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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #705 on: August 27, 2014, 07:57:55 PM »
....  good to see you still dreaming Blue

                                    ..... SuperBlue...

I keep trying to remember the theme song but keep coming up with the one from Star Wars.  Anyhow, good work on that one.
........ and I cannot find my way back to the sea, but the saltiest sea knows its own way to me    -   Joanna Newsome

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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #706 on: August 28, 2014, 02:07:29 PM »
Went to bed early in the night with the intention of getting lucid, and not doing anything too ridiculous in the dream. I wanted to just explore rather than change things this time.

28th August 2014

I am in some sort of chase situation where I am on the run, being chased by both police and mysterious men in suits who are either secret agents or hitmen. I am trying to foil some sort of plan, and they are either intentionally or unintentionally trying to prevent me from doing so. In the process of getting away I steal quite a few cars and hide out with different people who try to help me.  Eventually I find myself running down a street with no car and find a taxi driver waiting on the side. I know it's obvious to him that I'm on the run from something, so I come clean and offer him a lot of money to drive me. I ask him to take me to a Lamborghini showroom so I can buy one for me and one for him.

The guy lets me in the taxi and eventually we get away. The Earth seems to be under attack from invading aliens, and from this point on I'm aware that I must be Dr Who on a mission to try and save the Earth. In fact, the policemen and people in suits might not even have been people, they could have been aliens in disguise. I start making plans to take out the alien ships, when I suddenly realise that there is no way this is real life. I do a RC and become lucid.

I don't remember my goals exactly, but I choose to opt for something simple and walk up to an uneven stone wall to try some rock climbing. I start off pretty well, but then I realise that gravity has been lessened quite a bit and this is far too easy. In fact, it's so easy that sometimes I just let go and keep floating upwards. I decide to give up and just fly to the top of the wall.
I lose lucidity but continue with the dream, which ends up in a final battle against someone in a house somewhere (I forget the details).

Later on, the action has concluded and I'm in a house resting and recovering with some other people. Among us is Emma Watson who appears to be shaving her legs while lying on a bed. She has incredibly long leg hair for a girl (probably the same length as mine) so I ask her about it. I ask if she was growing it for a movie part, which she confirms. Shortly after that the dream ends.

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A man is staying at my house and asks to use the shower. I oblige, and tell him he can use my shower gel, but he just says it's not fruity enough and gets his own out of his bag. I get quite offended, because my shower gel is really nice and he has basically said that it's not good enough for him before even seeing what it was.

Shortly after we are getting breakfast when we see a big tray of bacon. He is scooping some up and tells me to try some. I tell him I'm vegetarian and that I don't want any, but he insists that it's vegetarian bacon. It looked identical to normal bacon, so I don't believe him and I choose not to have any.
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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #707 on: September 04, 2014, 02:06:16 AM »
First attempt at the garden of Eden challenge. Decided to do this one old school. WBTB/MILD with 4mg Galantamine and 300mg choline.

4th September 2014

I am staying with a friend and we are getting ready to go to a rave. As I head there I realise I have to go back for some reason, luckily the rave is only around the corner from their house so I go start walking back. Suddenly I see police everywhere and decide it's probably a good idea to go home. I get in the house and something happens which results in me starting to hit it off with a girl. I realise this is a dream, and head back outside to see what was going on.

I ask one of the policemen what's up and he says that he can't tell me. I assume it must be pretty serious, and decide that I need to get all super-hero to save people. I walk through the town a bit and go into a shop to get some water. I realise I don't have enough money and the shopkeeper mumbles something about pesky students but lets me leave with the water. I then fly around a bit to try and see what the police are trying to control, and for some reason I think the bad guy is the "Channel 4 News Tower". I notice it is moving and wobbling so I bring it crashing down and then head back to my friend's house.


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The dream changes and I'm with a lot of other software developers working at a new company. We all have tasks to do for homework and I am trying to do mine but people keep distracting me. I remember my lucid dream and decide to go to sleep to have more. I get terrifying sleep paralysis in which someone comes in and talks to me, but eventually I "fall asleep". I find myself in a strange building somewhere, completely lucid. It has Japanese style windows and I decide to go outside to try and find the garden of Eden.

The building has solid glass windows which I jump straight through, I then walk around for ages looking for the garden. I can't find it so I decide to ask someone for directions. The first person doesn't know, and the second is even more lost than me. I suggest a map to him, and then realise that's a great idea for myself too. I whip out a map and look for a wooded area, and spot that there is one quite close to here.

I get up and fly in the direction I'm expecting the garden to be. Looking around, this place is magnificent. I have a view of a lot of Japanese-style wooden houses all covered in a very light layer of snow. I fly towards the forests and the snow clears, so I look out for anything magical or unusual that could represent the garden. Before too long, I see a tree which really stands out. Although all the trees here have green leaves, this one has bright gold leaves. I get closer and see that there is a lot of leaves spinning around it calmly, almost like a very mild tornado. It really it fantastic and impressive to look at, and I assume that I must have found either the tree of knowledge or (more likely) the tree of life.

