 
 

Wake up for half an hour and go back to bed. I attempt to go straight from being conscious to a dreaming state. I'm going sort of in and out of.... not consciousness but sort of vision (where one moment i might just imagine a picture, and i'll sort of move into the picture but then get pulled out because i become to aware). Eventually i focus really hard on driving a car, my body feels like it gets shacked really violently, and my vision goes blurry. And i'm in the dream

So i'm driving this car, but i didn't give my entrance to the dream much room, and i crashed into a tree pretty much straight away :( I 'wake up' in this really dark room. And i do a reality check (thank god! i finally didn't get fooled by the false awakening)
but i knew instantly i was not in the best of situations. From my dream journal I've learnt 1 common pattern, and thats whenever my environment is dark its a nightmare.

So i got up out of my bed, and immediately tried to make this room light. I attempted to turn the light switch on, but it didn't work. i then tried to make the room like using my hands, except when i tried to make a corner of the room light, for starters it was a very weak light. secondly when i moved my hands away the light went away, and i some how made my hands into torches with out deforming them.

gave up trying to light the room and focussed on just getting out of the room. i remembered then that my friend in reality, asked me to talk to her in my dream and see what she said. so i began to make a portal on the floor. but before i finished the portal, i looked at the open door to this room. across the hallway was another door that was slightly open, and there was a shadow of a demon (just as i had feared). Even tho i knew i was dreaming it was still kinda scary, but not nearly as scary if i wasn't aware of my reality. my first attempt to kill the demon, was to shine my torch hands at its shadow. sadly this didn't and the demon's shadow was still there. My second attempt to kill it was to throw fire out of my hands, but again the demon seemed to be immune to it. after this this massive black demon, with similar complexity to that of a human, except jet black, and hard spiky exterior. It started moving towards me. I don't know really what happened, but what seemed reflexively i reached to the back of my pants, and pulled out this hand gun (where the hell did that come from?). with 1 swift movement pulled the gun around my body in a cool way (swinging it around my body), and fired 7 shots really fast. the demon fell to its death

I then focused on getting out of the dark room asap, so i walked over to my portal. finished off making it, but just realized i'd never been to this girls house before, and i didn't know what to do. I was hell cut that i couldn't teleport because i didn't know where i was teleporting to.

... and i woke up.

I'm in this really big house out somewhere in the wilderness, and its nighttime. I'm on the 2nd or 3rd floor, where everything is made out of wood. I'm trying to go to sleep, on an old mattress, with a crap sheet to keep me warm. I can't go to sleep, because theres sand in my bed; and my pet bird Zac is freaking out. Its like his scared of the dark and i come to that conclusion, but that doesn't stop him running all around my sheet. Theres another animal about the same size as him, but i can't remember what it was.

Then this guy comes up the stairs and says i have a visitor who wants to see me. I don't know who this guy is, but i talk to him like his my older brother (which i don't have). Alanna comes up the stairs, and i immediately go defensive. I start apologizing  about how i didn't get back to her in time, because i've been real busy. She accepts my apology and i offer her a tour of this house.

We walk down the stairs, and everything seems to be cold, and made of cement. We go past the kitchen and there's a few people there i don't pay attention to. We go to the laundry. While i've been giving her this tour she's been consistently pestering me about weed. We somehow manage to stumble and break the washing machine and water goes everywhere! We then stumble into a bucket of water and that adds to the water everywhere. Hitting the bucket causes us to fall over, except while we fall to the ground, somehow our mouths meet, and we hook up for a bit before we crash into the ground (time was suspended while we fell).

Instantly i get up and start to apologize to the guy who first introduced Alana, because the water is up to my shins. He doesn't seem to mind. i then go over to Alana and try to say sorry for what happened (she's a good friend of mine and i couldn't do anything with her in real life).

But before she could answer i change location to my school library. I'm walking past the computer section with my books by my side. For some reason i decide to do a quick RC before i walk off (interesting how i just decided to do one by random choice). So i look at a piece of paper left on one of the desks, and there's some stuff written in my hand writing (hard to read). I look at it then look away and look back. Something tells the words not right, but i forget what it looked like the first time i glanced at it. So i look away and Jack, the guy who i was walking with tells me to come on, where gonna be late. I tell him wait a sec i just need to do something. its then when i bumps me and continues to pester me to leave. i remember thinking that often my DC's try to distract me at the most vital of moments so i continue on. I look at the word again and the first letter has changed to a 'C'.

