Arliatis's dream journal

[arliatis]

Finished School before wbtb

I've finished school, and there's different formal parties going on. I'm at one of my teachers parties and its located just outside the chapel. The environment is light-hearted and everybody is wearing suits. Tavis is with me and he keeps falling over. I conclude that his either really drunk or sick. I walk him back to my car, parked up the road. I chuck him in the back. I turn my car around and head for the exit. there's children on the road and i have to slam the brakes on. I'm going dangerously fast, even though the brakes are completely in. My mum is trying to tell me not to drive recklessly in front of all the teachers.

Girls after wbtb

i'm in my room. It seems elongated and has a door leading outside. My mum and sister have just gotten back from the beach. I think my sister has a friend. I've got a text from my ex saying to come to hers tonight. By the way its the long weekend. So as i get ready to go to her's i'm on facebook. Another girl who i'd met earlier that day, is asking me to go to hers tonight. I remember her being really hot. They both live really far away as well, and just getting to one of their houses will be difficult. As i'm thinking Chris comes into my room. I ask his opinion, but his of no help. I end up going for the new girl, but i can't work out how to get to her house.

Drugsafter wbtb

I'm an undercover drug dealer. I have a person in charge of the operation and for recall we'll call him Bob. I've organized a deal to go down, and i'm going to meet the dealer on a train. I bring some people with me (i assume muscle, even though some of them are girls). We meet on the train and exchange a few words. his a nice guy and we get off a few stops later at Lake Monger. We go down this descending path, thats got high concrete walls on the sides. There's a small group of people wearing hoodies on the left and the mutter something as we walk past. I think for some reason at this point i was trying to sell people pot.

As we walk down the path a get a text from Bob saying his going to raid the meeting soon. I feel slightly bad, the dealer was a lot like me, and i felt like i was betraying him. We enter a blighted house. its a little bit like a farm shed, with some hay on the ground. It was also rather long. I get to the door at the end of the house, when Bob bashes down one of the doors pointed a gun at our heads. I act like i'm pissed off, and smash my hand against the fly wire. the people that i had brought along were also in on Bob, and had to act like they were surprised. At some point one of my muscle uses my real name. I give him a very serious look, but luckily the dealer didn't catch on, when my muscle referred to me in a different alias. We go outside to where Bob's car was, and he become distracted on his phone. Whether it was acting my part or i decided to change sides, i asked the dealer whether he wanted to make a run for it. He declined, saying we would just get caught.

Rave after wbtb

I'm going to a rave. I ride my bike there and have to lean it against a vending machine inside. I'm with somebody but i forget who. The police are there and they're making the event shit. I'm not allowed to drink, and i'm not allowed to leave. They aren't very lenient with the older people either. After a while i climb out the window. I meet up with Tavis and we chill around the suburb. There was something to do with us trying to catch birds with out bare hands. His grandfather had a technique or something, but we weren't able to master it. It involved sprinting around the corner really fast.

I'm out the front of the rave again. I sprint past the police guarding the entrance and blend with the crowd. I find C and F and act like we've been talking for ages. A police-woman comes past and takes away my beer. The artists finally arrive and this sliding door opens up to the dance floor.  Everybody goes but i'm having fun talking to C and F. We dance where we are anyway after a while.

[arliatis]

kept getting up to record, but fall asleep before i was able to.

Fragmented

Something to do with F.


Something to do with T. We were in a container, used at the docks, and it kept moving.

[arliatis]

FA

I got out of bed needing to shave. Except i was rather drunk. I did it anyway and amazingly i didn't cut myself.

Angry DC's

I'm with an old man and somebody else. We're trying to assassinate some person. I think i'm younger that in RL. We take out a few guards and stop in some garden shed. I have to kill the guy, because the people won't suspect a child. I'm nervous and having a mental battle whether or not to go ahead with the plan. I think i do end up killing the guy.

