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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #75 on: January 06, 2020, 02:13:52 PM »
Yes always RC during storms or if you see freaky looking  clouds in the sky. I usually forget that in dreams too. I have gotten lucid during storm dreams but it's been pretty rare for me.

I've done laundry in dreams because of having it on my mind before...

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #76 on: January 07, 2020, 08:45:22 AM »
Laundry was on my brain that night but I was too lazy to do it. I should have had better things on my mind.

Supernatural Con
Went to a convention based on the Supernatural show. Each character had his or her own booth. Don't know why but I was hanging out by Misha's (Castiel) booth the most. At another point I caught Jared (Sam) carrying pizzas into the building so helped him.

Aunt's Movie
There was a lot of getting onto and off of busses that kept taking me to the same place, a narrow street at the foot of a hill. I got out and noticed my aunt was filming a movie. Down the street was a parade that seemed to be a Star Wars & Pride Parade combined.

note: I fell alseep very early last night. I didn't want to but thought that if I was so tired I might be able to pull off a WILD. Didn't work.


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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #77 on: January 09, 2020, 08:20:24 AM »
Lucid Dream the night before: Rey & the Babies

Last night:

Booklet Production
I designed a booklet full of info about where I work. I had hoped to hand it out at events but my supervisor didn't think the booklets were a good idea, and they were also a waste of paper. I told them I would create a digital version instead

Dino Dance
Part of a crowded dance class that had confusing and frustrating dance moves. I didn't understand why I was there. The ending of the dance had me dancing with an inflatable dinosaur.

Electric Spots & Wonky Clock
Random spots would erupt with little threads of what looked like lightning. I think something was trying to come through, something from a different time. I noticed too that the clock was odd. It was a slice of tree trunk. The arm would fold oodly somewhere between 10 and 12 and there were less than 30 seconds in a minute. This made me wonder if there were less than 60 minutes in an hour as well. If there were, that meant we were telling time all wrong, which was the main reason we can't time travel.

Language App
People in my class all had a language app and I couldn't download it because my ipod was too old.
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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #78 on: January 10, 2020, 08:03:03 AM »
Restudy
I talked to someone about certain sections of the speech I recite. They asked what certain words meant and I couldn't recall some of them.
note: tried to remember exactly what some of those words meant but couldn't break them down properly. Must start studying again.

Cops Called
A guy wanted me to call the police on him so he could turn himself in. I called and they sent a swarm of police who beat up the guy, and about three others who were in the vicinity. I couldn't tell if the guy had been shot or tazered but he wasn't moving on the ground. I was angered and yelled at the police but they didn't care about what I had to say

RDJ & Two Ways
Hiking at night we came to a tall cliffside. At the top was a guy who came leaping down cliff like a mountain goat, on barely there ledges. It was Robert Downey Jr. We were all headed to the same place and he asked us to accompany him but we didn't. We went opposite ways, to meet somewhere later.

Bear Tent
A giant bear erected a tent to hibernate in over winter. it reminded me that winter is supposed to be a time of rest and regeneration. I tried to think of ways I could hibernate in a human way.

Kit Talk
Ran into Kitty who had become a child care assistant. We talked for a long time about the importance of food as medicine until people interrupted us, seemingly trying to keep us from conversing. I left.

Working
Fragment about doing something at work, in a meeting discussing things.

New Forum
I stared an online forum. Can't remember what the topic was. It wasn't about dreaming though, is what I do know. It kept getting locked by an organization that used the eagle symbol of the United States. I had to keep answering questions to reopen the forum. I hated that they were using the eagle symbol, a symbol that was stolen from an important historical story of the Native Americans/First Nations of the Americas, to oppress me.
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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #79 on: January 11, 2020, 12:25:05 PM »
Fragments
-A guy who cooked good catfish was selling catfish nuggets and fries happy meal style
-riding a snow mobile through the woods

Note to me. 4:30 this morning a niece showed up at my door, soaking wet and shivering. She said her sister had kicked her out of their father's house. I let her in, gave her a blanket, told her to warm up and try get some sleep on the couch. We'd figure stuff out in the morning. I didn't get to sleep until after my 6am alarm went off. This affected my eventual dream.

Father Hunting
A couple of my nieces, they were younger in dream than they are in actuality, and I drove around searing for their father. I was angry with him and ready to punch him the eff out if I had to. We stopped at many different places trying  to find him. I mentioned to the girls (who had been adopted by a nice lady when they were babies) that they should go back to their real home and patch things up with their adoptive mom instead of choosing to stay with their abusive biological father. Family are the people who care about and help you, not the ones who hinder and hurt you. We talked for a long time and I eventually drove the girls to their adoptive mother's house. She was so happy to see them. I still wanted to punch their dad out and would if he started with me but decided to not let him have that power over me any further. If his daughters could step away from him, so would I. I refused to complicate things with my anger.

