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Re: Weird . . .
« Reply #15 on: August 25, 2008, 06:55:52 AM »
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Re: Weird . . .
« Reply #16 on: August 25, 2008, 12:31:01 PM »
Dream memory fascinates me.  I tend to treat it the same as my waking memory, but then something reminds me of the fundamental differences. 

I saw a friend from elementary school in a lucid dream this morning and I remembered hanging out with her and another friend as adults.  And then I was confused . . . did that really happen?  Did I go and spend time with them in reality?  It didn't quite seem right, but I remembered it.  I concluded that it must have happened.

After I woke up I realized that it hadn't happened, that what I remembered in my dream was a different dream.  I vaguely remember dreaming it several months back.  So apparently in dreams I may be incapable of distinguishing between remembered reality and remembered dreams.  I hadn't written down or even thought much about the dream when I had it a few months back.  I suppose that if I had then I may have remembered thinking about it as a dream in my dream today and been able to distinguish.

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Re: Weird . . .
« Reply #17 on: August 25, 2008, 01:37:57 PM »
yeah I know the feeling! its incredible how our memories construct (in some cases) an entire life for that one particular dream :) arnt our minds incredible :)
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Re: Weird . . .
« Reply #18 on: August 25, 2008, 02:47:25 PM »
yeah I know the feeling! its incredible how our memories construct (in some cases) an entire life for that one particular dream :) arnt our minds incredible :)
I think you misunderstood me (although I frequently have that happen too).  I was remembering a different dream that I actually had in the past.  I just happened to be remembering it in my current dream which led to some confusion.

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« Reply #19 on: August 25, 2008, 03:45:31 PM »
yeah I know the feeling! its incredible how our memories construct (in some cases) an entire life for that one particular dream :) arnt our minds incredible :)
I think you misunderstood me (although I frequently have that happen too).  I was remembering a different dream that I actually had in the past.  I just happened to be remembering it in my current dream which led to some confusion.

This seems to happen to me most when I am in the transition stage coming out of the dream but not quite in this reality. I am not sure where I am I guess. The memories are overlapping
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Re: Weird . . .
« Reply #20 on: August 25, 2008, 06:06:29 PM »
I think you misunderstood me (although I frequently have that happen too).  I was remembering a different dream that I actually had in the past.  I just happened to be remembering it in my current dream which led to some confusion.

Hmm yeah I've had that before. Even if you've written the 2nd dream down as a dream in you DJ, you mind still thinks it's a reality when you remember it in the 1st dream.

I'm also forever thinking that what has got to be deja vu is actually a dream I had sometime and forgot. It's so confusing :(.

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« Reply #21 on: August 26, 2008, 02:35:21 AM »
I'm also forever thinking that what has got to be deja vu is actually a dream I had sometime and forgot. It's so confusing :(.
Oh, yeah, I've always thought so too.

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« Reply #22 on: August 28, 2008, 02:14:16 AM »
Military Prodigy
Non-lucid


The enemy came into view as I was leading my small force along the stream.  They were just where predicted and the numbers were right.  No surprises, this was good, we would have a victory.  This would be the final battle, the culmination of two years of strategy and battle.  I was as secretly smug as the player two moves away from declaring a checkmate.

We crossed the stream and turned onto the small dirt road bisecting the meadow.  The terrain really couldn't be better, dry and flat.  It was the perfect footing for the horses.  I upped our speed to a canter as the enemy spotted us, running and stumbling in their haste to prepare their defenses.

I notice a couple dozen archers and footmen to our right.  I can't chance being flanked by even such a small force.  Drawing my bastard sword, I take fifteen mounted men to meet them and we charge through a flurry of arrows.  The archers break and the footmen die.  I let the archers run for the safety of the woods and turn my horse to gallop back to my company.  My men are already engaged.  My own archers have taken their position, and kneel, drawing their bows.  Behind them, Bindi, my trusted general and adviser readies his men.  The front of the column is in full combat but my men are giving ground.  Do I have to do everything myself?

