Man of Shred's dreams

[DrTechnical]

Whoa  . Way to defend the dream girlfriend.

[StarSeeker]

Whoa  . Way to defend the dream girlfriend.

Seconded.

It really looks like you live two lifes instead of one.

Who is Lujan? I don't know who he is, but I wish you the best luck against him. May the most powerful energy unveil itself to you, when you are ready to use it.

[Kraftwerk]

Whoa  . Way to defend the dream girlfriend.

Seconded.

It really looks like you live two lifes instead of one.

Who is Lujan? I don't know who he is, but I wish you the best luck against him. May the most powerful energy unveil itself to you, when you are ready to use it.

I envy man of shred, and anyone who can manage to pull something like that off. Its my ultimate goal to have an alternate dream life.

[Man of Shred]

It really looks like you live two lifes instead of one.

 Lujan is a False Nagual from the parallel perception forums at yuku. He basically read the castaneda books and convinced himself that he is a Nagual. He has a group of followers there. His rival, Lonewolf made THIS thread about him. http://sorcery.yuku.com/topic/2020


 as for the Two lives thing... Asuka actually made me do laundry in one of my lucid dreams believe it or not

[Man of Shred]

Dragon.

In this dream I am a dragon tending to a nest of small dragons.

yeah?

vague sex dream.

Working

I am traveling by car I think to a new construction job. I eneter it with my dad. For some reason I am not able to do much work.

FA, I wake up inside the building. My bedroom has a super high ceiling. I leave somewhere.

friends

i'm in a car with some man. There is a couple young children in there. We go to this person's home for a while. I forget much of this dream.

Cat

Flash of walking outside a building. There are cats by peoples feet. I find the cutest one and pet it. Everyone is shocked that I can pet it. They say it usually attacks people. I seem to be it's friend.

Naiya.

I am looking at a newspaper and come across Naiya's photo. She begins moving in th photo and I am pulled int the image. I don't remember anything after that.

[pj]

Its my ultimate goal to have an alternate dream life.

And it seems you've now achieved it in grand style, all in one night!

[Man of Shred]

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=G5BD535V  audio log for my dreams.

[Man of Shred]

Hill slide

Flash of being with someone who i think Was Asuka. We were on these smooth rocky hills. Asuka, was a head of me in Male form. I watched her Slide down one of the hills. She taunted me to follow her. I said I needed a piece of cardboard to slide down with. I grabbed for one but it was gone. I managed to slide town anyway and Caught up with her.

Portait of A Shaman's Death

I'm at the Bar in didsbury during an open jam. I'm beside Steve who's playing guitar. My guitar is broken and I can't play with him. He's by himself. He seems sad. He says to me "Why won't you play with me Robert?"

I walk away and run into a local bar Patron who's usually always drunk. This time He seems like he is someone completely different. As I walk by his table The scene changes. Now He's sitting before a row of canvases. I can make out many people I know in the pictures. All of them are people who have influenced me As Waking Life guides and Shamans. I see steve the guitar player again. Then I see Thelma. She's sitting in a light purple robes holding a wand in one. And A sword in the other. The paintings seem to be alive and same with the people within them. They all glow with Energy.

The man explains to me that In two weeks time. I will be among the portraits... Right after I die. I only catch the "You will die in two weeks" bit. I tell him I've always heard predictions of my death, but never payed any attention to them, because most of them have failed so far. He says There is no avoiding my death in two weeks. He says everyone in the portraits have died. I argue that I still know them and talk with them in my waking life fairly often. He replies that they had to die to become what they are. He says he can show me my portrait in progress.

All the portraits change. I see the same people within them but they are all moving. The man repeats that my energy will be gone in two weeks. to prove it he shows me my canvas. I see a kitten on the canvas. But more like there are two of them meshed together. They are slowly separating. They don't appear to be dying at all. But very much alive. I know that they Represent me As a double being.

FA, I wake up and remember the dream. All I remember is that I will die in two weeks. I start plotting health habits to avoid the death. for some reason i rationalize no more canned soup.

Telling Steve

I find steve. He's at my house. I tell him the whole dream. But he keeps getting distracted.

H on Myspace

I'm in my bedroom. a party is happening around me. I think Haley is there. I'm also on my computer and see that She has a myspace. But for some reason I'm getting a strange vibe from it.

