This is basically a supplement to my DJ. For those who happen to read my journal, it would be pretty hard nowadays to know where I am going this things. This will provide a bit a clarity, maybe?
As interesting as remote viewing and dream sharing is, the results I had with apparent mind matter interaction are even more compelling to me. For a number of reasons. One, because indeed you can put some statistics around it. There is data at the end of the experiment that can be quantified. And two, because if Tom Campbell's model is correct, then this is a wonderful little example of entropy reduction.
So here is the summary of what I've been wrestling with.
1) I am convinced that there is a such thing as your intrapersonal dream space, and that it is influenced by your present self, your sub conscious and all past lives that you have had. It is a collective space "owned" by you. It would also contain any low level consciousness you create by generating DC's of course. This is not to say that other sentient creatures cannot penetrate your dream space. But it is to say it's not their usual "starting point" or realm if you will. For many years I was throwing around the term Supermind, so let's dust that one off.
2) Every time I generated an apparent hit in my mind matter interaction experiments, my dreamspace or Supermind took over. I was either pinned in paralysis and desperately trying to reach the device (fear/desperation). Or I picked it up and was swooped away with it (elation/bliss). Etc ... I took this at the time to mean that when I interact with my dreamspace and let it take over, that this is when the magic happens. Well, maybe sort of ...
3) Every now and then, I am reminded of, but then subsequently forget that it's emotion that drives PSI. Emotion is also of course the language of dreams. It's the language of the non physical. I do believe that "love" in it's various interpretations was driving PSI reads when Maria and I were dream sharing. I think that is a relevant conclusion. But I think all emotions carry or resonate fairly well in NPMR. Even "negative" ones.
4) I always had the idea of my beach being a meeting place for versions of myself. At first, I saw this as present day or time shifted versions. I saw that as an interesting possibility. Something relevant and worth tucking away.
5) At my beach, there is always something mysterious, blissful or generally compelling going on. It is an emotionally charged place. More often than not anyway. There was one LD recently with clusters of people walking and swimming in individual circles. One closest to me but various others. I made the connection to a possible "I-there" cluster. Which is indeed effectively the collection of souls that are your past lives. There was also the dead body I pulled from the water which seemed to need rejuvination. This seemed relevant but I could not put my finger of why or how. Other little clues stand out. The rock covered in diamonds which seemed to represent past lives. The glowing gems in another LD that seemed to represent the same. The woman siting with a skeleton on a beach, the juxtaposition of life and death.
6) It dawned on me that maybe, one or more of my past life incarnations might have the answer on how to impact PMR from NPMR. I was toying with this and trying to animate the dead body at the beach to extract such info. But I was blocked a few times and concluded this was the wrong path.
7) Finally, there was a guide who came to me and very intelligently offered two comments over the span of a year or so. (I'll just paraphrase and not try to capture word for word)
- I've often seen students cutting flesh in an effort to put the pieces back together, it takes great focus and effort to do so.
- Revolutions are always under estimated by the ruling government. But all of these people are a part of you and you are a part of them.
Both of these hints clearly point to some need to focus and intelligently integrate past life knowledge of some kind. As discussed previously, the revolution is the one against dogmatic science, and the ruling government is the collective staunch and unwavering prove it to me scientists that can't see past an equation and a mathematical proof.
8 ) But I was stuck integrating these points. I did not see the solution. I was pondering whether it would be best to try to grab the psyleron and conjure another sentient entity such as my daughter, and try to generate love and impact to the device. But that seemed off base.
Conclusion. There is only one solution that fits all of this data. The second bullet was the real key. I am quite convinced as I have said many times that I feel I am re-learning many things in relation to consciousness and what I will broadly call "Magick". I am convinced that past life incarnations were picking away at this problem, studying it and using it. The way to leverage my past life incarnations is to honor their lineage. To acknowledge their roll in my development and abilities, to conjure them and apply love and determination to jointly reduce the entropy of our system and the element of physical matter reality the event is coupled to, which by way of focus and projection would be the pysleron. The beach would be the most relevant place to do this as it is a spiritual place for me, my favorite place in this PMR. It is emotionally charged and an easy starting point for an emotional dialogue and exchange.
Like I said, this is the only solution that fits the data, and it's honestly the only way that I can generate true desire and love and intense need. No one cares about this as much as me. Using deduction, this would have applied to past life entities as well. Pulling any present day sentient creature into this would miss the point. It turns out that as far as this project is concerned, it's all about me. And my personal development and entropy reduction. I can't lean on anyone else who's heart is not into the end game.
