Wedajihs: From Dusk till Dawn

[Wędajihs]

- Was at one of my childhood homes. I think I bought it and was trying to clean and fix it up. Night came along and the feeling that someone was watching me was very heavy. I thought it might be someone spying through the windows so plastered newspapers over them. The feeling persisted. Then I heard occasional jingling and thumping. I became irritated by it and yelled at the top of my lungs, "Get the F out of my house!". A cold breeze rushed past me and slammed into the front door, shattering it. The force of the slam also shook the house. Whatever the force was, it was powerful so I left. I ran across the field to the corner store and got a ride from one of the cashiers. As we drove past my house, all the lights were on, the papers ripped from the windows, and through the largest window, I saw a blue-hued being staring at me. I got dropped off at the church down the road, picked up some grave dirt, and put it in my pockets as protection from the demonic feeling creature that was in my house. I would wait until morning to go back.

-On a kayak trip with others, we found a camping spot and pulled out of the water. The others set up tents on the hill. I stayed down by the river shore. I could hear others talking about my uncle B. They weren't saying good things about him and I was going to give them a piece of my mind but remembered that the B they knew and the B I knew were probably two different people. I climbed up the hill and laid across the bridge that lead to the campground. When the people came up from the river I would ask them to tell me stories about B.

- Lucidity 
I returned to the house with the blue demon

[Wędajihs]

When it rains, it pours. There was a very good thunderstorm a few days ago, well a few good thunderstorms all last week actually. It knocked out the electricity and with it went the wifi. It's still out today and it's Monday. I don't own a cell phone so yep, cut off from the world. AND a if being digitally cut off from the world was not enough, my laptop decided to kick the bucket. Files, research, projects, photos, video, all just... gone. Some is stored online but most is still on that hard drive. I had to use my vacation money to purchase another laptop. It's not so bad, I suppose. I'll  have to spend the next few days reinstalling and updating software on this new and still uncomfortable feeling laptop. I'll try to pop on when I'm near some wifi.

Keep dreaming!

[Caradon]

Oh that sounds bad... We had a couple of good storms here last week too, even tornado warnings one night. But  that one turned out to be a dud thankfully. I enjoy a good storm, but of course don't want the house blown away by anything extreme.  We didn't lose power that I'm aware of anyways. I was at work during one of the storms.The building was shaking with the thunder a couple of times. I have  had problems with the internet recently too, but it's not gone down for a while thankfully.

That really sucks  about your computer. My previous laptop died that way too, after Microsoft forced a windows update on me that I kept refusing.  After the update my computer was fried, would open to an error page and that's it. I don't know if it's fixable or not, but ended up  just going out and getting a new laptop. Got a Lenovo for a decent price, pretty big screen that has been serving me pretty well. Would like to get something with a 4k screen for watching Netflix on, this Lenovo has pretty good picture quality and supposed to be 1080p. But doesn't seem to be as good picture as my 1080p TV has. The TV has much better, brighter colors.

   

[Wędajihs]

Back, sort of. I went on a 9 day kayak trip and am currently in recovery mode.
THe new laptop I bought sucks and I'm thinking of taking it back. Sent my old one in to see if it is fixable. I hope it is. Lots of stuff on that one.
Had two lucid dreams while on the trip and lots of fragmented dreams. Probably due to the exhaustion from paddling for hours every day. I hope to gt back to journal-ling and being on site again regularly. I'm missing out on so much.
Keep dreaming.

[Wędajihs]

If I were a 'the universe is trying to tell me something' kind of person, I'd believe that it was trying to tell me to stay offline. I've been through two laptops trying to get back to my online line. Both had different issues and had to be returned. I finally just grabbed a mac which I now use but as of yet am very uncomfortable with. To make things even more merry right now, the person I live with, who's responsibility is to pay for wifi, has not paid for wifi for over three months so it has been shut off at my home now for almost a month. I have to sit here in a cafe and use their wifi when I have time.

But I am not a 'universe is trying to tell me something' kind of person. I am more of a 'The universe doesn't give a crap about me, it's the people in my life making things hard at the moment' kind of person and am working towards not relying on said wifi payer anymore and getting familiar enough with my mac that I can get back online regularly soon.

I have had a couple of significant lucid dreams regarding a lucid goal of mine that I can't wait to get to sharing. I just wish there was someone in my nonol life who cared enough about dreaming to sit and chat with. Oh well. I'll be back in business online soon.

Hope you all are having amazing dreams, lucid or not. Keep dreaming.

[Wędajihs]

Finally back in the saddle again.

[Wędajihs]

I'm going back to the titling my dreams method of recall. My written dreams don't feel complete without titles. I suspect this is why my recall is not as robust as it used to be. Titling my dreams should give them a higher seat honor in subconscious. We shall soon see.

Bubble Lights
A pool party had its pool full of balloons. The scene shifted to us at a beach with the entire lake or ocean filled with bobbing balloons. People played happily in the water. I swam under it all and saw air bubbles about the size of the balloons on the surface. The bubbles had hearts of flickering little lights. I did not realize it in dream but I was breathing while under water. I swam deeper to discover the source of the bubble lights.

Crappy Hands (late day recall)
I was left in charge of little children. They were all very well behaved but not potty trained. I changed lots of diapers this night. At one point I realized I had baby crap all over my hands, up my arm, and under my fingernails. It wouldn't come off.

[Wędajihs]

Actually got to sleep in today. I woke up a few times, recalled dreams, and went back to sleep. All of these dreams are the ones I remembered upon my few awakenings.