I'm at Rotto. I'm going to be leaving soon, and i go over to where this girl is staying to hang out. I don't recognize her, but she was really nice. She had lots of other guys hanging around her, including this guy from school L. They hated me! Whenever i said anything they tried to make me sound stupid. Somehow i managed to piss L off really bad, to the point where he was cms from my face about to punch me. I take my leave at that point, and go off with Palle to the boat.

[arliatis]

Tom's car

I'm at Chris' house thats now huge. Actually its nothing like his house in RL, and it really is huge. Its morning and i'm still waking up. Chris is scurrying around the house, getting ready for something. His talking to me, but i'm not responding to him, because i'm reading something. After a while I get up and see what Chris is doing. I think my family are at his house now and i decide to get out of there. About 50m down the road, i see Tom's car. His just getting out and Chris is there. I go over and Tom asks if i want to ride in his car. Its a ute and i jump in the back. the cars driving with out a driver, but i don't consider that a problem. I'm under the impression that Tom's just got the highest quality bass on the market, and i really want to see how loud it can get. I'm scared the police will see me in the back, so i lay flat down.

I'm out of the car and i start talking to somebodies dad. His kinda weird in that his trying too hard to act young. He kept hanging around and eventually i made an excuse up, to let me leave. I remember walking along a path, next to the beach similar to one i walked on a couple of weeks back

Ben J

When i first woke up i was under the impression Ben actually came around last night. Turns out it was a dream. Basically i was in my entrance and Ben had just arrived. He left shortly after tho.



The dream involving Tom was rather weird. I was talking to Chris today about the dream, and he told me that  the dream pretty much happened the other night. Apparently on Friday night (i was quite a bit intoxicated) Chris was talking to me about how he brought tom's old duel bass amps. What i saw in the dream was Tom helping Chris set up the amps. Also that night i was crowding around some guys ute and looking at his bass/damage that mysteriously got there..... does my SC remember stuff that my conscious doesn't? Even when under the influence.

[arliatis]

Horror after wbtb

I remember seeing a series of events over and over again:

There's a girl with blond hair stumbling down a large corridor. She's crying and drenched. There's water all over the floor as well. She trying to move as fast as she can. Just before my view changes a see a man dressed in dirt-coloured clothes walked calmly after her. The girl is screaming for help, but nobodies around. She finds a big glass door (like the one off inception), and opens it up. The door leads to the entrance room of the building. Its morning now, and lots of business men are walking around. She enters the room, and is still screaming for help. Nobody is really listening to her, and the man is still walking calmly after her. Sandy off the OC is there, and he attends to the girl. By this time the man is just meters away from the girl. When Sandy asks what his doing, he takes a martial arts stance ready to fight. Now security has shown up and there's no way the guy can get out. His still in the aggressive stance, and i get the feeling his suicidal.  

This scene repeats itself no less than 3x, and nothing changes.

Eyes after wbtb

I'm going to star in a movie. My character requires a lot of make up, so i have to go and see the team. They want to investigate my eyes, so that they can fit my costume accordingly. There's a girl who opens my eye lids up with her fingers. Its weird and causes the to moisten. She says i have naturally wet eyes that gives the impression i'm about to cry. She also says that, this should be good for the scene when i die. I try to explain to her that my eyes may have seemed wet, because your fingers were right next to them.

Party 12:40am

My parents have gone out for the night. What do you do? Have a party. I plan for about 30ppl to come, but around 60 show up. I end up drinking a bottle of wine. And for some reason it makes me feel like a bottle of vodka. My house is huge, and has a slight farm style to it. I go outside to get some air and try to sober up a bit. There's something about my stone wall that really fascinates me. Ben J turns up and we chill for a while. when i go back inside there's even more people than before. I recieve a text from Stevo's brother asking whether he needs to be picked up. I have to reply soon because his picking up Ben D now.