The dream gets unstable here, and when I re-stabilise it I'm back at the Japenese house. I notice two female friends and one of their boyfriends inside so I go in to talk to them. When the boyfriend is out of sight I decide to try it on with the girl, as everything in this dream feels clear and realistic so I imagine sex would be the same. She isn't interested so I keep on walking and see what mischief I can get up to.

There is a queue for some sort of massage or yoga class, but I get the impression that time is running out in this dream and decide not to enter it today. I get back to the place I was staying and then people start talking to me about the person who was aggravating me during sleep paralysis. Apparently he owns the Channel 4 News Tower so I'm not surprised he was being a dick. I go exploring a bit more and have sex with a few girls, which feels much more realistic than it usually is in my dreams (galantamine played its part there).


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The dream goes unstable again and when I find myself back outside (still lucid) I decide to go and hunt for the garden of Eden again, to try and get higher than a bronze award. I start flying when suddenly I hear everyone screaming. There is a missile heading straight for Earth, and typically I guess it's my responsibility to stop it. I fly up but it is really far away and I've never been very good at flying fast. I hear people chanting "10-9-8-7..." and try to speed up to the same speed as the rocket to intercept it. I get a bit faster but not quick enough, and it feels like I won't make it in time.

Suddenly it disappears, and no longer seems to be an issue. I thank my subconscious for letting me out of that one, and carry on flying to look for the Garden Of Eden. I spot a really impressive mountain range separated from me by about 2 miles of sea so I start heading in that direction. While I'm flying over the sea I start getting bored and putt all of my focus into trying to speed up, but it's to no avail.

While I'm flying over the sea, I spot a couple of Orcas (Killer Whales) playing about below me. I'm reminded of the "swim with a whale" badge which I've tried so hard to get on many occasions and failed. This seems almost too easy, so I let gravity kick in and plummet towards the ocean. I enter the water with a big splash, and find myself in a beautiful deep blue sea, fully able to breath. I swim around and admire the Orcas, and try and get close enough to stroke one of them. I reach my arm out and feel my arm move on my real body, and I gradually star to wake up.


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After falling asleep again I find myself in McDonalds working, fully lucid. I cook a few burgers which have weird topping choices, and then get bored and decide to go and have sex with someone. I go upstairs to the staff room but nobody is inside, so I head out to leave when an old school sweetheart comes in. I take her into the staff room but that's now full of people, so I go to another room with a combination locked door. I don't know the combination so I just hit random buttons and it opens.

At first we are chatting and I remember a point where she was teasing me a little bit, and I found it quite funny and enjoyed this momentary connection with my subconscious. Then we get down to business and start kissing and doing some foreplay. I'm impressed by how realistic this feels and really start to enjoy myself. I go to have sex with her but she says no because I'm not wearing a condom. I try to will her against it, because obviously it doesn't matter in a dream, but she is insistent. I find myself conflicted about what to do here and the dream ends.
« Last Edit: September 04, 2014, 02:15:10 AM by bluebird »
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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #708 on: September 04, 2014, 12:39:19 PM »
Great sequence, bluebird!  Good control, of both the dream and your thoughts/goals.

I'm thinking I might open my G and make 1/2 doses.  I have 8mg and empty gelatin capsules.  I read someone somewhere here found more success with smaller dosing.  (And it may help me with getting back to sleep at WBTB?)

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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #709 on: September 04, 2014, 01:39:37 PM »
Great sequence, bluebird!  Good control, of both the dream and your thoughts/goals.

I'm thinking I might open my G and make 1/2 doses.  I have 8mg and empty gelatin capsules.  I read someone somewhere here found more success with smaller dosing.  (And it may help me with getting back to sleep at WBTB?)

I've always used 4mg when my tolerance is low. If I take more I find my dreams get a bit more weird, vivid and intense but it doesn't actually raise my chances at lucidity any more than 4mg would.

Depends on your tolerance but it may be worth trying it and seeing what happens. I dunno how well the capsules split up into two tablets though as if the G only weighs 8mg it's only going to be a fraction of what's actually inside the capsule.
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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #710 on: September 05, 2014, 12:54:33 PM »
Odds are I'll get close to the right dose.  Thanks, bluebird!

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Re: ** Baby steps by bluebird **
« Reply #711 on: September 17, 2014, 05:35:00 PM »
Congrats on the amazing long and involved Lucid! This it really getting met excited for the dream leaf supplement to come in the mail! It is disappointing that even after 8 lucids, I have still not have a long lasting one that I can control yet. But reading interesting journals like your with the long and epic dreams keeps me motivated and gets me excited!
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