Arliatis's dream journal

[arliatis]

Was to tired to write notes last night, but remember this dream from the morning

Running

I forget what happened at the start but there's this guy stalking me, trying to give me advice and help with things all the time. I'm with somebody (can't remember who) and we're running through a forest similar to the one's on my friends farm. we are trying to get to this homestead place, because somebody is there that we have to do something with. But as we get closer we see the stalkers car. its a viscous looking Ute, and easily recognizable. This pulled the last straw for me, because i was already uncertain of the guys motives for helping us.

I just remembered that when i was uncertain about this guy, i stole a handgun from his draw, and i don't think he realizes it. We go up to the building and exchange a few words. After acting cool, he starts acting dodgy and i signal to my friend to run. I'm fairly sure its Whinny. Luckily there's a motorbike and a red Ute. Before i run for the bike i talk casually distracting the stalker while Whinny starts up the Ute. Once i hear it start i sprint over to the bike while Whinny speeds off across the paddock.

I start the bike up easily and race off after Whinny. My aim is to get close enough to the Ute and jump into the back, letting the bike go. I manage to pull the feat off but narrowly. y the time i had jumped onto the Ute we were heading straight into a fence. We hit the fence at full speed and i fly over the the rail. The car is destroyed and I immediately grab Whinny so we can continue to run. There's a gravel road and we run down that for a while. We pass by a KFC and i see the stalkers car go past. I hit the ground but he sees me. I contemplate running through the forest again but i conclude that he has some kind of tracking device on me, and will find us anyway.

I go into the dinner where, there's a lot of people. My extended family is sitting down having lunch. The stalker enters and sits down with them. This pushes me over the edge and i crack. I pull out his gun and aim it at his head. i start shouting at him, asking why he was able to find me, and why he wants to kill me. My family is stressing out, and i worry that 1 of them will try to grab the gun out of my hand. In an effort to make people step back, i point the gun at my head. People start to step back, when i threaten to kill myself. I actually manage to pull the act off really well. due to the extreme stress of the situation i'm able to produce tears.

I then begin to think, whether I've jumped to conclusions about this guy. still pointing the gun at my head i tell everybody to be quite. Once they've shushed, i ask the guy. His an old man, but when i close in on his face he seems in his 20's or 30's. I ask his plaining if he plans to kill me. I try to get a read on his face. I'm pretty sure that his lying, but not confident enough to shoot him now.

[arliatis]

Moving Around

I'm some kind of secrete agent. I've been infected, the name if the disease i can't remember but it was something common, perhaps an std or something (but it wasn't and std). I have a small rash on my right forearm where you can see the veins. I go to hospital and get cured, except the rash is still there after i leave.

Either i've gone back in time to where i got the disease or i've decided to carry on with the mission. I'm in some children's playground wearing a suit. This is a meeting spot for the transfer of the deadly disease that infected me. Drew T was the guy i was meeting and put the container in one of the plastic spheres. The container is see through and the disease looks an enlarged virus of some sort, looks kinda mean. As i look at it Drew gets angry that its possible that people would see us if i did that. i tell him that we've already attracted a huge amount of attention by wearing suits in a children's playground.

I'm in Mandurah now, in the downstairs bedroom. I look out the window and see my female cousins on my dad's side. I have to argue with my parents to let me go to the city for the day, but eventually i win. Once i'm there, i try calling people, but nobody is answering. I end up going to Marco's house. His dad comes and we talk for a bit. a small group of people then rock up at Marco's and a small party goes off. There's strobe and colourful lights going off, as well as really loud music.   

I walk down the road to my house. Its a really big and expensive house. We have a back room, and i head down there. As i enter i see Ben C playing COD. his got Eminem playing really loudly. We then proceed to dance. With every phrase of the song there's a dance move the goes with it. e.g. 'mother fucker" = slide to the left. It was the person's job who wasn't standing to shoot at the other person. They had to shoot, so that if the right move was made, the dancer wouldn't get shot. Aimee and some other girls turned up towards the end and watched.

Secret Room!

I'm at my Mandurah house. I head downstairs to go to the toilet. I end up walking through a door that leads under the stairs. It leads into a huge room! there's really comfy mattresses and pillows everywhere. There's a window wall on 1 side which leads to a pool. There's all these people outside that i recognize, and Palle goes to the effort to come and tell me to come outside.