Now i'm really gone. I can't see anything, its one great blur. I stumble into my room trying to get away from the music, and noise. As much as the situation was sorta scary, i was feeling incredibly happy. Chris is sitting on my bed doing something, I hear Aimee scream my name, and the doorbell rings. I lean against the wall, and i continue to get worse. My vision becomes more blury in that i can only make our vague colours. I'm thinking somethings wrong i didn't have this much alcohol, perhaps somebody spiked my drink. I open my bedroom door, and see my parents standing there. They are very angry. At this awkward point Aimee runs and jumps onto me, explaining her stupid problem. I tell her to go away nicely. I turn into my room trying to get a few secs to think of a cover story. I worry that they'll think i've taken drugs. I wake up before they enter the room.

Lucid dreaming 4am

I'm in my bedroom. I've found several new techniques to help me get lucid. I have 2 machines set up. One attaches to the artery at my elbow, to read my heart rate. The other involves sticking a need into me wrist, like they do in inception. Weirdly i can't remember ever WILDing, although i do remember waking up and recording a dream, but i can't remember what happened ( :( i might've been lucid). Over the course of the dream i continue this trend every night.

I'm having lunch with my hustling team. I explain to them that i won't out, unless we up the stakes. Zack P, Fraser and somebody else make up the team. They aren't happy with my decision. I ask them why they are doing this job, and they all say for the money. I say that its for their company as friends and that the profit is on the side. I actually mean this.

I'm at Vegas. I'm playing pool, because i'm too young to play blackjack. I contemplate getting a fake id, but decide its too risky with the heat of counting. I'm versing some fat rich guy. he has an attractive girl with him. His explaining to her what sexual adventures they're going to go on tonight. I feel sorry for the girl, but then realize she's only doing this for his money.

I'm going through my backpack, looking for evidence in a crime. My bottle of alcohol may provide the crucial evidence in the case. Now i'm in Human biology class. Josh M is also there. He was playing music from his ipod out loud. My teacher couldn't hear, because he was listening to his own ipod. I showed Ben J's my wrists  to prove i was using the new technique.

[arliatis]

Collapsing Building

I'm at school, in my old health ed classroom, except i'm studying that subject. I'm really pissed off for some reason and want to get out of the classroom. I tall the teacher i need to go to the toilet and leave. There's the gardeners yellow quad bike just outside and i jump on it. I drive up the small hill, and make as much noise as i can in the paved area near the main oval. Suddenly i realize what i've just done, and all the students are looking at me through the open classroom doors. I quietly drive around to the middle school. After getting away from the onlooking classrooms I head back to health room. Several teachers walk past, but don't mantion anything. My old English teacher does question why i'm on a quad bike. I tell him i have a note and he can't be bothered checking. When i was almost back at my classroom, a different English teacher asked what i was doing. She wants to see my note, and i don't have one, so she gives me 2x 2hour detentions on Friday afternoon. That really angers me.

I'm at a market trying to meet up with K. All i know is that its roughly 6kms NE of my house (i have this image of a map, but its blurry). I meet him and i have to go back to his house to get some shrooms.

Now i'm in Dubai. I'm looking at a building site from up above. They're building a skyscraper and its about 40stories high currently. I have the understanding a minor fault had just occurred. Suddenly the whole building is collapsing. Its like the base of support just crumbled and everything just fell under gravity. I could see people working on the top floors, running around like ants as the building fell. There was huge amounts of death. Now a similar skyscraper being built behind the first one is collapsing. This time i watch the tower fall from the ground. I see one of the machines from avatar jump off the building and land safely. Its running around trying to help people.

Now i'm at the reception of the 1st collapsed building. There are bodies everywhere! They weren't surrounded by rubble, just lying on the pathway. I run over to them, searching for any signs of life. The most horrific thing was that the people seemed fine, it was just every bodies spines where seriously broken. I contemplated performing CPR on one of them, but decided it wasn't worth it, and even if they did survive, they wouldn't have control over their limbs. I see police arrive now, and i feel sorry that they have to identify the bodies. They don't even bother trying to revive people, for much the same reasons as me.