I'm dreaming. But jack grabs me by the shoulders (suddenly his grown about a meter), and shakes me really, really violently. This scares the shit out of me. i was defiantly lucid, but i didn't have time to even attempt to arm myself like i plan to do from now on, because i still feel pain in dreams, and it kinda hurt. He then lets go of me and starts muttering something about how his happy that i realized i was dreaming in a sarcastic manner.

My vision starts to go to the point where all i can see is black. i pretty much give up and accept that I've lost the lucidity, except i start to hear Jacks voice. "don't give up", repeats over and over again. I take his encouragement and start to spin with out any vision (WTF! one second his trying to inhibit lucidity, the next his trying to save it). It works and i'm back near the computers, except that the library is gone, its now like this really big warehouse. I then remember that i still needed to talk to Alana (i promised her, i'd talk to her in her dream)

I shout out her name into the warehouse. Looking around i see all these people and there all naked. I then try to sift through them to find Alana. One girl tries to get my attention (i hate her in real life, she keeps crashing my parties), and i just push her aside....I wake up :(

There are several things that i can't understand:
1. I went to bed at 22:30, except i woke up after the dream and it was 23:15. aren't you supposed to dream every 90mins???
2. oh yer and while i was searching for Alana Silence, by Delirium, was playing. Never ever in all of the dream's i've recorded in the past 6months (except when i was lucid and asked the sky to play music), has music every played. I know i was lucid, but i didn't ask for the music play or even think about it, it was just... there.
3. The indecent with Jack was to be frank horrifying. I've always been able to handle the nightmares, when i'm lucid by fighting, but with this it was different, i was petrified and i didn't fight back. When i woke, up i was so confused by it only being 45mins (cause i've always thought you dream every 5mins), i was thinking it was a FA. And because my room was dark, i was expecting something bad to happen, took me a while to calm down.
And why would Jack try to save my lucidity??

the best way to explain it was like a bad Trip.

   

Attempted to do a WILD but just ended up DILD.

I'm at this kitchen (which is supposedly my house), and i'm getting ready for school. My mum asks why i'm so late for school. I was unaware i was late and asked for the time. She tells me its 7:40, and my bus comes in 20mins, i get pissed off because i think i've slept in, and i still need to have a shower, eat breakfast, pack my bag, get dressed, and finish off my homework. Earlier in the dream (i'm uncertain about the specifics), i remember trying to WILD in my dream (this fits into what i was trying to do, while going to sleep). All i remember was that the shower was turned on 'early' in the morning, than usual, and i shrubbed it off (hell trippy, trying to WILD in RL and in my dream). I then question whether it was possible for me to wake up this late, with out being slightly aware of how i'm 40mins behind schedule. I'm lucid

My immediate reaction was to make sure no DC's try to kill me. I was transfered to this underground bunker/cave, where i was facing 2 rusty barrels. I never planned to do this, it just kinda came to me at the time, and i made this forcefield around me. The field had the color of a soapy bubble (the ones kids play with), but was sturdy in an oval shape around my body. This field stopped any potential attacks, except it becomes invisible as the dream goes on (or maybe it disappeared?).

I look behind me, and i'm in this underground, sandy, unstable (volcanic) environment. In my vision there's this little yellow icon (its the things you see in games where it tells you how far and what direction you are, away from the destination). I head towards the icon thinking it will lead to something important. I follow it for a while and it leads me to this small hole. the hole is filled with lava. The yellow icon is telling me to dive into it, but i don't want to. Its not the lava, its the size of the hole that annoys me. As i'm thinking whether or not to dive into the hole, i look closer at it. Its now turned into this mini spa, with jets and everything.

Fuck it, and i walk away. I'm not lost in this underground, even tho it seems like i should be, there wasn't any obvious ways out. I walk into the kitchen i was in earlier in the dream. As i'm walking towards it i decide to do my first proper reality check. So i try to put 2 of my fingers through my palm. I do it with out much effort, but i can feel my bones break and the sound is strong (not sure i want to do it again). My mother, brother, and sister are in the kitchen. I attempt to entertain my sister by summoning a sub-machine gun. It takes me a few go's and many fails, but i finally summon the gun into my hands. I forget what they said, but i think it went alone the lines, that i was crazy. i didn't really know what to do with the gun so i shot a round into the wall and left it.

i walked into this room (which was mine apparently), and looked around. There was nothing at all in it, not even a bed. There was this 1 music player that was playing music, but i didn't focus on exactly what was being played. I walked into my walk in wardrobe...... i woke up

I love the way music is always playing, i don't even have to ask anymore its like living a life with background music, with out the annoyance of head phones.