[arliatis]

Back room

I'm in a back room, similar to Palle's. There's people over and were just hanging out. Eventually everybody leaves except Summer (OC). She's my GF, and eventually she leaves. My dad comes in and i get too stressed out and tell him to leave, because i haven't had any time to myself for ages.

I'm pretty sure its from the same dream. I have pictures of being in the passenger seat of a car, while the driver is crashing a breaking many things.

[arliatis]

fragment

I've missed my bus.

Fragment

I'm at my old house. I've got a pet snake and its fighting with my bird (Zack). I'm really upset and i'm doing all i can to rescue Zack from the snakes attack. I accidentally hit Zack and his hurt. his not dead so i'm happy

[arliatis]

fragment

I've delayed seeing Meg so i finally go to see her. Her parents are away, and she's playing cod. There's a letter from her parents on the floor next to the door. I pick it up and ask if i can open it. It has directions for her, to where guns are stored on the map she's playing. I remember there being a pave low gun. It was a it like diablo in that some guns where low class (less amount of bullets per magazine) and others where high class.

Now i'm transported into the game and i'm crouching on top of a small hill. Meg's there, and shes opening fire into a bunch of people below. I see guys coming behind us, but my gun's out of ammo. I sprint up to them and stab them. I had to take out three before i got my hands on a gun.

FA

I'm laying in my bed, and its 10:45am. its very similar to reality, can't pick any flaws in the scene. I don't do much tho, wake up soon.
 

[iadr]

FA
I'm laying in my bed, and its 10:45am. its very similar to reality, can't pick any flaws in the scene. I don't do much tho, wake up soon.

That's the way those false awakenings are alright, very similar to reality, especially the ones where you are looking at a clock. It only when you are doing something like getting ready to take a piss and the stool disappears that you might...might realize it's a false awakening, and that's if you're lucky.

[miss_maya]

Hey Ar! just noticed you live in Australia too. Nice!

[arliatis]

That's the way those false awakenings are alright, very similar to reality, especially the ones where you are looking at a clock. It only when you are doing something like getting ready to take a piss and the stool disappears that you might...might realize it's a false awakening, and that's if you're lucky.

I'm just wondering, dreams are supposed to be real creative right? why would they suddenly become... logical in a way?

Hey Ar! just noticed you live in Australia too. Nice!

yep, nice and cold at the moment. how's it where you are?

[arliatis]

Before WBTB

Bomb Threat

I'm staying at a motel place with my family. It feels like i'm moving in. There's this attractive girl who lives here as well. By her body language you can see she's stuck up, and rather rude to her friends on the phone. Somehow we become friends and she wants to be my girlfriend. I still find she's a bit to arrogant, so i don't.

Now i'm walking some neighborhood. There's some guy who's making bombs and setting them off around the city. I have an image of what they are, and its comprised of plastic explosive, with syringes stuck into it. The syringes have poison in them that once it hits something injects. I infiltrate the crew, because i don't like walking around the streets fearing that i'll get injected by needles. There's something about 5 layers. Don't remember well, but when i get closer to him he increases the time between each bomb. I eventually find him in a common house. I'm holding a desert eagle and I've killed most of the guards. When i meet him, its just like the movies. his acting calm and when 2 of his guards come in, he shoots the both. I end up killing him.

After WBTB

Mandurah Girls

I've been dropped off at the boulevard shopping center. I see Whinny in a car looking at me. In the car park there's a bunch of people I know as well as some new faces, who have come down from Mandurah. We just chill for a while, and i get the impression the girls are sluts. Its night time now, and there's a movie playing roof height. I'm sitting down on a wooden bench thing, with 2 girls either side. The one on the right had really red lipstick on, and the 1 on the left had blonde hair. I was contemplating going for the blonde girl, when Ben C grabbed me. He pulled me into the lipstick girl and we started making out.

its morning now, and i've woken up in what seems to be a motel. I remember seeing the alarm clock saying that it was 5:45am or 5:50am. I had slept with the lipstick girl, but remember absolutely nothing, not even fazed memories. she has to leave and go back to the school hotel, before she gets caught, and leaves me her phone number.