I draw my bow as I reach the front lines.  My horse slows among my men and I loose the arrow.  It strikes the enemy commander in the split in his armor between shoulder and torso, knocking him from his horse.  The battle is over; he is surrendering.  I dismount and loose two more arrows at his abdomen.  They stick in his studded leather armor harmlessly.  He won't dare get up from his back now.

But that wasn't why I had done it.  I felt anger rising in me.  This man was my true enemy.  He was the reason so many men had died on both sides.  The reason for the war.  The reason I'd had to raise an army, leaving my previous life behind.  A few quick steps and I was upon him.  I drew a mean knife I had with a broad tip and serration near the grip and held it to his throat.  He smiled.  Did he find all he'd done amusing!?  I forced him to his feet.  I wanted to kill him!  I knew that my judgment was clouded by emotion.  Bindi would be disappointed with me if I killed him. 

I'd wait for Bindi . . . I'd let him decide what to do with him . . .  I grabbed his hand and held the serrated edge of my knife to the base of the ring finger on his left hand, drawing blood.  I considered cutting off his fingers, but after a moment let them go.  He started to stoop down.  I pressed my knife to his eye, contacting his eyelid, and demanded to know what he was doing.  I wondered if I would drawing blood again.  I hoped so.  He said that he was trying to pick up his purse, and indeed there was a small leather pouch with drawstring for his coin that had fallen separate from his other things.

"Well la-ti-da! Your purse!"  I mocked as I released him and my men around me laughed.  It occurred to me that that would be considered a joke.  With all the hatred seething inside me I had no concept of humor.  I was just a kid, barely a man.  How could I possibly keep these feelings contained?  I was drowning in them.

I wondered if I should sheath my knife.  It would be sweeter to kill him with my bastard sword should he try to escape.


At the beginning of this dream I actually loaded from a save file (after accidentally loading my dad's save, realizing it, and having to reset) and used the "L" button to lead my troops.  But I actually experienced it as if I were there.  I loaded a life. :P 

I was actually just barely lucid when I thought about my identity or my past.  I'd think things like, "Should I have lost a sister, or maybe a lover in the war?" and "I guess being a teenage boy [instead of a woman] expains how I can be so angry."
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Re: Weird . . .
« Reply #23 on: August 28, 2008, 05:57:38 AM »
:O Wow, what an exciting dream. Very well written as well by the way, not like a dream, but a story.



I was actually just barely lucid when I thought about my identity or my past.  I'd think things like, "Should I have lost a sister, or maybe a lover in the war?" and "I guess being a teenage boy [instead of a woman] expains how I can be so angry."


Sounds from that as if you were inventing your history as the dream went on... writing the story as
it happened. Did you incubate this dream at all?


At the beginning of this dream I actually loaded from a save file (after accidentally loading my dad's save, realizing it, and having to reset) and used the "L" button to lead my troops.  But I actually experienced it as if I were there.  I loaded a life. :P 

Hehe, I have a lot of dreams where computers get mixed with reality. I had a pop-up inventory for my french vocab the other night :P

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« Reply #24 on: August 28, 2008, 08:42:17 AM »
Great reading.  Does this have meaning in this reality?
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« Reply #25 on: August 28, 2008, 08:10:40 PM »
:O Wow, what an exciting dream. Very well written as well by the way, not like a dream, but a story.
Yay!  Someone liked it. :D  My story non-lucids are some of my favorite dreams.  They feel so meaningful and I feel so driven when I'm experiencing them.  I want to write them down in a way that conveys that.

Sounds from that as if you were inventing your history as the dream went on... writing the story as
it happened. Did you incubate this dream at all?
No intentional incubation.  But I've been subtlety changing the plots of my supposed non-lucids for as long as I've been having dreams like this.

