Update: 26-11-2009
Lucidity level: 8.5 (record vividness/stability)
Dream sign: constant suspicion i might be dreaming
Reality checks: check stability of scenery, reading numbers.
REVERSE GRAVITY
hang at zen temple building, i kind of missed being around spiritual people, but mainly missed the peaceful atmosphere of a true zen setting.
I'm in some sort of class, like primary school, this is a very vague random dream where i go to sit on a toilet and start peeing. I keep peeing and peeing.. and peeing.. it takes so long (in the back of my mind i know i'm dreaming, hence i don't care much about the people around me) i think i need to stop peeing..
i re-join the class of kids running around doing random stuff, a special guest arrives.
Its Koutei Sennin (a male dancer i was a fan of in the past), only now he's married and has a pot belly, i go and hug him anyway and tell him i was a fan. He performs a magic trick for us. he somehow creates 2 mini versions of himself. I shout "kawaii" (means cute in Japanese) and i play with one of his mini clones.
Such a vivid scene, i'm sitting in a room looking out of a window, everything seems soo real, soo stable, yet i'm pretty certain i might be dreaming.. i look around, and decide to look at something pleasant to RC, i spot a maroon colored modern house, i stare at it to check for dream inconsistencies.. sure enough as i move eyes up and down the house, the silver curtains move from one window to two windows, then i see a woman smoking in one window, then she teleports to another downstairs window. i'm definitely dreaming. i look around to see what there is to do.. for a moment my mind destabilizes as i look out the corner of the window, but i dont want that so i move to an appropriate position.
I feel so good, i'm always happy to know i'm dreaming, i feel free, and the air is fresh.
look at various things, power lines, overcast sky, parts of buildings, they are all unusually so stable for a dream they dont move, warp, change or anything! although my vision is a little boggle eyed.
Where do i want to go? i spot the city scape.. yes, i want to go into one of those high buildings, i jump and fly out of this window, and as i'm aiming for one of those high rise buildings, gravity seems to pull me off course, but its not pulling me down, its pulling me UP!! i let go control and ascend, omg, i'm rising without effort! this is much better than what i had planned! i let go and am pulled high up above the city, i watch the high rises get smaller below me till i reach the clouds or some place of pure white.. and still ascending. omg am i reaching a white consciousness? suddenly i find self in my white bedroom (not realizing my real bedroom is not remotely even close to white in color and arrangement) so i thought it was over.
I'm wandering a market with lots of stuff, but i'm looking for something specific. There are children and people i know around and then i'm standing outside in front of a table of bbq goods. i hold a shiny silver beer wrapper, i read text and numbers to check if i'm dreaming, i turn it upside down, and back.. the numbers change, i'm dreaming! i wander off, soon find myself in some vehicle with many people, its crowded like an elevator (looks like elevator inside) i'm facing a hot guy, his hair dyed nice dark blond color, i endulge in staring at him from behind my arm, all the girls in the truck want him.. "he's mine" i can hear them thinking.. so i think "ok he's so popular i'll let him com to me" i turn around to face mum, mum gives me some advice, which i cant hear properly or make sense of. i ask her to repeat but she doesn't want anyone 2 hear so refuses to. i'm trying to decipher whatever she said in my head.. i get muddled and annoyed that mum is distracting me from my dream concentration.
FA : i wake and need to toilet, go to bathroom in sleepy mode (stumbling).. "hang on this scene is wrong, i cant reach toilet".