Also glad i found a way to solve my aggressive DC's

I'm at this small shopping center near my house, and i decide to do a RC. My first attempt doesn't work but when i try to pull my index finger it extends. I then start walking a few meters before i remember that i want to glide everywhere instead of walk. There's a bus about 60m ahead of me, and i decide to go and look for my DG. As i glide towards the bus, its starts driving. So i pick up speed, but the bus also picks up speed. I consider trying to chase it down, but can't really be bothered.

i see these 2 girls outside the front of this house. I go over and start having a conversation with them. Sometime during the talking my friend appears and joins in on the conversation. the girl i was talking to, invited me into her house so i follow her. I don't know what happened to Chris. The house is big and expensive, even tho it looked like crap from the outside. I would assume its 2 blocks for 1 house (and thats Perth blocks). We walk through the kitchen and there's a lot of family there. immediately feel out of place, i tell her i can come back another time, but she insists that i follow her.

As we walk through the house her brother (i assume), comes up to me and starts talking. I don't want to talk to him, so i just sort of ignore him. Eventually we reach he bedroom. She tells her brother to piss off, and he does. The girl then goes to a music player and turns on some music. Its really loud, but at the right volume where it sort of blocks out other things (best comparison, is when listening to an ipod and the volume blocks out the traffic). We make out for a bit, but i wake up pretty much as soon as it starts.

its weird i remember looking at my clock and it saying 04:47 and that was the last time i checked the time before i fell asleep (after and trying to WILD). When i woke up from this dream the time said 04:48. i did a reality check and i was awake. I was certain, that this dream only last 1-2mins when i woke up, but its weird another thing i read when i was first researching dreams was that time while lucid was similar to time passed IRL. Looking back over my notes i'm questioning whether i made a mistake or not, its just i was really certain that only a minute or 2 passed, when i woke up.

what have you guys found, when it comes to time in comparison? or is it way more probable that i made a mistake?? 

I see something go up into the sky (probably a balloon). this reminds me of my plans for QV1 (the tallest building in perth). I imagine myself on a freeway, and i get transported there. I start to fly towards the city except i wake up before i get there.


After waking up i go back to sleep. I work out i'm dreaming (forget how) and i try to get back onto the freeway. Again i start flying, except i end up going the wrong way. So i have to follow the river back to the freeway. the trees looked like a rain forest and was interesting to look at. I find the Freeway once again. This time i decide to try and fly through incoming traffic, on my way to the city. I do well not to hit any cars, but after half a minute i realize the cars are not going as fast as they would normally. Look around me and i'm moving backwards. wake up.

this pattern of waking up soon after lucidity, but going straight back into it occurs for about 6-7 dreams. it was probably just a false awakening those times, but i didn't notice anything wrong in memory. 

I'm at this really crap apartment, similar to the one i stayed in at the Solomon islands, with a few mates (forget who exactly). We are going on a military boat to get to this 'island'. I sit down on the side of the boat, because in the middle theres a massive whole. I get scared when a female officer comes to me, because i think i forgot something. Luckily she passes by with out checking my ticket. We get to the island fast, and from the boat, the buildings seem huge! like at least 12 stories each building, and they remind me of the shape of a bubble.

We get off the boat and go onto the island. Everything is modern. We set off to find our rooms except we don't know where they are, so we just walk. While we're walking, we pass a massive cinema. Its about 200m long and the screen is massive. I remember an image of a group of old ladies on a lunch break wearing grey colored clothes.

We carry on walking until we enter some form of foyer. Theres a nude photo shoot going on. Its kinda awkward because there in the way. I try to get around them, but every time i make a move the photography starts taking pictures again. I look around for a way around, but i don't find one, only nude models everywhere. Eventually i get past the photo shoot.