Hehe, I have a lot of dreams where computers get mixed with reality. I had a pop-up inventory for my french vocab the other night :P
I actually had another medieval military dream this morning, but I was just looking at a screen and controlling my units on a grid.

Great reading.  Does this have meaning in this reality?
"Meaning"?  I don't think so.  Although it reflects my fandom of strategy video games and the fact that I'm reading a fantasy series by George R. R. Martin.
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« Reply #26 on: August 29, 2008, 11:37:23 PM »
Military Prodigy
I think I figured out why I felt so acutely homicidal:  there had been a tree-cutting truck across the street very early that morning and every 3-5 seconds it would back up and go, "BEEP, BEEP, BEEP, BEEP!"  I woke up several times because I thought it was my alarm clock.  I remember being rather angry.

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« Reply #27 on: August 31, 2008, 06:46:26 PM »
I entertain myself by recording dreams that could be interpreted as prophetic.  I don't believe in prophetic dreams.

Yesterday
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I was at a party that was supposed to be for my birthday but it turned out that it was also a party for someone else and no one really seemed to care much that I was there.  In fact I only knew two people there.

Later the same day in reality one of my friends from the dream calls me to tell me that the other friend from my dream is leaving for a job he got and we're gonna have an impromptu going-away party.  Now the friend throwing the party is actually close friend but has been busy with work so I hadn't seen him for my birthday and I kinda expected that he would have a present for me when I got to the party.  However . . . nothing . . .

Overall my dream was actually pretty enjoyable because . . . well, with some dreams there's just this feeling, this mood about them that I love.  I also went on to become Dr. Who and then watch Dr. Who.  No, not on TV.

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« Reply #28 on: August 31, 2008, 09:06:02 PM »
Interesting HI: 
I was falling asleep at the previously mentioned party but during HI I was getting distracted and drawn toward wakefulness because one of my friends was talking about World of Warcraft.  I consciously decided that I needed to tune them out and concentrated on not hearing the words.  Turns out I had a visual of their conversation, kinda like a blurry grid of colors that mapped the room, mostly composed of beiges and other neutrals.  It was a horizontal strip of colors representing my friends' voices.  And when I decided that I needed to stop hearing what they were saying these colors turned clockwise until it was a vertical strip.  Once vertical, I could still hear them talking but the words no longer made any sense to me.  I played with this for a little while, turning the grid back and forth, and trying to make it go further clockwise.  Turning it back, I could understand the words again, pushing it back to vertical, I couldn't. :P  Then I fell asleep.


My dreams today didn't make a whole lotta sense.  Okay, here goes:
Down the Chain of Creation
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I was a young guy on a different planet.  It was a very small planet.  I could tell because I could see the curve of the horizon.  It was also dark.  The planet, although small was important in interplanetary trade and wealthy because of some kind of fuel that was mined there. 

The rules in this universe were different.  There were may alternate universes stacked on one another and it was possible to travel between them by normal means, although this was only done every few generations.  Each existence was underneath the one above it, superior and inferior on the chain of creation.  I was living on the highest existence.

Now I was this guy's younger brother.  I was some kind of apprentice warrior.  Our people fought by manipulating water.  I'm heading to gather for combat practice with some other apprentices when something possesses one of them and he starts destroying the mines.  One of the other apprentices gets crushed and I watch his skin turn to red bruises.  He cries out as he dies.  I save myself by going into some kinda trance and summoning water up to save me in a way that surpasses my current abilities. 

Now I'm a teenage girl on a lower level of reality.  Once again I'm a warrior in training.  My people fight with weapons made of yellowy green glass.  I have a straight build with broad shoulders.  Both fat and muscle make me rather large.  I have a round face with the face paint of a warrior.

Something possesses me and I am compelled to destroy all of our weapons.  My mother sees the look on my face and sees that I will not be stopped.  She convinces everyone to stay out of my way so that no one is hurt by me and I destroy every weapon of our community, littering the ground with green shards.  Once this is done I'm out of the trance.