Mom

I'm in my house Arguing with my mother. I get angry and yell at her. She rages at me. My and my cousin Peter manage to get her on the ground. I pick her up by her arms, My cousin takes her by the feet. We then head towards the door to haul her out. She is screaming and cursing at us.

Mud

I'm mixing a bucket of Drywall mud. But for some reason it starts boiling like water. i wake up right away.

Another Concert.

I'm beside a stage where someone is giving a concert. I Listen to the man play guitar. I can tell he's another dreamer. After he finishes playing He asks me to help him pack things up.

Missing Time

I'm 30 ft away from the stage. The man comes up to me and Asks where I went. I become semi lucid and tell him, That when I'm dreaming. I often get distracted very easily, and can forget things with an amnesiac quality. He says It's fine. he understands. I'm sitting down with him. then I notice a bag of chips pop out of nowhere. i then ask him If he manifested these within the dream, Or was it me? He said he thinks it was me. I then take the bag. Open it and follow him to the stage to help him pack up the rest of the gear.

[Man of Shred]

Slight Argument

 I was talking with one of the Raven's. Don't remember who it was. But that person was trying to tell me that the PerSyd that fought me was just a DC. I argued how do you explain her being seen by other members. The person Argued that you should point to know for sure. I said pointing is mainly for learning to see energy and Identifying the energy of different inorganics. I then explained that I can feel peoples energy when I interact with them in dreams. Real people have a definite presence in dreams. I usually see their faces as luminous. Regular Dream characters are transparent to me. I get no feeling from them, they also lack presence. When I ignore Dream characters they go away. I also stated that Dream characters can't use dream magic, or use spells to control others.

asuka

 Flash of walking down the hallway with Asuka, Everything is dark.

Asuka- vex?

 I am seeing Asuka in a disoriented state. She has both love and murder in her eyes. I also recognize vex in her. As if they are merged or something.

[Man of Shred]

Video Games

I remember being with a group of people. I enter my house and they all start leaving. I ask one of them if they want to stay and play video games. They said no, they have other plans. I'm left alone in my house and just play video games by myself on a giant flatscreen.

Weird

I'm walking to a town trying to get to someplace. I've dreamed here before. In that dream I was driving in my dads truck and we came to a mall. I came to the same Mall ni this dream. Going inside I realized I had also dreamed inside this mall many times. Going in and out of many stores.

This Time I get a bit lost. I try and find an exit because I have to be somewhere. I run into some guy and ask him where the exit is. He leads me down a hallway. there are many stores that I recognize. We walk in a straight line for a time and then somehow wind up in the place where we were before. I ask him where we are. He says we are right here we started, and that we just went in a big circle. I asked him where the exit was... He said it was over there and he pointed. He was pointing at a door and I went through it.

I left the mall area and found myself in a neighborhood on top of a hill. At the end house I met Gary. He walks with me a bit and we come to the edge of a hill. there are two metal bars that go down the entire hill in a curve. He says we can glide down the hill on these bars. Then either I hold onto the bars and start sliding or I turn into a cart on the bars/tracks. We go over the first incline and som to a straight section. The next Decline was bigger. I could feel my fingers holding onto the tracks going numb from the friction so I tried to slow Down. The last slope was extra huge. It was kind of fun! Gary was behind me the whole time.

80's

flash of being with Asuka and talking about the previous dream. For some reason I said "remember when we did that in the 80's?".

Dad.

I remember waking up in my room. My dad walked in nervously laughing. He said "hey, I just saw a young girl ni the hallway about 5-6 who said she was your daughter... but she was naked. Is it ok to let your daughter walk around like that?"

"Ummm yeah." I said. "it's ok, she always does that... we have a huge shield here to protect her."

dropping off my guitar


I am walking by Little mountain in chilliwack. In this dream I know a guitar repair shop run by a man and his two boys. I walk in and drop off my guitar to get it fixed. I tell them the input jack broke. Both wires got ripped so it might need new wiring altogether. One of the boys in the dream was more friendly. The other guy seemed like he didn't like being at that job. I then left and continued walking.

Gary's house

(maybe a continuation of the previous dream since Gary lives in chilliwack).
I try to enter gary's house. but I enter through a secret basement area. Inside it's all dark. I manage to make it to the part that leads upstairs. I see Gary walk by, He has no shirt on and looks a lot older than when I last saw him. For some reason I hide in the shadows. I try to go there again but this time one of his brothers walk by.