My Sister's Mansion
My sister, who had a mansion close to the size of Buckingham Palace (she repeatedly reminded us of this fact) invited all of her sibling to live with her. She had the mansion divided into what I called apartments. I went through the place. I had been there before and tried to remember exactly when.

DG Movies
Very vague recall about being back in class. I remember seeing GH, T, and GM. They discussed making videos for their youtube channel.

Basement Issues
The basement of my home was half finished. It was also infested with all shapes and sized of spiders. My little nieces played in the basement despite the spiders. Also a hippy looking guy was living down there but he was moving out. Whoever was with me begged me to bring an exterminator in to kill the spiders. No. The spiders were harmless and weren't actually bothering anyone. I was fascinated with the variety of them and spent a long time inspecting them hoping to find a new species.

Hungry Waves
My sister and I were at a beach. The scene flipped back and forth between the beach and a run down water park. Late afternoon arrived. The once packed beach quickly emptied. People out in boats hurried back to shore. Suddenly the waves picked up and surged in different directions after the boaters. The waves swallowed them under. The waves crashed to shore and picked off the remaining sun bathers.  My sister and I fled up a steep hill to safety. I watched in horror and fascination as the waves devoured people. The waves almost reached us a few times but by then I was no longer afraid. I almost wished they would take me just to see what would happen.

Mall Snatchers
Within a fancy mall young and nice looking people were going missing. I couldn't get out of the mall. I tried an elevator but it would't go to the bottom floor. The stairs were blocked off. Windows were unbreakable. I discovered that the not so young and not so good looking people were being killed, some kind of eugenics movement. I kept trying to escape, I didn't know which group I belonged to but didn't want to end up being sorted into either.

Lucidity: To do with portals, teleportation, and dream transitioning.

[Wędajihs]

Took melatonin about 10:30.

The Baby and the Shifting Hotel
Some of my family and I stayed at a hotel in a massive suite. I went outside to lock my truck. On the way I found a baby just sitting in the parking lot. I picked it up, carried it with me, and locked the truck. Then I remembered I had another truck. In that direction lighting bolts silently crawled across the sky. I felt I would be struck and so took the baby into the hotel. I tried to give her to someone at the desk but they wouldn't take him or her. I took the baby with me to find the suite and couldn't. The hotel had become a shifting contraption, like cabin in the woods. When I finally found the suite the family was packed up to leave. We departed the hotel and I had to bring the baby with me.

Invasions of my Childhood Home
There was a family gathering at one of my childhood homes. It went on into the night. I looked up into the night sky where illuminated triangles and arrows, like cursor arrows, floated along. They swerved and veered but always headed south. I pointed this out to everyone and most fled screaming, 'Alien invasion'. I didn't feel threatened by the shapes and thought about hoping into the truck to follow them. And then I thought, 'This is probably a dream...". Before I could reality check the police ripped into the driveway and ordered us all onto the ground. They came to me and asked, "Where is he, he lives here!" I told them he didn't. I somehow knew who they were talking about. They drew their weapons and pointed them at me. I kept insisting that he didn't live here, it was my house. The police reluctantly left. I was angry. We all went into the house. Soon a white care pulled in and I knew it was him, a guy who had threatened to drive by and shoot up my house before. Before I could grab a weapon and confront him he burst into the house, gun drawn. I pushed people to the floor, prepared to die as I charged fearlessly, or stupidly, at him. He fired but the shot missed. He tried to fire again but his clip was empty. I laughed like it was the funniest thing in the world, grabbed a carving knife off the kitchen counter, and charged at the guy. He begged me not to hurt him but I stabbed him repeatedly in what I hoped were major organs. He died. I left him where he died and my family were now afraid of me.

[Wędajihs]

Flooded
Torrential rains came and all of my umbrellas were broken. My neighborhood flooded and the adults were inconvenienced by it all. The kids loved it and played in the streets.

[Emerald Wolf]

I pushed people to the floor, prepared to die as I charged fearlessly, or stupidly, at him. He fired but the shot missed. He tried to fire again but his clip was empty.

This reminds me of a fictious quote in a game I used to play. Something along the lines of:

"This medal is issued for bravery, but I got mine because I was too stupid to die."

[Wędajihs]

Yes, that would be me, too dumb to die. 

Breaking the Bedroom Apart
I moved to a new apartment that looked remarkably like one of my first apartments, except the rooms were much bigger. It was already furnished as well. A lot of my family came to look at the place and I allowed them in although I'm not all that fond of any of them. S moved in and she broke apart all of the bedroom furniture and dragged it outside. This angered me and at first I yelled at her and then I shrugged it off and said, "Okay. Just know I'm not buying you anything else after this." She said, "Fine, I never asked for this anyway." And after she said that I realized she hadn't asked for it. I had assumed it was what she wanted. I helped her drag the furniture out of the house.

[Caradon]

bump

[Wędajihs]

Will get back to posting here regularly, very soon.

[Wędajihs]

Back to baring my innermost soul in a public dream journal on an open forum.
 

*note for my own purposes*
New job. New path in life. Renewed desire to focus on personal dream goals.

Club Parents, Drowning Kid
Was with a group of people who very apparently did not care for their children. They all left their children alone at home while we hit the clubs. Somehow, I ended up in the house of the parents who said they left their toddlers home in the bath tub. I barged into the bathroom and saw one little kid shivering on the floor outside the tub. The other was floating face down in the tub. The water overflowed and the tap still ran. I pulled the little kid out of the water, held her upside down and smacked her on the back until the water gushed from her lungs. I laid the coughing and crying child on the floor by her sister and called 911. I wrapped the kids in towels and sat on the floor with them. I told them stories and sang them songs. I don't recall rescue ever arriving.