Non Lucid: A Party With Wilfred
May 29I am on a balcony at a party and don't know anyone. I am about to leave when I see Wilfred and Ryan arrive on the lawn below. Wilfred makes his rounds and when he looks up he waves and runs up the stairs to me. He thrusts Bear at me to hold. Disgusted, I don't grab him and Bear falls from balcony to the lawn below. Wilfred freaks out and pushes people out of the way left and right while he runs down the stairs. I run after him, apologizing. Bear is fine. The three of us meander through the crowd, Wilfred keeps mentioning I should go say hi to Ryan. I keep declining.
We end up indoors at Wilfred's place. He brings to me a skanky looking little outfit that he wants me to put on bear for him. I don't want to touch bear. I ask Wilfred what I'll get out of this. He tells me he'll hook up me and Ryan, that Ryan's the one I've been looking for. I decline. I don't want anything to do with him. Wilfred mentions me being a photographer and pitches the idea that I can have an exclusive photo shoot with he and Bear if only I'll put the dress on Bear first. Kind of gross but intriguing, I agree. I put the dress on bear. "Don't forget to pop the nipples out!" Wilfred tells me. The shirt had fake stuffed boobs and the nipples have to be manually popped out. I do this and finish dressing Bear and Wilfred is deliriously happy.
Ryan walks in with a girl. He is shocked to see me and Wilfred there. "Don't mind us. Photoshoot," I say as I show him my camera. Wilfred excitedly tells Ryan that I'm going to make him and Bear famous. The three of us move into another room and I begin the shoot, with Wilfred doing all sorts of disgustingly pervy things to Bear. Throughout the shoot he keeps subtly hinting that I join in. At one point Ryan is behind me. He urges me to join, he'll take the photos. I tell HIM to join and I'LL take the photos. We argue until Wilfred says, "Put it on video and you both can join in!" I switch off my camera and while I'm amused by the suggestion I am not about to jump into an orgy with a guy, a dog and a stuffed animal. Jokingly, I tell Wilfred, "Maybe next time." I pack up my camera and leave.
Ryan follows behind me and asks me to stay. I tell him that sex is not my idea of a good time. He asks, "Well...what is you idea of a good time?" I stop and think about this. I admit that I don't know anymore. Ryan tells me to think about it and when I come up with something I enjoy to give him a ring and we can hang out together sometime. I grudgingly answer, "Sure," and then leave for home, anxious to see if I got any good shots of Wilfred.
Sneaky how Ryan manages to mention ring in our conversation, almost like he's daring me to remember or get to lucid, and I still don't manage to RC.