I'm on a bus with T, Ben C and some other girl. Both of the girls are drunk. T tries to get with me, but i tell her she's too drunk. She tries to get with Ben and he also says no. Now K is back with us. His sitting at the back of the bus, and i go over to him, before T does. I explain to him that his not allowed to abuse T, while she's in this state. We laugh at T and the other girl for a while, but the main reason why his here, is to get some more shrooms. K says something incredibly uncivilized and i feel embarrassed/sorry for the receiver. We got off at our stop and i left my bag on the bus. I quickly run back on to get it. The bus has a door at the back right and i go into it, where my bag should be. Its the male toilets, and at the back, is a bench with a few bags on it. one of them is mine, and i grab it. Next to it is a goon bag that was made by Jack Daniels. I consider whether or not it was mine, but decide it wasn't.

Fragment

Something to do with a tour of some nature reserve. It had to be done at night and it was raining. I didn't really want to be there, but my dad dragged me along.

[arliatis]

Social

I'm at my school gymnasium. Its the whole of my schools year, and some of the yr12's from churchlands. Its really awkward for some reason, and i go and talk with some guy from my school. We ended up talking to two girls from churchlands and i liked one of them. We had to leave and i forgot to get her number. I contemplated going back, but i didn't end up. While i'm waiting outside i see Nick V. I go over to say hi, but his really into a conversation with someone else. Now everybody seems to have left, and i'm waiting around a talk to Harrison for a bit.

Tour

I've won some kind of prize which lets me go on as many tours as i want in one day. Having just had my first i'm dropped off at this harbor at 7:30. Its a service where somebody drives you where ever you want on a 100% Australian made boat. He asks where i want to go and suggests 'the box' tour. I say i already know what it is, but because i can't think of anything else i agree to it. As we start going i decided i wanted to go and see the really expensive boats, but the guy seemed really cut when i said i didn't want to go see the box, so i just went alone with it.

We pull up on the beach and sure enough there's a massive white box. The guy meets some girl and is busy talking to her for a while. I'm just looking around and eventually sit down where there's a bunch of people. I think a girl offers me a tube filled with orange gel-ish type stuff. I know that the stuff is mushed up ants, and i'm quite disgusted. Then i accidentally squeeze too hard and the thing squirts all over me. I froze not knowing how to react. Now everybody is looking at me. Apparently mushed up ants is a food to them and they tell me to eat it. One girl says to imagine that its sausages. I don't fall into there persuasion, and run to the beach, to wash off.

[arliatis]

Gap Year i was really tired last night turned off WBTB alarm.

I'm looking at gap year choices. One if them says i can go to Switzerland and witness the shepherds. I'm watching a smiling young person, climbing on a ledge about 15cm in width, with a fall that would kill her. To top it off, the adjacent mountain side is leaning over the edge. I'm wondering how she is able to safely do this. Now i'm in the scene and i've taken over the gap year person. We're at a cemetery and there's a cave. We decide to explore but its really dark. I use my phone as a light and i see a skeleton. I tell my guide that its probably not a good idea to go in there. She does anyway and start moving the skeleton around to prove its safe. As she does this the skeleton comes to life and we sprint away.

We see a field of light and decide to go over there. But there's a field of darkness about 100m long in between this. Now zombies are coming out of the ground from both sides. They're pretty quick and they total around 6. They all have large knives and are trying to stab us. One of them does but the blade was so blunt it didn't even break my skin. They get me so tied down that i have to end up grabbing there weapons. Luckily it doesn't cut my hand. I finally get to the field of light.