I think this dream was me working out my feelings about the girl, her biological family, and even about myself because I never knew my father. I also had to take a huge step away from most of my biological family because they are hurtful and try to hinder me, as well as each other, as much as possible. I think it was a reminder to myself that family is a concept that goes beyond biology.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #80 on: January 16, 2020, 02:06:09 AM »
Jan 15th: Lucid Dream!!! Giant, Storm, & Star Search

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #81 on: January 18, 2020, 11:29:23 AM »
Jan 16 & 17, fragmented recall.

Today

Sneaking into a Baseball Game
I lost track of two kids I was baby sitting. I saw a baseball game nearby so went over and asked if anyone had seen the two kids. People had seen them inside so I sneaked into the game by way of the kitchen and then into the stadium. The game ended as I started looking around.

Family Photos
Someone was trying to arrange family photos but couldn't round up everyone into one location for the pictures.

Studying Language
I'd let my language study slip so began devoting 2 hours a day after work to studying the grammar portions.

City Shooter
I went to a city I used to live in. A shooter walked down the sidewalk shooting anyone. I ducked into an inlet that led into a store but the door was locked. It was too late to move so readied myself for a fight when the shooter came by. But someone unlocked the shop doors to let me in. We hid inside but the shooter, himself now looking for shelter, tried to shoot and bust his way into the shop to hide. Me and the shop owner took an dumbwaiter to the next floor and there discovered two girls tied to a bed. We untied them, gave them out jackets for cover, and went up to the next level. On the third floor the others watched as the cops and the shooter had a shoot out. I called the police to tell them we were in the building, and also we had found two battered girls who had been tied up in a dungeon. We waited for the authorities to find us.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #82 on: January 18, 2020, 05:54:31 PM »
I've had those shooter dreams before. That sounded kind of scary.

Do you baby sit a lot in reality? It seems a theme in your dreams.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #83 on: January 19, 2020, 09:55:48 AM »
I hate shooter dreams. They're not quite nightmares but they're up there. I should have reality checked during that. I'm supposed to reality check when I'm fearful.
I used to baby sit a lot, not so much anymore. They're so defiant and picky now. I'm all for a kid speaking her or his mind and using 'I' statements but they usually do it in the most disrespectful ways.
I actually did watch a baby that night tho, my nephew. Think he's 6 months old. I come from a big family and have 25 nieces and nephews so far so yep, babysat a LOT in the past.
But on another note, I think the dream kids are typically me trying to keep an eye on my bratty inner child, most of the dreams are this:
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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #84 on: January 19, 2020, 10:07:46 AM »
Note: Day 3 of JM on LS

Craft Class
Was in a class trying to put together crafty stuff but they kept falling apart. I was first angry that I couldn't do it. Then I was ashamed for being angry. And at one point I just cried. People tried to console me but I told them to please leave me alone.

Plane Working
Was on an airplane with some family. In flight I tried to work on a project but the volume on my laptop wouldn't turn down which annoyed others on the plane. No matter what I did I couldn't get the volume to lessen. (device fail, should have reality checked)

Boiling Over
In a kitchen there was a giant stove full of cooking food. Most of the pots were boiling over. I watched as someone continually tried to put covers on all the pots but they kept getting boiled off the pots again. I yelled, "Turn the heat down!" several times and was ignored.

Cheesy Adventure TV Show
Watched a show about these people on worldwide adventures trying to act like they were out in the middle of nowhere all the time. You could see hints of civilization in the background of some of the shots, cars passing in the background through what was supposed to be impenetrable jungle, stuff like that. I thought if this dumb show can get picked up, I should be able to create something just 'as good' to be picked up by some production company.

Lucid: I remember successfully reality checking several times in a dream but I can't remember the dream. Hoping it will come back to me at some point today.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #85 on: January 20, 2020, 08:17:34 AM »
Interdimensional Travel with Bill Nye
A very long and strange dream where I was shown to different dimensions by Bill Nye. I didn't think to reality check once but maybe that's for the better. I think the crazy dream was simply a much needed escape from all the stress lately.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #86 on: January 21, 2020, 08:53:15 AM »
2nd Line House
Was at my a place we used to visit on 2nd Line (its not there anymore). GH and DH moved in. D had an outdooor workout space which he didn't use. I tried talking to him but ended up running off with a bunch of kids who were running about. I think I changed into a child

Exploding Acorns
Found a tree with giant acorns. One of them had split at the bottom and a bunch of seeds popped out. My mother touched the seeds and the whole acorn popped open, spraying milkweed like seeds everywhere. I touched an acorn and it did the same thing. It was magical like being surrounded in a cloud of shimmering seed fluffs.