I notice i'm not alone in this dark basement. There is an old lady there. But she is only a ghastly presence. My sights brightens for a bit and I notice a lot of nice old fashioned furniture. Maybe I don't actually see the lady but I have an image of her shadow and presence in my mind.

i try and find an exit, But I can't find the way I came in. I go up and down hallways and in and out of rooms.

FA Get out of bed and RC: I wake up and realize I'm closer to the exit. I get distracted by a bag of chips. I rip it open and start to eat. It feels weird so I do the Nose Pinch RC. I can breathe. I get up but forget to stabalize the dream. I remember I want to find Asuka. I float upward while pondering how to find her. A young boy around 5 or 6 comes skipping down the hallway. He startles me and I ask. "who are you?"

My voice sounds garbled and demonic. I am confused as to my voice. He doesn't answer but looks around him. He can't see me. On instinct I attack him thinking he's just a dc. I'm about to crush his wind pipe with my hand when I wake up.

Asuka

Flash of seeing Asuka with a new wacky hair design.

Asuka tries

As I'm falling asleep I ask Asuka to do something and try to make me remember her more this night. I telle her to do soemthing crazy like she used to. Then I fall into a short dream and see milk spill all over the place.

Asuka again.

I'm falling into a dream. Waking up nito my inner world. I hear a light thud and I hear Asuka cry out in pain, like she accidently hit her shin or stubbed her toe. Her screaming wakes me up.

water

I catch myself entering a dream. I'm by a tub. i run my hand in it and some how fall into the water. I float down being able to breathe under water. I then Remember I want to Find Asuka so I go back up. I just wake up again when I surface.


DD

I'm walking along a country side on a road. I see a lot of houses isolated. I know that people come here to vacation once in a while. something about wanting some coffee. I feel DD has something to do with this dream or I AM DD in this dream.

[Man of Shred]

a few dreams.

Mall?

flash of walking with Asuka, Walms, and Walms's Sister? We were outside a mall going up a ramp. I think Asuka and his sister got in a fight because his sis was trying to hang off me or something. I have a feeling there is more to this dream, but it didn't come back.

Weird Lady.


I'm in my house doing dishes. Some woman comes up tot he window and I speak to her through a hole in the window. She is asking me for help with her car or something. I say I don't know how to help. someone in the house suggests that I help her.

I go outside and follow the woman down a snowy hill. A child is behind me (Shawna). there one part i jump in and sink about chest deep in the snow. I crawl back up with no effort. I make it to a street where the woman's car is. A friend is with me now. He says the woman stole his cab fare or something. we go to confront her but she speeds off in her car. I guess she was a scam artist.

What?

some dream where me and a few people had to take turns busking in downtown chilliwack. It was my turn and I had my guitar with me. came to the main street where I saw my amp. I was plugging it in when I oticed that no one was around.

[Man of Shred]

Sad

I remember being in my house talking on a cell phone to my cousin Kari. She was inviting me to visit her in calgary to cheer me up.

Later I was talking to someone (Data). I was telling him I didn't really want to go to Calgary to see her. She was planning on taking me to clubs and I didn't really feel like meeting other girls and getting drunk. I also seemed to be really upset and depressed about something, can't remember what it was. I said I didn't want to meet new girls, since i already have one but I can't find her. Data said it was inadvisable to look for her at this time.

Later On I'm at a club with Kari. I'm sitting at a table. I'm looking at a table full of disgusting all full of themselves women. Kari points out someone and asks "her?" I look over to where she's pointing. She's pointing at an overly obese woman. I say to Kari "umm no".

Junior Highschool Reunion

I go to a ten year anniversary event for my junior high class. I'm sitting in a classroom. I see Shawna, The girl I liked at that time, sitting there. She's dressed like a hooker, and is also wearing a red wig like the girl from the Defendor movie with Woody Harellson. She has an overly large wedding ring on. She looks disappointed that only me and some other guy who used to like her showed up. She leaves the classroom.

Now I'm just alone with the other guy. "well, no point sticking around here then." He says and leaves. I get up to leave and realize that I have no pants on... I find them in a pile of clothes on the floor. But I find that they are pajama pants...

Asuka is infected.

I'm playing in front of my house with Shawna, The little girl in my dream house. Asuka is across the street. She starts laughing at me and can't break through the barrier shielding my house. She has a man with her. She says "Hey, what do you think of my new boyfriend stupid."