Now its turned into a RL game of Plants vs Zombies. There's a pretty strong fence in between me and the waves of incoming zombies. The zombies have reached the fence, except now they've turned into people from my school. I've got a baseball bat and start hitting them through the fence. They are very resilient! Now i've got back up and i step away from the situation planning what i'm going to do to hold them off. At this point Tavis is also playing the game. He has all this magical crap that his using. Then i realize i can buy stiff with the points i've won from hitting people. In 3rd person i click on a icon that leads me to this shop place. I buy heeps of stuff and i'm really exited to use it. When i go back to the game most of the zombies have pretty much been defeated. I'm annoyed that Tavis got to use his magic. In an attempt to use mine, i send of heeps of giraffes down a lane. They own the zombies but they can't attack the zombies camp.

now i'm at Nicks farm. M, Sam and some other person is there. We were just chilling. Now my family has taken those people's place. My dad is sick on the other couch and is wearing a white knitted rug. I'm playing blackjack with my brother. His winning and i'm a bit annoyed. When it reaches the end of the deck, i'm at +6 and i comment that there's some cards missing. At some point in time Nick's small dog pisses on my leg. I didn't have a change of clothes either 

Caitlin's bf Fragmented

I'm in a room with James' T. We talk for a bit. I conclude at the end that i don't trust this guy. 

[arliatis]

Lucas before WBTB

I'm wit Lucas and we're going over some kind of event that just occurred rating everything. i remember it had something to do with a school assessment and it was rather sexual.

War after Lucid

I'm in a desert type country. I go to an abandoned house party. At some point during the night i get carried away by a group of people. They drag me down a road to the back of the house. In the bushes there's a heli-pad semi covered by bush. I remember seeing this pad earlier on in the dream, and i was a little bit confused about its location. Turns out the group that i'm with now are terrorists. They are waiting for the signal to let the bomb go off. The heli-pad is set up and all of the bush folds away, and a helicopter lands on it.

They've taken me here, because i have to drive the thing. Its pretty easy to drive, and i think i'm in england now. I go up and down in altitude flying close to the bridges, and its pretty fun. Eventually i get to my location and land. Nothing happens and i get out. The place is very arty, and there's lots of amateur productions.

I'm back at the heli-pad and i've been badly beaten up. its to the point where i need hospital attention. I don't remember feeling too much pain by my vision was really blurry. I'm driven back to the house by some people. The house has now turned into some kind of hospital. There's heeps of people there. I think they're victims from the bomb explosion. I get carried in there and its really dusty crowded. I go into the hospital section of the house, only to see the beds all full. At this point i'm starting to get my vision back. I decide not to take up a bed when somebody probably needs it more than me, so i leave the room. Now i'm feeling bad again and Maison and Jack help me out. They help me walk over to a store across the road. Here i sit down and try to regain some health.

Running after War dream

I'm in a car with a girl in the passenger seat. We're in the city and are being chased by the army. They are shooting at us and the girl is trying to return the fire. As i go down a main road an armored truck pulls out and starts shooting us. I swerve right and go down a slightly less main road. Another truck pulls out in front again and i turn right again. I figure i've tricked them because they'll expect me to be going the other way. Now we're out of the car and running down a pedestrian mall plaza thing. There's guys in uniform shooting at us along the sides. Even though at some points they were only 10m away they never hit us. I end up replaying this entire scene over again.

Now i'm with Chris, T, B, Whinny. I meet them outside a deli, and i use them to hide from the army. As time progresses i forget about the army. As we go past some stores we can see the floors eroded away. We all comment on how this entire place is going to be destroyed soon. We end up on a trampoline and are just chilling. They say that i'm naive. I'm a bit taken aback and try to clear myself of the description.

Fragmented after WBTB

There's some drama rehearsal going on. I'm watching and i see Sam dancing with F and M.



Is it just me, but whenever i lay down in my bed to fall asleep after a WBTB i seem to remember dreams a lot easier?
Also, its been happening quite a bit lately, but do dream scenes sometimes replay themselves? or is that just me.

[Emerald Wolf]

Can't comment on the WBTB but as to the scenes repeating themselves I've had that often enough, usually when there's something dangerous happening or an obstacle to overcome. Sometimes I'll be half-aware that I'm repeating it so that I can make calculated adjustments to my actions. Which makes sense if you ascribe to the theory of dreams being a form of training for WL (either that or maybe its because in games the consequences of our actions are easily circumvented by the option of loading to a previously saved state).