Pups Came Back
The pups we just sold off ended up back at my house. Their mom was so happy to see them I didn't have the heart to separate them again. But I also couldn't afford to take care of all four of them. later I noted taht every time they ate, they threw it up again.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #87 on: January 21, 2020, 04:32:11 PM »
I often still feel like a kid in my dreams or at least a teen. But then I don't feel like my age in waking life either. Still just the same kid I've always been, more or less.
Except being more of a homebody than wanting to go hang out and party with friends all the time like I used to.   

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #88 on: January 22, 2020, 08:24:47 AM »
I don't think I'm ever my waking age in dreams either. I never stop to check but I'm pretty sure of it. I wonder if age checks in dreams could be used for something.


Flooded School
My school flooded but we were given the option to go home or stay. I was determined to make my teacher work and was going to stay but overheard him on the phone talking to his kids. I went out to catch the bus, missed it, and had to find a ride home. There was coffee in the bathroom. And some girl trying to bully me. I just laughed at her and kept telling her to try kick my ass if she was going to.

Roof Pets
I had a kitten and puppy. The kitten climbed a tree which bent backward and flung the cat onto the roof. The dog jumped until it ended up on the roof too. I called someone to come get them down. I think the trees in my dream were aware and alive. (should have reality checked, could have gotten my convo with a tree dream goal accomplished)

Parade/Protest
Started with me in a group of people. I saw a guy I used to hang out with in high school. For some reason we hated each other. The guy's dad kept trying to patch things up between us. I joined a parade with a lacrosse team. When they ran, I tried to run faster to show my ex friend that I was still in tip top shape. I don't think he cared. The parade turned into a protest march. I felt most were just there to get on the news. I started an instagram page to document all the protest pix and vids I was taking lately.

Crystal Heart House
I bought a new house. The upper level made no sense lay out wise. There was a steep hill in the room which I tried to figure out how to turn into a bedroom. The walls were riddled with ant holes. The ceiling had disappeared and all the bared beams lead to the center of the room There was a platform there. I jumped up and saw a big pulsating crystal that I knew was the heart of the house. I couldn't tell if it was evil or neutral or something good.

Alarm Won't Shut Up
I think this is a continuation of the above dream. My ipod alarm was going off. I try everything to shut if off but it won't. 'I should reality check,' I tell my companion. "That's a good idea," she said. I reality checked, but only half heartedly because I knew that if I was dreaming i was hearing my wake up alarm, which means I'd have to wake up.

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Re: Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn
« Reply #89 on: January 24, 2020, 09:24:52 AM »
Jan 23

Recalled dreams when waking at 6. DIdn't write them down and lost them.
Do remember an HI of a claymation looking jaguar.



Jan 24
Crumbling Mountain & Filth
Me and some kid walked along in a clear stream and climbed up a waterfall on a crumbling mountain. We came to the cave from which the water came from, walked through it and on the other side was a city. We had hoped for more wilderness, and I realized the waterfall was probably city water run off being redrected into the pristine wilderness from which we had just come. We left through the cave again with the intention of blocking the, now filthy, waterfall. We couldn't climb back down, the mountain had become too crumbled. It tipped over and we both fell into a large pool of sewage. We climbed out and I found many others were struggling to get out of the filth. I helped some. I found a thin baby just laying on the ground. I picked her up and carried her to a shower station (which had suddenly appeared) and washed her off.

Bus & Cathy Bates
On a bus full of rowdy international students. I got off the bus and went to a hoardery looking house in which cathy bates lived. I climbed on a ladder against a tree and waited for her to come out. I brushed my hair, 30 times on each side, while waiting. A dog peed on the ladder leg and the ladder began disintegrating. I climbed down and rummaged through the junk around the house. Cathy eventually came out, miserable looking. "Good Morning Sunshine!" I yelled at her. She gave me the finger and told me I was lucky she was out of ammo. She went back inside. I started cleaning up her yard.

The struggling and filth dreams speaks to me. I feel like I'm stuck there at that sewage pool pointlessly trying to help people who could be saved if only they just reached out for me to lift them out a little bit.

Also, the confusion and clutter and chaos of the bus and the house speak loudly. I remembered being atop the ladder brushing my hair, upon waking. Brushing of the hair is symbolic in my culture, brushing out the mess of the mind. I think my subconscious is telling me I need to slow down and tend myself. Also feel like CB represents my sister and all her hoarded emotional baggage that she refuses to part with. I can be as supportive and as positive as I want but its not going to even begin to put a dent in cleaning out and cleaning up the horror stories of her life. It makes me think maybe I should suggest a cultural approach, even though neither of us are particularly religious or cultural.