I just stand there shocked. Shawna looks down and says "not again, I hate it when you guys break up, why can't you stay together?" Shawna cries a little and runs into the house. I wake up.

couldn't get to sleep for a while.

Medicine

I'm laying in bed. Data comes up to me and gives me a spoonful of something. I suddenly wake up and feel really better about the last few dreams. His medicine was good stuff!

Cartoon

I'm a cartoon man at a cartoon stream sitting on a large cartoon rock. I am talking to someone. I can't remember who. My perception goes 3rd person and I am floating above and a rock. The dream then replays. I see it fade out and fade back in. Now there is a jagged white cartoon dog swimming in the stream. Very nonsensical dream....

[pj]

Not to make light of what seemed for you like a disturbing dream, but that junior high reunion sounds like about what I would expect from a reunion of my junior high.

[Man of Shred]

behind at logging my dreams here. a few days ago:

Raven

Flash of Raven standing on a rising platform.

Asuka

Flash of Asuka saying something like "What is he doing here?"

Tiger crane Drywall

I'm in some dark drywall building. A man is talking to me who I think is data. I think we are talking about kung fu. I am throwing tiger claw grabs at the gyproc on the wall and trying to rip it out. It's very hard, but soon I notice That I've actually punched through some of the gyproc and dented some parts.

AA meeting

Flash of being outside somewhere with the same man. I come out of a building, and now there's him and a woman I think is Asuka. They all pull out smokes. I realize i have none so I ask Data if he has one.

Later I'm in some sort of AA meeting. They are reading from books. It is a dimly lit room. There si a woman next to me. She suddenly cuddles with me. It is nice. Her and Data leave me there. I have a feeling I want to follow them. I get up adn thank the chairperson for the meeting I say something like, "I really liked it when everyone shared." But I can't actually recall a sharing section.

I leave and I find myself on a walkway in the middle of a city over a street. I walk for a bit looking for the people. I come to a staircase and spot my jacket lying on the ground. I inspect it and find my pack of smokes in a pocket. A notice a half butted out smoke on the ground. I know they belong to the woman that was hugging me. I try to put it in my pack when Data comes back disguised as someone else. He says something to me in japanese. I say a word or a phrase back. Then he starts ranting in Japanese to me, He's speaking so fast that I can't understand him. I tell him to stop because I only know a little. He says something like "I know and your rather Terrible at it." I figure Data is trying a joke. when someone compliments you in japanese you say "Sonna koto nai desu/yo" which emans "I suck at it". But I'm sure it's rude if the other person points out how much you suck at it. Typical Data misconception.

Demon Bach

aomeone named "Bach" is a demon attacking some woman. I save her and we run into some trees. A few moments later bach comes out of nowhere and grabs the woman.


AA club

I walk into a club house where they hold AA meetings. I want to order something to eat. but a woman rushes me outside. I follow her. I notice it's night time. Now the woman (Asuka) is sitting on top of an umbrella table top. She throws up on the ground. I ask if she's ok. She says it's nothing.

Nightclub

I go to a nightclub with some people. I lose them when have a FA. I wake up in a bed behind a curtain. I peer behind the curtain and see I'm still at the bar. I find a ledge and grab onto it and go side to side and into the club area.

There's some black guy DJing. but then he starts singing. I think it's karaoke and I want to do a song. but I forget what happens after.

Lucid

I'm in another drywall type building. I run down some steps. and find a basement. But I have a feeling there's another level down. I find another set of steps down. Then I find another set down. I get to the bottom and see a wall with a hole in it. I become lucid randomly. and see fi I can teleport through the hole. I stick my eye against the whole but don't feel myself moving at all. I try again but wake up.

Deep dreaming conference.

I'm at a conference for Deep dreamers. he autitorium is set up like a university class. I am in the front row with four other dreamers.

after it ends I travel 15 years back in time and re enter the conference room. I see the same group of people there but they are all 5 years old. They are my friends and I say to them " Guess what guy! I just came from the year 2010, where we all went toa deep dreaming conference RIGHT HERE! and in the future! isn't that awesome". They all jump up and go "yay" and the one little girl gives me a hug.

[Man of Shred]

Dreams from the other night.

Finding Atlantis[/color]

Very weird dream about lonewolf telling me how to get to atlantis. There's a building that extends diagonally into the sky. I'm supposed to follow a specific route through the sky building or else I'll just get lost. no matter where I run through the building I keep winding up at the same point that I started.