[arliatis]

yes, i'm normally aware that this is a repeated situation, like i know what not to do this time.
Interesting, I have always thought to some extent dreams are practice fore real life. I think in this situation it was influenced by games tho, just because of the nature of the dream.

[arliatis]

different country I forget the order the events played out

I'm running up a dirt road. I have to get to the school bus, because its about to leave me behind. I see Lucas walking on the side of the road, and when i go past he starts running to join me.

Its night and i'm walking along a dirt path/boardwalk. There's trees overhanging, so i can't see too much. I'm with my mum and siblings. I go up ahead and start jumping and kicking in the air, pretending there's somebody there. My mum asks what i'm doing. I say this is what i would do if this was a dream right now, except it would be cooler (no, RC dreams!). We carry on walking up the boardwalk.

I'm at some kind of resort. I'm still with my mum and brother, but i don't know where my sister went. We walk down by the pool and olive oil workshop to a dark alley. We walk down there and it leads to a restaurant at the corner an intersection. And then there was a group of really English people. They are singing along to some English band. They get me involved and it was kinda fun, in contrast to being around my parents travelling. After they were gone i told myself i need to listen to more English indie music. I don't end up going inside because i see some people i know at one of the bus stops. I go over to talk to them and decide to join them to go clubbing. I run over to my mum and ask her to go and get something from the hotel room. They took forever and i had to run up the alley and meet my brother. By the time i got back to the bus stop they were gone 

its raining and i go for a short walk. I see whinny and Palle now. They're in a car and planning to driving up the mountain along the snow. I decide to join them. Whinny explains that we need to pump up the tires. I say that your supposes to decrease the pressure (are you?). Whinny explains why you should increase the pressure, and i don't bother arguing.

Party

I'm in my cousins car with Chris, Andy and my brother. We're going to my cousins friends party. I feel really bad because i wasn't able to get any of the other guys an invite. Why were they there? Well the girl answered and it was T. She was really small tho, and i had to lean right over to hug her. She seemed extra happy, and as a result she let in the other guys. As time progressed more people came, and i remember there was some really tasty food. There was heeps of guys rocking up, but hardly any women. I was contemplating leaving unless things changed. 

Space/school

I'm in a space ship. I was in a pretty small one. The basic storyline at the moment is that, i'm with a group of people that are stranded. We need supplies, but at the same time everybody is hostile. Our ship gets 'eaten' up by another like in James bond, and everybody on board is crapping their pants. I grab hold of a few guns and enter the other ship. There's a bunch of big spiders running towards me. I shoot quite a few shells into them, and then pull out a machine gun to finish them off. To the left of all the corpses theres a bag that has heeps of supplies. There was..... packet of Malteasers, deodorant, and mystery lolly bag, and other crap. Somehow i've made an alliance with the captain of the space ship and go around space with them for a while. Now this ship is being 'eaten' by another ship. The captain is pissed off because of the amount of money he spent on this thing. He doesn't believe it at first.

Getting off the ship into the other one, we're transported into the immigration office. There's an Australian section and me and Chris go there. while we're waiting i show Chris the supplies i picked up from the spiders. He takes some of the lollies from the mystery bag. I realize they might go off, so i decide to have some as well. They look like big fat caterpillars, but are tasty. We are told to go to another section of immigration to prove that we're Australian citizens. Now its my school, and we decide to run through Churchlands in our hale uniform (which would be suicide). I run up the hill instead of down, and finally reach the school. I run through it and get some very bad looks. Luckily i see Rob and Jarden. I talk to them for a bit and carry on. Some prefect guy asks what i'm doing and i ignore him. He tells me to call his mobile to sort out a punishment. I tell him to piss off and carry on running. I see Chris in the distance sprinting across an oval. I jump onto the wire fence. It flings me back. i continue doing this for a while, but its really hard! Eventually i do it slowly, and i manage to put my legs over the top. I hang here for a while, and then lift myself over. It was a real achievement getting over that and i felt good