Hitler

I'm in 3rd person, looking at a caravan park. Hitler is there and wearing a blue sports jacket. 4 a bit i'm watching the night sky. I can see planes because of the lights coming from the bottom. There's 1 aircraft that got about 5 others surrounding it. Naturally its destroyed. Now i'm watching Hitler run away, from the military (other nation). his movement style reminds me of a rat. his also making a lot of noise for somebody trying to go unnoticed. I want to tell him to be quite because its so obvious to me where he is. Eventually he gets away, and i can't help but be impressed at his ability to get away. 

Pills (in between lucid and WBTB)

I'm in some kind of toilet thats rather big (its can fit me with reasonable room to spare). I don't remember much, but there were lots of pills every where. There were 2 types of them, red pills and blue pills. I get the impression that the blue pills represented cold and the red 1's represented hot pills. At some points the blue pills flooded in almost drowning me (I think they might have been in water).

Bird-girl

I'm at Ben D's house. his sister is there (not RL 1) and she's really nice to me. I talk to her 4 a while, and i realize that she has the genome thats mixed between a birds and a humans. I feel really sad for her, because this makes people her age tease her. I find nothing wrong with her, and inf act reckon it was kinda cool.

party

I'm at the adults/teenagers party. It seems to be a traditional Indian party, with the people dressed up in the colourful clothing. I'm with Chris and somebody else and we're deep into the back garden by a tree and some water (probs a pond or something). I remember the tree being really fascinating. Eventually the girl owner of the house comes down and asks us to leave. We get up and walk out. When we get outside a girl comes out and says she can sneak us back in. I can't really be bothered, and it was kinda boring anyway. We get a lift to the Boulevard. There was something to do with cars and people doing burnouts.

[miss_maya]

yep, nice and cold at the moment. how's it where you are?

cold.... want to stay inside the house if the sun is not out...


by the way, i'm kind of confused about how you colour code your journal...  

[arliatis]

yer, i forgot what i said at the start of my DJ, but at the moment:
Red= non-lucid dreaming
Purple= Lucid
Black= thoughts + names and information

[arliatis]

City

i'm at the city and i see Chris and Whinny. I'm sad that they didn't invite me :( . I end up in some kind of market place. There's many stores and i go into 1 to smoke shesha.

Holiday

I'm walking along the coast. there's a really plain grey cement walkway. its pretty huge and unique. I'm with somebody else, i'm leaning towards Whinny. We pass a boat and its owned by some people i know. We crash there for the night. getting up i see Aimee and Meg. They don't tell me to get off the boat, but i get the impression they don't want me and Whinny here. I complain about how much my muscles hurt (for some reason they were painful).

Now i'm in a small village. Its the Solomon islands and i'm with a group of kids. I'm trying to teach them badminton, but there's something wrong, something to do with shuttles. I give up and just give them a football to play with.

Zack

I'm in this house. Its really long! actually i think its my house in the dream. I don't remember what i'm doing but i keep seeing Zack outside the house. I fear that his going to fly away, and get very angry at people who leave the door open. Luckily he is always brought back inside

Giant cement walkway= unique
Waking up= RC whenever i wake up
Solomon Islands= RC whenever i see or talk about the Solomon islands + kokoda
Anger= RC with strong emotion
Zack= RC my bird

[arliatis]

Been needing proper sleep lately, so don't remember much

Bird

I'm at the boulevard with a a handful of people. Were just chilling, when i see me bird flying around. I fear his going to fly away and get killed by some of the other birds. He just ends up flying around the shops. My brother comes and i get really angry at him for taking the bird with him. I remember making him cry really badly, and i felt guilty. I also feel really bad, i try to get Zack to come to me, but his just hanging out around the place. i don't want to make him fly, in case he decides to just fly away. I call my dad to come to the boulevard (Zack adores dad). Eventually he arrives and picks up Zack. O get a lift back to the house. Its the Mandurah house, and i want to go to Sammy's party tonight. It starts in an hour and it takes an hour to get there, plus i have to pick up Chris. I get stressed out, at how relaxed my dad is... urg.