I'm lead along a path that goes outside. Its sunny outside. We come across a gate and theres a lady standing guard. She says she can't let me past because i'm not wearing bathers. I look down and i'm wearing board shorts. I tell her that I am wearing bathers but she seems hesitant to believe me.
"Australian, this is what we wear."
and she lets me in.

.....

I'm at an old tavern in a old little town (its still on the island, i think they made it). when i enter the shop, i see Halier and Conrad from 'Weeds' (btw my friends aren't with me anymore). She asks me if i want to sell drugs.
"No! We don't know anything about this country, the rules, or how its done."
She nods and excepts my answer.

.....

I'm at this plain/hill of grass. Its dark green, with lots of dirt patches. I reminds me of the grass in england at night. I remember i'm fighting something. I can't say for sure, but i think its a person who i thought needed to die, or the person needed to be restrained. I was picking up items/ objects that i could see from a distance guiding them with me hands, to throw at him. But he kept dodging them.

.....

Its sunny again. I'm on top of a hill with 2 other people. I don't remember who they were. We were overlooking the ocean except there was a tower blocking some of the vision (the tower i think resembled the tower in Dubai). We were having some kind of competition, in which we were using our minds to throw massive trucks into the air. I managed to be able to throw the trucks up easy enough, but when they were coming down i tried to throw them up again with out touching the ground, and that was a lot harder. I only ever did it once i think.

Its weird the stuff i was doing at the end resembled something i would do when i'm lucid, but i don't remember being lucid at the time.

I'm on a family holiday, somewhere in Europe, where its really cold but its not snowing. I'm still in year twelve and yet to sit my TEE. My mum and dad treat me like an adult in the sense that i don't have to go to school, so they don't care what i do all day. but they suggest i don't just waste my time sitting around in the house. I remember going out one day, with my mum and she was explaining what all the buildings were. I found it difficult to follow her, because the buildings didn't really look like their name (e.g. a primary school, looked like a community centre). I decided to get a job here for a while, by teaching.

.....

I'm going to my ball. i assume i'm back home. I don't recall anything about it. The next day this guy at school i don't like, had like a breakdown, and walked into his ex's ball. I followed him to try and stop him (i was wearing a suit as well). Halfway up this walkway, he gave up on his rage and walked back. I did as well. I see my auntie, in her car. I wave to her and keep walking. After a few meters Alice (auntie) walks past me again. At this time, i'm with my friend. She asks him for some help getting her some word thats i can't remember starting with 'g'. it didn't make sense to me but my friend knew exactly what she meant. he says he won't get get it for her, because its illegal. I then agree to do it, even tho i didn't know what i was doing.

So we start walking to the liquor store. Apparently she had forgotten her ID (Alice is a lot younger than all my other relatives), and the guy wouldn't let her buy the booze. I tell her that, i'm not even 18, and i don't have a fake ID. Once we get close to the shop, i check to see if they have any security camera's. The have one, so i lean against the wall under it, so it can't see me. Alice gives me this massive A3 sheet of paper, that has a lay out of a house. She explains that if they ask me 4 ID, to show them that.

I enter the shop, and see this girl i met the other day. We talk for a bit, while we wait in line. It takes forever. The line in the shop changes into a line at the Mexican boarder. people are hopping onto trains under the cover of night and stuff.

I 'wake up' in my RL room. There's three posters on my wall. Chris is with me. I say out loud that the poster in the middle wasn't that small last time i checked (i don't actually have any posters on the wall they were on in real life). Chris seconds the motion by agreeing with me, in that the middle poster wasn't that big. I pull on my finger and it elongates a bit.

When i become lucid i try to imagine a scene around a campfire, with friends but it doesn't really work. I got transported to a different location. I'm in this room (which would appear to by me dream bedroom), and i get the feeling i'm at a high altitude with snow, because of the cold. Mum and Dad yell to me that they're going out. I let them do what ever they want, with out talking to them. On the wall there's this reasonable sized TV. its playing a TV show. Watch that for a few mins, but i get bored of it. Croker comes into the room. He lays down next to me on this massive bed, and we watch the show. we chat for a while, while watching it. I notice that he has really golden eyes (looked cool). Croker leaves. At this point, it seems that half an hour has passed, which is a lot longer than my normal lucids. I think about the wall i read, about people who had, had dreams that seem to go on for days. but tell myself not to get carried away.