Party before WBTB

I'm hosting a party. Jack R decides to start a fight with Nick. I manage to break it up, but it was very difficult. Now i'm walking the streets with a group of people. Friendy tries to start a fight with Nick, and this time i can't stop it. Friendy gets the shit beaten out of him. I'm sitting/ laying on the pavement watching things go by. There's heeps of small groups of adolescents. I think this scene really doesn't help our image to society. I grab somebodies bike, and with 2 other people we ride down an alley. As we go past a door on the left opens up, and these dancers come out. I ask them what they're doing, and they say they're practicing. I go into the door, and take a right. I see BS, BG, N and talk to them for a while.

[fisherj]

There's trees overhanging, so i can't see too much. I'm with my mum and siblings. I go up ahead and start jumping and kicking in the air, pretending there's somebody there. My mum asks what i'm doing. I say this is what i would do if this was a dream right now, except it would be cooler (no, RC dreams!). We carry on walking up the boardwalk.

Wow, so you did that and didn't realize you were dreaming? Interesting, shame though :( Did anything change when you mentioned dreaming? I find when I talk about dreams in my dreams my SC tries to distract me with stuff..

Now its my school, and we decide to run through Churchlands in our hale uniform (which would be suicide).

Hahahaha 

[arliatis]

Wow, so you did that and didn't realize you were dreaming? Interesting, shame though :( Did anything change when you mentioned dreaming? I find when I talk about dreams in my dreams my SC tries to distract me with stuff..

Yer, it happens quite a bit, very frustrating. Actually this was the most real compared to others lately, everything stayed the same, and my mum just didn't reply. Normally a DC will distract me by changing the subject or something.

[arliatis]

Bookstore last dream of the night

I'm at my school in the woodwork section of the workshop. I'm trying to get some money either for a charity or myself. I do this by selling books. I'm sitting at the cheapest section, when i girl in a blue shit comes up to me. She asks me if i have any books regarding..... (perhaps Charles Darwin, not sure tho). Turns out the few minidress before she came up to me, i was scribbling with a marker on a book called 'the best of Charles Darwin'. The girl was interested and asked how much.I knew the price was going to be ridiculous, and i asked the teacher in charge. He said it was $35. For a book with 100pages it wasn't worth it, and the girl said she couldn't afford it. she then asked if she could read it now, and i said for her to go ahead. 

Glassing before WBTB

I wake up, and i'm really sad. In a game of football a suicidal business man glassed my friend and then killed himself. I reply this scene over many time in my head, and the business man had pretty good skills with a bottle.

I'm in a car with 2girls and another guy. One of the girls (who was in a relationship with the other guy) was complaining about how the other guy only ever wanted to have sex. I remember getting heavily involved in a game, and didn't pay attention to anything they said. Now we're at a new IGA store thats about to open. We park in another stores parking, to save the massive trek. In the store, there's pretty much just some dirty carpet in certain ares. There's a guy to the right behind a counter and we say hi. I don't know him personally i've just come for the ride. The other guy wishes the man good luck with the store. Now we open a few beers and talk a bit. The couple are now hooking up and i remember thinking, how easily swayed the girl is.

Now i'm at the oval my friend was glassed at before. Jack R, Branden and some random girl with body paint on was there. They're helping me get over my friends death. I get in a state and i act out the glassing. I smash a bottle on the ground and start crying. After i'm done i pick up all the pieces. There's some very small pieces and they sorta hurt my fingers. I then continue to go to sleep on a mattress, on top of the girl and her mattress.

I have an image of a spaceship. I guy has been in the room for about 4 hours, with a girl his not supposed to be with. Now i'm sitting down looking at an army officer. His screaming at my to get out there. His meaning get out into the battle zone and prove my heroic-ness. His holding up 3 old cards for some reason.

It was weird in the morning. My blinds broke last night, so light came in real early. At around 7, i woke up and went back to sleep. I had a dream which i recalled and only 7mins had gone by. This pattern carried on until 8:30. I tried WILDing but was really tired.