The people of the first reality were fleeing to our version of our world.  They were surprised to see our people who had a reputation as great warriors with no weapons.  We were now defenseless and there was some concern that we would not be able to defend our planet should it be attacked.  But we had no time for that; the most important thing in each civilization on each level of creation was being destroyed.  We fled down the chain of creation, witnessing more destruction on each level.  Each people in each reality would join us and we would continue downward through the realities.  The whole chain of creation was collapsing in on itself.

Finally we reached a level where there were no humans and the whole planet was just some large esophagus-intestine thing.  We were trying to figure out how to get through safely since it was just a sheer vertical drop when I woke up.


Waterfalls and Uranus Revisited
Second half lucid:  DILD

I'm flying under a clear blue sky over a giant waterfall with lots of little waterfalls all around and below.  Lots of people are para-surfing weightlessly on the vertical face of the waterfall.

I get to the bottom and there's a house right in the middle of the river below, completely flooded and with water currently flowing right through it.  I think to myself that it would be pretty awesome to somehow make the place livable with the powers I have and then live there. 

Someone starts teaching me how to manipulate the temperature of the water and I'm practicing on little waterfalls in front of the house, at the base of the big waterfall.  Apparently it helps to turn the water the color of the temperature that you want first.  That is, turn the water the color that you associate with that temperature.  I choose mango to make a patch of water warm.  I choose between blue and purple to freeze it and finally settle on a violet color.  I'm successful with my temperature manipulation all around and respectively see the waterfalls steam and freeze.  I'm told that it would also help to wear panties of the color that I associate with the temperature that I'm trying to achieve.  But there are only a good selection of hues available in T-string thongs and I find those to be irritation after a while, so I forgo the undies.

I see a dark blue planet up in the sky.  I remember Uranus and become lucid.  I teleport to the surface of Uranus, but part of me is still on earth; I'm now in two places at the same time.  On earth I get out an index card to write down the dream.  On Uranus I realize that there shouldn't be a surface, and as I think this it disappears and I fall through the layers of Uranus's gaseous atmosphere.  I can feel the differences in pressure as I hit each one.  On earth, I'm writing with a pencil, "I realized that there shouldn't be a surface, and as soon as I thought this, it disappeared."  On Uranus I have my arms up above me, my body forming a straight line.  I don't fall very fast, as if I'm on a slide.  On earth, my employer's trying to talk to me, distracting me.  But I manage to keep thinking of Uranus and decide that I should see the center.  I splash into the liquid-ice core of Uranus and remember that I'm supposed to look at my hands.  I hold them up and decide that they look more or less as they should.  I was a bit confused about where my thumbs should be.  I was looking at the back of my hands.  Should the thumbs be on the outside or the inside?  They were on the outside and I decided that this must be right. :P  My hands had some differences from my real hands, I decided.  They were more masculine looking: more tan, with wider fingers and short nails.  It also looked as if there wasn't enough of a difference between the length of my fingers.

Back on earth I'm talking to my employer.

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« Reply #29 on: September 03, 2008, 11:21:56 PM »
I was shopping in some weird indoor swap meet type store.  I walked all around the place and found a duvet cover that I liked.  It was bronze-brown and slightly iridescent and I thought it would look nice with the dark wood in my bedroom.  Right as I checked out I realized that I was dreaming and was really disappointed since I'd spent all that time shopping for an item that I couldn't keep.  I thought about doing some challenges but woke up.

Me and my husband were in some kind of mild S/M amusement park.  DCs would take me and set me up in a room and then they'd send my husband through a maze to find me.  Once he found me, they'd either do things to me so my husband could watch, or have my husband do things to me.  Then we'd go to then next floor and switch and I'd be the one going through the maze to find my husband.  This went on for a while and I knew that once we got to the top we'd actually have intercourse.  But my husband's alarm woke me . . . I was terribly disappointed . . . And apparently to drowsy to start anything in reality.

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