I leave my room and go explore the rest of the house. I decide to practice my manipulation of objects (did this because i've noticed i'm getting a lot better at flying, like in being able to control my movements). I levitate objects by pointing my hand at them. I throw a book really fast through the air and it goes through the window. I go to the window, and there's this school. Some guy walks past, and i try to push him off the ground. its a lot harder than moving a book. I don't manage to get him off the ground as such, but i cause him to lift half a meter and fall over. he runs away.

I turn away and go into the kitchen. Theres the stove and its on. I put my hand near it, and it heat receptors go off. i then put my hand onto it, and the pain goes away. I turn around and there's these 2 women talking together. I remember that in dreams often people make no sense at all. So i focus really hard on what they say. Its difficult to explain, but i can't..... think clearly about what they say, its like i get distracted easily, but with out being distracted. It seemed to make sense, even tho one of them was complaining to the other about her husband not liker her name.
 
.....

I'm back in the kitchen except there's only 1 women there this time (not one of the 2 before). She walks away from the kitchen, straight into the wall. I laugh, its like a glitch. I try to let her walk through the wall, but instead of walking through it, she turns around and walks away. She dropped her watch and i levitated it back to her. She froze. I couldn't be bothered trying to explain to her its all a dream so i just turn and walk away.

I begin to walk back to my room. While i was walking down the hallway, a teacher at my school comes past.
"I'm dreaming Mr A!"
"i'm kicking myself," he answers.
Then Sam walks through the front door (a friend of mine, who says he has lucid dreams commonly with out trying). I greet him happily and tell him to follow me. We go to my room and i show him the TV. I tell him, because its a dream he can have all the sex he wants, he just has to imagine a situation. on the TV 2 girls are making out. i tell him that all he has to do, is imagine his in the same location, and he can join them. His really impressed. He does something that makes me want to hit him, but before i can i wake up.


Interesting the way i became lucid in this dream. I think it was because earlier on in the dream, the middle poster was bigger, and i noticed it. And somehow, that changing was what triggered me.

This was by far the longest Lucid i've had, seemed to go on for at least a couple of hours

I leave my room and go explore the rest of the house. 

 

After i slept through my attempted WILD, I remember much detail, because i put effort into going back to sleep instead of writing it down:

Something to do with a book has tipped me off that i'm dreaming. I can think really clearly, in they way that i remember me aims perfectly. That being said i try to make a portal on the wall. The room is generally dark, but thats about all i remember. I draw the portal by using my finger to trace a circle on the wall. once the circle is complete the inside glows dark blue. I keep trying to go through it, but it doesn't work. I spend quite a bit of time doing this, and eventually wake up.

It was a false awakening, but i forgot to do a RC. So i write down all of the events in detail, in a dream journal (urg). my normal dream journal still has lots to go until i need to get a new book, but in the dream all of the pages have maths work on it, so i look around for another book. I find one, its one of these small writing books. I decide to go back to sleep so that i can try to get back into the dream.

Forget where i was. I did an RC and my finger cut in half, when i tried to pull on it. Same plan as before and i try to make a portal. this time people are with me, except they get in my way, and i tell them to go away. This time i make the portal even bigger. Except i still can't get through the portal to my friends house :(

....wake up (not sure if i woke up in RL or it was a FA, like i said i don't remember too much).

I'm at this social gathering, looks like a picnic of some sort. Some friends from my primary school are there. I talk to the 4 a bit, and then decide to do an RC. I manage to extend my index finger. It feels weird and i play with it, by poking the people there. get bored of that pretty fast, and move on to try and make that portal again. Same thing, the portal goes blue and all (i take that as a good sign?), except i still can't get through it (urg!).

i can't seem to get past this portal thing. any advice??

[1st encounter:]

1st encounter: woke up 15mins after going back to sleep after WILD

I'm going to human biology. Before i get into the class the teacher checks to see if i'm wearing my uniform correctly. He congratulate me for it being correct (he was surprised). So i enter the class and start unpacking my books (i'm the first person inside). While i'm unpacking all of my books, all of these little kids enter. As more enter i realize i'm in the wrong class and i check with the teacher to make sure. He says i'm not supposed to be here. i check my diary and i have English instead.

