Hello there.
Sounds like an awesome lucid you had.

I've not been around in a long time. The forum use to be more active. I wasn't following what happened so don't know all the details. But it seems much drama over arguments on spirituality turned volatile. Resulting in nearly shutting down the forum completely. But someone took it over and kept it running. But still many of the regulars left due to the BS which transpired, including myself. So it's not been so active around here since that happened I guess.
I never get into spiritual discussions on forums. Or anywhere really. It's a complete waste of time, energy, and frustration in my opinion. But some people enjoy the arguments it causes. I'm not one of them. I don't like wasting my time. And personally, I don't give a shit what anyone else believes in.