I think this has been one of the best nights of this year.
10th of september
4:50
I was keeping sheep in my parents' backyard. They were actually quite small sheep, lambs. Sometimes one was going outside the garden and I had to get it back.
I gave them milk from a bottle. One time I gave a sheep the milk bottle through a mailbox.
The environment started to become more like Minecraft, and I was digging down. Eventually I reached 'the void'. (the lowest point in Minecraft, which is just empty dark space that kills you when you fall in it.) But I saw other players being able to build platforms below the lowest point. I decided to build a way to get to their places, to have a look around their places.
The next moment I am outside in a rural part of the netherlands with a highway nearby. I get the idea that I might be dreaming and immediately I decide to fly away. I fly really fast, it amazes me! I am flying over the landscape and see the highway and the crossing below me. It's mainly green below and blue above me. I arrive in a backyard that looks like the one from my parents. the biggest difference is that all the vegetation has grown way bigger and also unrealistically way up in the air, it almost seems that some parts are floating. I keep flying around, around the plants and I make flips. Wow, it feels so much like swimming! I see some people walking around and fly around them, but they do not seem to notice me. Then I see a woman and I tell her that I am dreaming. She seems interested and smiles at me. She tries to ask me questions about the experience, but I can't remember them. I think of a good friend.
I realize that I have quite a low level of lucidity. It feels much more as if I dream about having a lucid dream than actually experiencing one directly. I'm not really experiencing it, but dreaming it. It's hard for me to remember what to do to enhance my lucidity. I look at my hands; my left hand only has two fingers, while the right one seems to have six.
I fly and float around some more, and I enjoy myself.
It fades.
I am walking on the street with my parents, my brother and sister. We stop at a house with its door next to the sidewalk with a big window next to it. The door is almost entirely made of glass. I see a hand on the inside lying still, it makes me think that there probably has been some good partying the previous night. I tap the window and suddenly the person of which the hand belongs to shoots up, startled, and looks at me. It's a good friend. His moustache looks different. He opens the door and I apologise for startling him. He tells me that he's repairing his computer there. He gets help from someone else. I see him and I think it's another friend, of both of us, his housemate. But when he gets up I see it's actually a she and recognise her as the girlfriend of this housemate that I also know. I greet her.
8:00
Me and some classmates are going to see Animal Collective, not IRL but a live video on tv at my parents' place. M is there as well. She sits down next to me and I tell her that I didn't know she liked Animal Collective. She smiles at me.
Some time later I tell her something else what I can't recall (the live video of AC hasn't started yet). As a reaction to that she gets up and gives me a kiss. It makes me very happy! She likes me. When Animal Collective starts I stand up and start to dance around the room, it is really so awesome.
After some time M gets up again and goes to the kitchen, I follow her. Once there she's eating a banana and getting something to drink. I approach her kiss her again on her mouth, she kisses me back and I embrace her. I don't think it will get any better than this, I am so happy! I feel euphoric!
The next moment I am looking at the live video again, but it changes to some kind of summary of footage of the history of AC. Suddenly there is a short video of crowd at earlier concerts which I also went to (Not IRL). I even get to see myself on the video standing on the place where they had just performed, but there are not many people. I get excited because the bandmembers of Animal Collective are nearby and I get to talk to them.
Some part in-between the first part (or maybe even before, not sure) of 8.00 I am travelling to the place where Animal Collective will perform live that evening. I am together with M and R, also a classmate and good friend of M. We get there by public transport. The place where they will perform has quite a big square in front of it, it doesn't look like performance/music place at all from the outside. There are about 50 people already waiting and we join them.
the last moment I can recall is R having a conversation with M in my absence about me and our kiss.