So i leave but as i past the door something happens. Mr Clark is standing just to the right of the door. But its some kind of communication thing. i explain to him i'm going to be late, because i went to the wrong class. He accepts it, and we have small chit-chat for a bit.
"don't you find this kinda....." (i was gonna say trippy, but for some reason i thought if i said this, my teacher would consider me a druggie)
I explain that i'm in human biol, but i'm talking to you like i'm in english. Its really amazing to me but not to him.

.....

I'm walking towards english, and i see this guy in my year is standing looking into space in the middle of the path. i don't remember if i did a RC but i become lucid. I remember 1 of my main goals (to try and talk to my subconscious).
"subconscious!" i yell out to the sky. But i can't seem to talk. But thats not a problem i reason that i don't need to talk because what i think, will be just as effective as what i say. As i say that, everything starts to shake and a really bright light blinds me. Before i wake up, i attempt to spin to stay in, it works .

But i'm now in this room with 2 armchairs. at this point i'm pissed off my subconscious tried to kick me out, so i'm sorta angry now.
"talk to me!" i yell.
Its hell weird. I have dreams where things seem to be 2d, now it happened while i was lucid. it was like i lost  all of my powers (what can you do in a 2d world?). It turns into this character profile similar to the ones you see in games. I'm led to believe its a profile of my subconscious but it seems kinda silly now. Its a profile of this demon similar to the one i had in my first aggresive DC encounter. the background was red, and he seemed evil. The description was in another language so i couldn't read what the information was about either.

.... i wake up

this is my first attempt to find some sort of dream guide..... didn't go too well

[Rotto Dreams:]

I've had 2D dreams, so weird but fun!
I doubt i could ever have a lucid 2D, that sounds hard.

Well i didn't exactly mean to make it 2d.

Rotto Dreams:

I've been away for about a week, but forgot to bring DJ so these are just what i remember them to be. a bit vague but they didn't exactly have much in them anyway.

Dream 1:

I'm in a rotto house (btw rotto is an island off Perth, where i often go 4 holidays). I don't remember how i become lucid but i do. this dream house is the same as the 1 i was staying in except it was flipped (as in the bedrooms were on the right of the kitchen instead of the left. sorta need to see it).

i walk outside the house and on to the street. The street is packed with people. There's this guy at my school (who i don't really talk to), who rides past on a bake saying something to me. I see other familiar faces and decide to walk down the road. The further i go down the street the less people i recognize. I start to run down the street because its too slow walking.

I run with extra speed, but my surroundings also speed up in relation to my speed. This cause me to also accelerate until i start to wake up, and a bright light engulfs me. I quickly start spinning and i'm transported to this beach. Its the beach just around the bay. there's this girl there. begin to have sex, but i wake up.


When ever i try to run unnaturally fast it doesn't seem to work. need to practice that.

Dream 2:

I'm in my rotto house.
"your in a dream!" i hear somebody yell from 1 of the bedrooms. I do a reality check and my finger extends. but a few seconds after this i hear my brothers voice. It was coming from RL but i was still in the dream. i knew it was only a matter of seconds before a would wake up (because his really loud), so i just moved my index finger around like play-dough.... wake up.


A DC yelled out that i was dreaming.... this isn't the first time a DC's helped me become lucid, but its definitely more direct. Normally i chat about dreams with DC's with out thinking about doing a RC, but this time a DC told me that i was dreaming, almost like he/she was trying to convince me. Weird as well that the voice sounded like it was in pain..... hmmm

Dream 3:

i'm in this house i don't recognize. I'm hurrying around because the world is about to be hit by a massive natural disaster. I'm trying to find a place where i can be protected, i keep seeing pairs of silver bolts in the floor. I give Chris a call as ask him how his going. I explain my hiding place, and says that its not good enough and that i'm gonna die if i stay there. he says Aimee's house is safe. I hesitate moving from my location, because i few seconds ago the disaster was predicted to occur.

I'm transported to Aimee's house. I ask if i can stay with her, during the event. She says its fine, and leads me down to this basement. There's lots of carpets everywhere and my sister is there too. I feel happy that Gigi (sister) is gonna be safe.

I'm on the freemantle train line with a group if friends coming back from shopping. Time has now shifted to pre-apocalypse, and we're all talking about where everybody is going and saying good luck and stuff like that (it seems soo weird how we were acting). My stop comes when i realize i don't have enough time to pack my bags, i get annoyed at how i forget to pack them.