Jail

I'm in prison with Palle and Ben. I deciding whether or not to stay with them, because they would probably attract the wrong crowd. I'm holding a red bull, and for some reason i consider it some kind of token, that makes me look cool. I enter the change rooms, and i'm scared that i'm going to get beaten up or raped. there doesn't seem to be too many ruthless people there. while i was waiting for Ben to have a shower, there was this gut doing bicep curls. He asked me to count for him and i did so. We started talking and he showed me around the prison. I knew he was in for about 20-25yrs, but i considered it rude to ask him why.

its night now in the prison and i go outside. there's a party going on between the male and female prisoners. Its actually a pretty cool, and i go over to some seats near the dance floor, to put down some stuff. As i put my stuff down i see Hannah in the crowd with Palle dancing with her. I find it weird that Palle is dancing, but get distracted when Cassie walks over to me. We start talking and she turns into Olivier. I ask her why she's here? She says she got put into Juvi, and then was transported here 2 yrs later. I end up getting with her and do some shit to the side of the dance floor.

Now i'm in some kind of classroom, for the younger prisoners. I've done my 2-day sentence and can leave. Just as i make my way to the door, i see Chappy. Its been a while and i'm happy to see him. I ask him some stuff and we talk basics. his got to stay in prison for another 2yrs. I feel really bad, because i feel like i'm abandoning him by leaving. After saying goodbye I go over to the teacher who's playing a game on the computer. I ask her where i have to go to get out of the prison. When i leave through the door i say 1 more goodbye, and see that its Tavis now, and his test scores are still really good. I feel even worse for leaving him behind.

I need to RC my bird!
extreme anger
Stressed
Party
palle dancing=weird
extreme sadness

[arliatis]

Dead friend Before lucid on the 1st

I'm rollerskating to the boulevard with my friend T. We're going pretty fast and coming up to a intersection. For some reason at the last second i decide to stop and check if any cars are coming along. there was something to do with magnetics or something. T keeps going and sure enough a black 4WD hits him. it wasn't a missive hit but enough to do some damage. I sprint over on roller skates to see if his ok. His turned into a really big chicken fillet. I'm immensely sad.

I'm trying to find his body, perhaps the chicken fillet isn't T. The fillet contains T's head, and its telling me to find his arms and legs. I'm running around i circles trying to find his limbs with no success. now a nurse comes over to me a tells me T is probably going to die. I'm really really sad now. We've found his body and its wedged inside some wall. Its holding his body in place and when they take him out his probably going to die.

I try talking to him, and his hell casual. His saying how after i get out of here we can go to the movies or something. I can't speak, i'm so immensly sad. My friend F is there, so he covers for me while i try to pull myself together. i wake up.

I've never felt complete and utter horrible emotion.

[arliatis]

Scarborough

I'm walking around Scarborough with chris and some other people. I see Marco and his sitting at a table with some other guy. I say hi, and his being the biggest dickhead. He keeps insulting me, and eventually i crack. He laughs and eases up, saying that it was a joke. I forgive him, but still slightly annoyed. We hang out for a while, but eventually the guy he was with says he has to get a lift. I offer him the night at my pad, but he says his good.


Shrooms

I'm walking along a corridor at my school with Sam J. We decide to try out some shrooms. I grab them out of the packet and we have them right there in front of all the teachers. Now its my primary school, and its period 1. I manage to get through it with out much trouble. Now i have double private study and just waiting outside memorial hall. I begin to hallucinate and see cartoon images. There are weird seagulls as well as everything with a static feel to it, like on TV. Somebody is trying to talk to me, so i have to ignore the hallucinations. I manage to do it ok.

Now i'm on some mountain, where its cold but no ice. I'm with a girl, and i get the impression she doesn't like me too much, as a person. I somehow end up fingering her. There was this weird little tally thing that was in the bottom left of my vision counting the orgasms. It ends up totaling 13. Then she goes inside the house. I tell her she's selfish, for not returning the favor.

Grand-dad dead

Long dream short. I'm at rotto underground. Water is coming in everywhere, and i have to escape. I escape and end up at this really big property. I had a very epic lake + gardens, a bit like the ancient Egyptian temple style. Grand-dad showing me around. He wants to play golf but i say i'll verse him tomorrow. I turn around and nobody is following me. When i look around a second time, his having a heart attack. His going to die, and after about a min he does. I'm extremely sad. I have to try very hard to hold back tears. We throw his body into the lake.