Later on I enter a building where there's a woman upstairs. She has a strange bed that hangs over a staircase. I help her put it together.

Island

Flash of running around on some Island. I think Nomad has something to do with this dream. I am running on a track and it's very much like a video game. I run past Goals posts that are circles around the tracks.

Island again

Hear I am surfing to the Same island. Some other people are wwith me. They catch huge wave in which to ride onto the coast on. I try to follow one but it's too far away. After I get on the coast I forget what happens.

Smoking

i'm in my kitchen and smoking. I keep thinking "I'm not supposed to smoke in here why am I doing this?" I put the smoke out. Then later I find myself smoking one again. I repeat the process a few times throughout the dream.


weird stuff

I'm in The same building as before. I am trying to resurrect a fetus with someone. We are putting it into some box or glass container with liquid. We are supposed to heat the fluid to a certain temperature.

The person leaves and then I seem to screw it up. I take the thing out and look at it. It's all blue, eyes closed. I am looking at it with wonder. It's like an embryo to a living thing. The beginning of human life. I try to start again on resurrecting it, but I forget what happens.

Later I am walking into some sort of school. I enter a room and see Richard there. He has some weird guitar. the strings look like piano keys. I ask him if I can play it. He says I can. I pick it up but I can't seem to make it rest comfortably so that I can play it. Richard just sort of laughs at me.

Brother

I'm in a house with a group of people. I am there to get a paycheck. I go outside and spot a group of people standing in a clearing in a forest. I see my brother there with the girl I seen with him in another dream afew weeks ago. They seemed to be a couple. He had her under his arm.

I go up to him and talk about us getting paid by the owner of the property. He says "I'm going in to get my check." I tell him I should do the same. he says "right on"

Strange Forest

First part I'm running along a trail. someone tells me to stick to the trail or I will die.

I remember coming to a forest clearing and sitting with some people. I go away for a while and return to only find one woman there. I think she was Asuka.

I get mad

I'm in an outdoor area with asuka. We are playing with pong paddles with the strings attached to the ball. While i am playing some kid is staring at me. We argue about soemthnig and he threatens to beat me up.

I get filled with rage and pick him up off his feet. I get rather arrogant and say "Fool, do you have any idea who I am? I have the soul of a sage.." Asuka tells me briefly to stop. I continue. "You... You're just a brand new soul who hasn't any idea about anything going on here." I then throw him a few feet away.

Last night's dreams. I was kinda drunk last night after karaoke so not much recall.

Raven

flash of being with raven. That's all I remember.

Dumb Dumb

Note: This is what happens when a japanese girl at the bar blew me out after ten minutes last night. She wasn't all that bright anyway. So yeah any Secret admirers out there better be careful when it comes to me

Dream starts out... I'm looking in a mirror. Asuka calls someones name. A moment later a girl appears. I recognize her as the girl from the bar last night, her name meant "wave" or something. Her dream is black and white. Her eyes are like black spots in the dream. they stand out. Asuka asks. "Can we share a dream with you?"

Wave says "sure! you can come visit." We enter through the mirror and we find ourselves in a class room with the girl. The desks are the booths that were at the bar. I forget where I am. Asuka is dressed as a teacher. Me and the girl are her students. She seats us down for a test. We are supposed to write a psychic paper about the other person.

I forget what happens during the test. After it's over Asuka Read's the girl's paper. Asuka looks at the paper and then at me... then finally at the girl. "THIS IS ALL WRONG!" Asuka yells at the girl. "for one Dumb dumb, He's a lot nicer than you think! And he's not ugly at all!. and all he wanted to do was sing Spice girls with you for fun at karaoke. You Failed this test big time Dumb Dumb." Asuka pulls out a tennis racket with no net and hits it over the girl. Wave starts crying and says "I'm sorry."

Teeth

I am walking or driving with My cousin somewhere. It's like a country road or something. As I am traveling with him. somehow my teeth come out and I am holding them in my hand. I try to put them back in. My cousin seems unaffected and I also act like this is normal as well.

We find a motel to stay at for the night. I go into some lobby wanting to find a washroom. A woman asks for a washroom key. I see her take a stick from the counter. I become semi lucid when see the men's bathroom key manifest before my eyes. I grab it and walk away but the dream ends too fast before I can get more lucid.

Asuka

I was talking to asuka about the previous dream in where I realized it was a dream, even though at the one part there was nothing unusual about it.

Wave again

Brief memory of talking to that japanese girl again.