I'm transported to the train station (with my bags all packed ) Aimee and Simon are with me. I become lucid (4get how). Simon is being a dick to this lady by blocking her path with his bike. i grab the seat and pull him back so the lady can go through. i then decide i'll try and play with my DC's. I i tell them that we should get my sister to come a fly us back to Aimee's. They ignore me, so i poke them and say it again. They act like i'm not even there, and it annoys me..... i wake up


i wasn't that lucid otherwise i wouldn't of wasted my time trying to trick them..... instead they fooled me.






my holiday was perfect for dreams, cause it was at rotto, and 1 of my dream signs is rotto. Sadly tho because i come back when my family has gone to sleep i had to sleep in the kitchen and my sister would wake me up early in the morning. So i only got around 5 hours a night, compared to normal 9. also the ground wasn't exactly comfy. I'm lucky to remember what i did.
 

[Video Game: very low level lucid, but fun]

Video Game: very low level lucid, but fun

its the end of a school day and i ask ben what gym his going to this afternoon. We're going to the same gym and i get a lift with him. When we first enter we stop and talk to this girl (who's always there in RL), turns out she has a boyfriend now. we move on the section we want. ben stops half way at this really pissy gym. he says that he works out here and i tell him we're not going to today. But he insists.

it turns out to be a tennis club. Malcolm (ben's dad) is running it. There's all these kids waiting outside the closed club room. Malcolm comes out and explains that he was sorry that the lesson is very late, and that it will be free. As his saying this i admire how Malcolm can do this job, and do his other job. I refuse to play tennis so i walk off towards the weights room. I think at some point i had a skate board and was going around the place on it.

ben comes with me, and we set out to do lat pull down. There's 3 different machines. 2 are both really old, and 1 is really new. a father and son are looking at it, when ben asks them if we can use it. They agree and ben and i put on these gadgets. There's 1's for the wrist and 1'a for the foot/shin. The shins looked really cool. there was this button in the middle of your shin that you have to press in order to get the machine working. When i pressed the button the wrists and shins lit up in fluro colors.

Somehow this new machine transports me and ben to this volcanic place so we can fight (like in mortal combat). (now i don't remember exactly when i became lucid, because i don't remember doing anything that suggested i was lucid, but i would assume around this point i new it was a dream). Silence by Delirium is playing, and as we're transported to the location i'm dancing. Best way to describe would be an OBE, in that i was watching myself dance from a movie kinda view, but i feel the contractions of muscles and stuff like that, pretty weird now that i think of it. at this point it was pretty intense with the new addition of 'Silence'.

When the countdown finished we started fighting. At this point i had turned into this armored squirrel. Still in movie view i went up to ben and hit him with my legs by throwing them over my body, like you would when doing a handstand. I then decided to run away (i had planned it all along, i didn't really feel like fighting anyway). Now i was in 1st person view again. I jumped into the air and was sorta able to fly. Like i couldn't go straight up into the air i could only glide. But that being said, i could glide really far so it was practically flying.

There's these hills/volcanoes that push me up into the sky because of the hot air. Eventually i come down from the glide, and i attempt to land on this island i stayed at in PNG. i didn't make it and landed in the sea. I was now my normal self again and ben had stopped chasing me. I tried swimming hell fast to the shore (which was really far away), but i wasn't able to do it at super speed, so i gave up. My mum the appears, in the water near me. It was like ben had changed into her.

She's really intrigued by the whole lucid dream thing. I explain the best i can whats happening at the moment. I treat and think of her, like my mum is actually there. I remember somebody in RL saying that they don't think they would be able to breath underwater, even if they knew it was a dream. i conclude that it was my mum, and i try to tell her to look at me while i breath underwater. She see's something in the distance and tries to get me to look at it, i ignore her because i think for some reason it might wake me up.

We're transported to Rotto. we sit down while i explain to her whats happening. while talking i see a really hot girl. I attempt to tell my mum, that i don't want to be with her anymore. But as i begin to say this, i think what happens if she stumbles into me and her, so i end up leaving the idea..... wake up.


Silence by Delirium seems to be my theme song now when i dream. i listened to their album this morning when i woke up, its very.... dream-like.

I can thank pj for me turning into a squirrel, read your post during my WILD  

Interesting how last night i was reading about how you think DC are actually there, and the first time it happens to me is that night.